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>TFW don't fit into naive angsty 18y/o camp, or the confirmed robot4lyf 25+ crowd.

I've only been 23 for roughly 2 months now and I'm already decently sure my best days are well behind me.

My hairline has receded at least an inch in the past six months.

I have to hit the gym 3 times a week just to fend off my aching joints and sore back. Just to keep my obesity in check, I was dangerously close to hitting 300 in the beginning of the year. Thankfully I'm back down to 240.

My aspergers made making and maintaining friendships hard before, but now I'm entering the awkward phase of life where young people are increasingly estranged from me even in the best of circumstances (Which I have never experienced), and proper adults can't identify with me either because they have functional lives and have "progressed" lightyears ahead of me at this point.

My only saving grace is I had enough inheritance to buy a condo (on a literal interstate so I can never get any sound sleep), and a car, and I have a decent, non-social job paying 45k a year. And I take some community college classes.

I have to put in quadruple the effort just to keep maintenance. One day I just hit a wall.

I feel like the world is closing in around me, honestly. A small part of me is in near constant state of panic and dread.

Am I the only one who feels this awful feel?