>lost a full ride scholarship to one one of the best colleges in the US through bad grades and weaponized autism
I think I may be the biggest fuck up on here
Any other contenders for this position?
/fuckup/ general
>see anime in catalogue
>immediately open
>>28711523
>catalogue
What kind of fag country is this spelling from
>>28711470
>>lost a full ride scholarship to one one of the best colleges in the US through bad grades and weaponized autism
Nigger, how do you fucking throw your life away like that. Goddammit. I'm fucking fuming. Hope all that anime hentai, onaholes, vidya, and guru collection was worth it.
>>28711931
b-but school is hard anon... :(
fuck what do I do with my life now
I can get back into the school but my scholarship is gone and gpa is fucked
>>28711470
Lost my scholarship to state through getting busted with weed. After nuking my life from orbit by blacking out drunk and busting my arm, and burning every bridge I spent months carefully cultivating. So, you're not the only fuckup here pal.
>>28711997
Were you expelled anon? What do you do now
>>28711470
I went from a 4.0 to a 2.8 GPA within a few semesters. You're not alone
I lost a half-ride to college. So I guess I only fucked up half as bad.
>weaponized autism
fucking kek
>>28711470
ayyy not alone my friend.
Mine wasn't a full ride scholarship, but it still hurts to be deferred.
I went to orientation and everything. Made some friends over that weekend. Got friendly numbers from like 3 girls. Whoops sorry I'll never see any of you ever again. Fuck your stupid asshole face Mr. Brown of the enrollment department. You never called me back. I hope you choked on the pizza you hung up on me for.
>>28711523
>>28711931
Filthy anime cancer Japs lost the war to the greatest country ever known to mankind
"catalogue" what is this unknown un-american spelling
i think this thread needs some freedom
AMERICA TO THE RESCUE
>>28712042
America is literally a meme country.
>>28712019
Wasn't expelled. Was banned from campus housing for a year, and went to a school too far from home to commute to. So, off to community I have gone.
>>28711960
As long as you're in the same school there's hope.
The good news is that after your first job employers don't really care about your gpa very much. It's mostly about the name of the school. However it will difficult to get into your first job - you'll probably have to explain your autism as a handicap due to trauma or a death in the family or something.
>>28711470
>Be me, robot through and through
>Manage to suppress it from 9th grade (age 13) to age 27.
>Finish college, popular, get married, get a commission in the US Army, life is good.
>Age 27, inna Afghanistan, commanding weapons platoon, come under fire
>Something snaps, order mortars to start dropping "danger close" while the attackers were fully 500-1000 yards away
>Get relieved of command, get medically retired as mentally unstable
>Now 34, still recovering, having bouts of instability.
Wife stayed with me, which is probably why I didn't an hero as soon as I could. Still having issues, but not full robot again.
>>28712042
>>28712066
Smell that freedom jap crap or whatever communist garbage you believe in
Feel it wash over you and remember the greatest empire lost to one country
U.S.A
me too anon
I currently have a 2.91 gpa and I need to get two a's over my summer classes or else I have to drop out with 32k+ debt
left high school with a 3.8 gpa and a full ride scholarship but pure laziness and lack of discipline memed that out the window
>i got a scholarship supposedly for the top 1% of applicants
> I am probably in the bottom 5% of stupidest and laziest kids in my college
I am fuck
>>28712104
Parasitic homosexual communist anime scum
> have to turn in a 2 paragraph reflection to pass a class
> didn't do it
>>28711470
I got cucked hard at prom so I went on a benzo binge and dropped out the last month before graduating high school. Still haven't graduated. I'm 21. it's comfy desu
>>28712132
>dropped out a month before graduating
...anon why would you do this
>>28711470
It sounds like you just didn't do any school work to keep up grades?
>>28712167
there really isn't an explanation, I just didn't care/didn't think
>lose full ride undergrad and reserved spot in med school
>graduate debt free and still get into med school
git gud, son
>>28712129
Jesus fuck I basically did this my freshman year. The class was literally 50% attendance every friday, 50% one 3 page paper as a final.
Got to the end of the semester, dropped 1 of my classes and instead of dropping the class this final was in I just didn't turn in the paper.
>email from professor asking what happened to my final
>ignore it
Every other semester I go on and off from doing average to fucking up everything and trying to drop out just fucking kill me
>>28712167
I did pretty much the same thing. Partly I think I was scared to grow up and worried about my future and partly I couldn't take going anymore days to a run down school learning useless shit from idiots, eating alone in the stairwell and Stacys staring at me like a disease.
>>>28711470 (OP) (You)
>It sounds like you just didn't do any school work to keep up grades?
Yeah that sounds about right
I was out of state, tuition with room and board was around 60k per year, so I now have to pay over 200k that I got for free for my year long mistake
>>28711470
Was it actually taken away from you or did you lose it in the sense that everyone with bad grades "lost" a scholarship?
>>28712509
>Was it actually taken away from you or did you lose it in the sense that everyone with bad grades "lost" a scholarship?
lost as in they are not giving it to me anymore
but it's not like it's going to be given to someone else if that's what you mean.
no it wasn't money I had that is being taken away, it's just not being given anymore
>>28711470
You are not a fuck up. You are just a retarded normalfag. Seriously, fuck off.
>>28712896
>You are not a fuck up. You are just a retarded normalfag. Seriously, fuck off.
I have unironically never had any friends in my life anon
I think I belong here
>>28712939
The fact that you think you are a fuck-up because you didn't get a scolarship really shows that you are a normalfag. Just fuck off already, kiddo.
>>28712977
>The fact that you think you are a fuck-up because you didn't get a scolarship really shows that you are a normalfag. Just fuck off already, kiddo.
ok sorry :(
I guess... I guess I will just leave then. This will be my last post on /r9k/
>>28711470
depends. what school?
>>28713117
It's top 10 in most rankings
>>28711470
dude if you're still here
listen to this fucking sagelike quote
"they can't all be winners"
you might just be a loser, and thats FINE
WE CANT ALL BE WINNERS OP
>>28711470
oh hey this is a thread i belong in.
>live in louisiana
>sophomore in high school
>pretty much a dream kid. perfect record, never causing trouble and respectful to everyone even through the light bullying.
>best after effects and 3d guy they've ever had in the entire school
>graphics teacher pulls strings to get me internship at hollywood special fx studio
>new girl in class. innocent, hot, and always tried to talk to me
time to fuck it all up.
>actually fell in love with girl.
>am oblivious to girl liking me and too afraid to ask
>ends up getting asked out by jrotc chad
>stops hanging out with me
>everyone tells me i fucked up because it was obvious she had giant crush on me for whatever reason
>chad gets her to drag race in car with him and ends up causing a crash that killed the person they were racing against
>she still stays with him
>to distract myself from their relationship start doing small mischievous things like photoshopping people's faces on their backgrounds
>>28711470
I survived cancer and my life is still shit.
One would think that I would have learned from that dreadful experience, but here I am, shitposting on /r9k/. There was a time where I actually felt alive and full of energy short after treatment, but all of it vanished and what was left was nihilistic emptiness.
I consider myself quite a big fuckup, because death itself can not motivate me to change.
>>28711470
Sorta. I'm also a high school senior. I committed to Berkeley in April but I found out that I would be rescinded if I received a GPA below a 3.0 unweighted for my second semester.
I was lazy as fuck this year and had shit grades so my only option at that point was to take a gap year and reapply.
A couple of weeks ago I found out I got off the waitlist for Princeton, and they said they wouldn't rescind me if I gave an adequate explanation. I made up some BS and now I'm going to Princeton this fall.
I didn't get any "scholarships" though, only financial aid
>>28713139
ivy?
bloxerino
>>28713139
No top 10 school gives full rides except for Duke, which is top 10 in USNews only... so either you're lying or just plain dumb
>>28711470
No one is going to address OP's retarded ass GIF? Seriously, why even make it into a gif if it's going to be a little shitty impossible to notice glimmer?
>weaponized autism
Muh sides
>>28713152
>I got really bad once and took a guys iphotobooth picture and photoshopped him sucking a dick
>next time he logged on he saw it and apparently started crying
>turned out to be one of those nig nog thugs
>his parents go bananas and sues the school
>i get called to a private hearing in the principles office
>get expelled because i am now KKK
>sent to school made for degenerate expelled students
>write letters of apology to principal, kid, and graphics teacher (it was in her classroom.)
>graphics teacher literally disowns me
>blacklisted from the internship
>girl messages me to see how i'm doing
>literally tells me she used to be in love with me and was just waiting for me to ask her out
>get moved across the country because only thing keeping me there was internship
>go into severe depression
>drop to a 2.0 student and throughout college
and that's why I am a bigger fuck up than you op. I threw away my dream career and future all because I was too weak to get over a girl.
>>28713208
or perhaps he didn't explain his whole situation in a 2 line post
I didn't just receive one, it's multiple scholarships stacked
the valedictorian of my school is actually getting fucking paid to go to college through multiple scholarships
and I guess it's not quite a full ride, my parents still pay a little, not nearly as much as they pay for my sister tho. I get/got ~57k per year
>>28713228
That glimmer is very important anon
How else would you know that the anime girl is nervous and upset and anxious and afraid
>>28711931
Not op.
I had like 40000 euro saved money(gone now) and free college(which I did but quit) from my parents when I turned 18. But my mom is a narcissist and my father died then my autism took care of the rest.
I now work at a semi tier middle class helpdesk job. Life is pretty okay though desu but I could probably be quite rich by now if I played my starter deck right.
Shit happens
>>28713208
probably lying. highschoolers love posting on anonymous chinese image boards to validate themselves and their nonexistent accomplishments.
>>28712084
You sound a lot like a friend of mine. Least you got to feel popular for a while, though.
>>28713208
>falling for b8 this hard
On a side note, can the OP stop samefagging so this thread can finally die out?
Why don't you post actual fuck ups? That is just reality slapping you in the face. Post a real fuck up that is terribly hard if not impossible to get out of instead of financial school shit. All it shows is that you are young and your life so far has only revolved around school and have little to no life experiences to compare anything with what you are going through.
>>28713567
one time i was cooking a oven pizza and accidentally let it sit too long. it was forever burnt when i pulled it :c
>>28713567
One time I cut off my ear and accidentally became one of the greatest painters the world has ever known
>>28713567
one time i was playing mario and i jumped too early. i had to start all the way from the beginning.
>>28713567
one time an anime shitter complained on r9k
>>28713685
woah he fucked up hard
>>28713685
>anime shitter
???
Ore ilu
>>28713567
My life is one massive fuck up.
>>28711627
That's British
>lost financial aid because all I did was do drugs and drink alcohol instead of going to class.
Dont do drugs kids.
>>28713567
I got attacked by a dog at my work. Wasn't that threatening but it scared the shit out of me so I kicked for it and got fired.
Pretty much a fuckup and I believe everyone thought the owner was a white trash that couldn't handle his dog but it's cool. That job sucked ass and life turned out better.
> 28 years old
> No work experience
> Still in school
> Autism. Trying semi-successfully to be more social but you all know there's more problems than just social awkwardness.
Yeah it is a Master's degree and I graduate this year but its political science. An MA.
I am legitimately considering suicide because I do not think I can recover from this.
>>28711470
lost potential money because I didn't understand thwe term inside scholarships
although I'm still in under the 2 digits for my ranking I'm no longer in the 10%
of my class
>>28711470
The fact that you had a full ride scholarship to begin with means you'll never know what it is like to be a loser.
