i am

but i don't mind as long as i have drugs

Define lonely.
I want to know how I compare to you.

>>28701757
it's a strange kind of lonely
i'm fine engaging with smalltalk if im with a guy, but im not close enough to anyone to actually stay in touch with/ have a substantial conversation with

>>28701804
That must suck.
While I know a lot of people who 'get me', it only works to a certain level. They are normies, after all, and there are some issues they just can't understand. Whenever I try to open up about my problems, they bombard me with their shitty normie advice. I feel very lonely in those moments.

literally the #1 problem in my life right now

>500+ miles away from family
>all friends from this town have moved away
>tfw spent birthday alone yet again
>tfw couldn't bear the feeling after checking fb and seeing all the fake 'happy birthdays'
>drink 3 40s to feel better
>miss work the next day
>almost get fired

and what's the #1 thing i want to do tonight after work? get shitfaced because i'm going to deal with the same feels yet again