>When you realize you've wasted half your youth and haven't even done a fraction of the things others have
I'm stuck in this rut I dug myself into and there's no hope of escape
>tfw watching sports anime to fill the void of never experiencing the camaraderie of a high school sports team
>>28710525
>half
fuck, i wasted it all.
i scrambled to have sex before it was too late and ended up fucking a korean hooker and didn't enjoy it or even get hard.
tried a few normie drugs and just sat high and bored alone at my PC.
i realized early on that becoming a normie is the only answer.
as much as i hate them, i realize that it really is the only way to live without killing yourself eventually.
>people have already had several jobs by my age
>I haven't worked a day in my life
>people have already graduated college by my age
>I dropped out
>people have already moved out of their parent's house at my age
>I'm still living with my mom and have no plans of moving
>>28710525
AHAHAHAHA FUCK YOU.
I have ways out now. I have a car (currently the car's fucked because of an accident though), a license, and a couple of clothes I can stuff into a duffle bag.
I chose this life, staying on my mom's couch, putting off signing up for classes so I can stay on campus and actually try and gain some sort of social life beyond my good friends.
Spend(ing) 20-22 (2 years now) in pain, misery and more pain, take care of your spine faggots.
>>28710632
FUUUUCCCKK, You are me. Except I'm not sure about dropping out yet. I want to join the Army to die fighting at least instead of killing myself.
