Who here hates themselves?
>>28713789
I don't understand that, seems irrational to me.
>you hate yourself long enough its automatic
>you have piss poor control of your emotions
>lack of drive towards anything remotely socially driven
>maybe the reason you hate others is because you hate yourself
>>28713789
>tfw that pic is literally me
Fuck I don't want this feel
Who here loves themselves?
>tfw you watch a show about a group of friends and for a brief moment you stop feeling alone, and then you remember how alone you are and feel worse than normal
>>28713885
>>28714233
IF YOU DON'T HATE YOURSELF, YOU'RE A FUCKING NORMIE AND NEED TO GET OUT NOW!!!!
>>28713789
Self loathing is the spice of life.
>>28713789
I've fortunate to have broke the delusion that love is read years ago, instead of being bitter, angry and being self righteous, I'll enjoy as much pussy, drugs and drinks I can before killing myself to save myself from years of suffering with liver cancer or some shit like that.
Right now since I smell like shit from all angles and too socially retarded and self concoiuss to even go outside and get a haircut.
My ears right now are irritating so fucking much because of ear wax in there that I can not clean. I try oil and water, it doesn't work. I won't go to the doctors because they just make fun of you and I have no clothes to wear.
I have fetishes in almost everything, I've been deprived of puss for so long I've turned gay(I don't even find 97% of men attractive except zac efron, bradley cooper and some actors) just entertain the thoughts of dicks since they are easier to come by. But I won't.
I refuse to settle for someone ugly. Usually the uglies are the most bitchy ones and high maintenance. I can't even talk to girls without saying retarded things.
I'll be losing it to an escort when I make enough money and learn how to ride a bus.
>>28713789
It's certainly getting there. I used to always justify my no social life handholdless virginity on a simple lack of opportunities, but tonight I could have gone to a party I was invited to by a workmate that was filled with like 100 18-20 year olds. Pretty much "justified" not going to it because I told myself I'd have felt old, but I know that's probably not true and I'm just a coward faggot. I literally have no excuses anymore other than my own fear and laziness. Feels great.
>>28714248
>tfw you finish a tv series and suddenly you realize how alone you are
I dont hate myself. I'm just disappointed with myself.
i have zero worth as a person
I'm trapped between being a narcissist and my crippling self loathing
It's really hard to stop thinking of myself when I hate myself so much and it's impossible to stop hating myself because I'm a narcissist and unlikable.
I like to think I'm self absorbed because there's literally nobody but myself in my life but there's a 99% chance that's bullshit.
>tfw you can't talk about your life without making other people depressed so when they ask you how you're doing you just say "i'm ok i guess"
I crossed the point of no return a long time ago.
There's no point in being sad anymore.
I am what I am.
>>28713789
Been like that picture for a long time,practically i was an hikikomori.I still have not any friends,but my social skills have improved and today i called for signing up to night school and obtain my high school diploma,hopefully i'll also meet some friends,may even a girl i like,there.
There's still a long way to go but i actually feel a bit more hopeful nowadays.
>be last night
>go to house party with some polish normies
>stand there awkwardly chain-smoking while everyone has conversations with each other in their language
>try making conversation with people
>doesn't progress beyond 'alright mate? what you studying?'
>leave after about 30 minutes
>tfw they probably didn't even notice i left
Fuck my shitty boring-ness.
>>28715243
Most importantly are you alright mate?
And what are you studying?
>>28715281
>yeah mate, you?
>Geology mate
>ah, nice one.....
Seriously, how do normies do it? How do they pluck interesting exchanges from thin air?
>>28715312
Were you drunk? It is easier to spew inconsequential rubbish if you dull your senses enough.
>>28715377
Yeah, I was plastered. I was also high though so that may have cancelled it out.
one way normies relate to each other is by complaining about their job, school, etc.
>>28713789
pic reminds me of the static speaks my name
>>28715429
this phrase specifically. great game, wish he'd expanded on it, it'd be like suicide simulator 2016 with some actual tension instead of just fucking yourself off a building for the sake of comedy disguised as tragedy
>>28713885
This.
The truth is, if you blame yourself for your problems, you'll never improve yourself. Once you realize other people are the problem, you can get them out of your life and truly become happy and a better person.
>>28713789
I do. I could be brilliant and do amazing things, but I lack drive and motivation. It is the reason I dropped out of college and now work a shit-tierjob with no confidence whatsoever.
>>28715402
If you find it easy to converse in directed conversations (open forums in your geology classes for example) then I suspect you're just disinterested in purposeless topics like those mentioned by >>28715406 and therefore have no interest in maintaining or starting conversations around them. You find the triviality small-talk too encumbering to partake in.
I'm sure you would be more inclined to hold a conversation with someone who was deeply interested in and shared your political leanings.
I love myself desu
>>28713789
>wanting to real life friends
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NORMIES
>>28715548
Of course mate but it's actually getting to that point of finding out what their interests etc. are
I do have mates, but not at uni, I seem to become an absolute social sperg when surrounded by student-types.
>>28715614
have*orginal comment here
>>28715620
Your social anxiety should ease if you place yourself in directed conversations instead of undirected ones.
If you meet new people in clubs/societies etc. talking to others and relieving the social tension will be easier because the conversations will be forced based on the topic of the club/society. You wont have to worry about what to say.
This should open the door to those interests that you mention.
Basically clubs and bars aren't a good place to meet new people if you are socially uneasy.
>>28715489
but then you realize that even with those people out of you life you're still a mess, a failure, and nothing will ever change because you're so fucking stupid and now you're all alone and everyone hates you
>>28714233
Ivanka please be the first female president in 2024
>>28714249
The actual robots here are massive narcissists. Hating yourselves is just a symptom of your beta nature, YOU FUCKING KEK!
I hate other people.
