>tfw really bad at communication
>tfw not only I'm silent and passive in RL conversations; I'm having hard time composing simple texts, maintaining interest, and react normally to the people's emotions and can't express myself in a simple, sincere, honest way
>tfw try to improve my social skills by reading and placing myself into unfamiliar situations
>still shy and cold af
>still overthinking every line of text
>>28693195
Same anon, i just dont talk to people anymore
>>28693226
I'm not going to stop trying, ever, I'm just saying that becoming a norman I'd the hardest challenge of my life. Normal people simply don't have a clue how lucky they are.
>brain shuts off whenever anyone talks to me, even my parents
>communicate as little as possible to end the conversation quickly, even when I don't want to
I CAN'T STOP
>emulate someone socially I have respect for
>get bored and pursue a whole new personality
>girls attracted by my stoicness get turned off by my new empathetic and sensitive personality
>girls attracted by my thoughtfulness and intellect turned off by me not taking anything serious and making jokes
who /no natural personality/ here?
Honestly, if it were up to me every conversation would be soullessly explaining why Hitler was right. The only way to entertain myself is to act like someone else. I wish I felt stuff.
>>28693403
Edge, edg and edgy
>>28693403
simple solution
JustBE YOURSELF
>>28693195
>tfw very good at casual conversation
>assert myself well
>people always say that im smart and funny
>still no friends
I'd probably be bad at having a one on one girls due to lack of experience. also I struggle to talk over text
