How do you cope with the slow realization that you're wasting your life and will never turn things around?
i use weed and escapism to cope
I don't think about, until someone reminds me about it on /r9k/. REEEEE
>>28686222
>slow realization
you're either very young or very new here
miku porn and them sweet trips
Anime and masturbating.
>>28686222
I don't
I accept that I'm a pathetic loser NEET that will forever stay a virgin and never experience true happiness.
Also, fuck you for reminding me that I'm useless.
>>28686222
A tremendous cliche as it is, it really doesn't matter in the grander scheme.
I have done all I could to ensure a passable state of affairs after my death. I'm fairly ready. It's time to unleash the universe from my sluggish perception of time and by terminating it, let it start ahead.
>>28686222
There is no escape.
Nice poophole, Miku.
I will and am turning my life around but i am not deluding myself that i will ever be one of them.
I am doing things my way now and even though i will die alone i am gonna use the time i have to see and do some shit i will enjoy
>>28686222
for some reason, it doesn't bother me as much as it should. Whether I am very successful, get a great job and a hot gf, or not successful like I am now... my life would not really fundamentally change. i would still spend a lot of my time browsing 4chan and saving miku loli porn images. that is the way I want to live my life
>>28686303
Add a middle line and this is a haiku.
>tfw I thought I was going to be a game developer
>tfw I hate gamus now
>tfw that's the only thing I going for myself
>tfw I can't become an anime writer
Ignore it. It's there, but who gives a shit? Do your best and expect the worst. Smile each day. Flip people off regularly. Make the best of it and hope everyone else fails at life. Distance yourself from people who say negative things about you. Be happy, even when you face the worst. Only you can do that. Nobody else.
>>28686436
creators cant be consumers
if you wanna be a game dev pick it up again but stop playing video games in your free time. you cant be hooked on the product you try to peddle
Get a gamemaker license and start creating some simple mobile games and take it from there
Comfort myself in the fact that it doesn't matter
i accept it for years now but kind of plan on turning it around. i kind of can't since no way of going out with "friends". i'm crippled i think they would be judging me...
>>28686436
Do you have anything you're good at? I think everyone has at least something they can put to use
>>28686222
cleverly disguised *BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAP* thread
>>28686222
For a long time, porn, video games and posting shit threads here like this one. For the past two years, seeing an escort every month or so
>>28686222
Take a good look at Tolstoi.
Despite having a large estate, good health for his age, a wife who had born him fourteen children, and the promise of eternal literary fame, Tolstoi was ultimately unhappy with his life.
I certainly won't make tremendous efforts just for a small chance to "win" at life if I am to finally realize that being a winner brings me nothing in the end.
Consider it my Pascal Wager: I'm way too lazy to risk my life on such a bet.
Just because I spend most of my free time on 4chan doesn't necessarily mean I'm wasting my life away.
How else am I supposed to spend my time?
