Literally why the fuck am I such a mental loser?
I have disgusting fetishes, my personality is trash (get jealous/sad any moment), have depression/want suicide, started to have halluzinations lately, what to destroy my own body in an absolutely gruesome way. What is it the fuck is it /r9k/ and how do I get rid of it?
Loneliness? Lack of self confidence? Self hate?
Remember you can have a great day, if you make it a great day.
>>28682331
stop listening to die antwood
>>28682331
It's 4chan, stop browsing this shitty place.
>>28682331
you were born a girl. bad luck, OP
> playing red dead redemption
> shooting nuns
> stabbing women
> start getting boner
Never played red dead again
>>28684357
>playing RDR
>the dead aim or w/e is fucking stupid and boring and some missions basically require me to use it
>drop game
Why do vidya plebs enjoy this trash?
>>28684410
> playing red dead
> shooting hookers and strippers
> start getting boner
> another game i cant play
>>28682331
Modern life is poison. Get off the computer, get outside. And I don't mean getting in contact with friends, just get outside and breathe. Get out in nature, go to the park.
>>28684357
>playing rdr
>notice people kneel when you shoot both their knees
>do amazing executes with this
>throw women onto train tracks
>drag people behind my horse
>kill beaners
fun game
>>28682331
Therapy/suicide/self-medication
>>28684506
> watching hateful eight
> think the chick in it is pretty cute
> get more attracted to her as she gets more beat up
I dont blame women for not going out with me
>>28684560
>Be newfag
>Check out this thread called rekt
>Lolwhatisthis
>mfw I actually enjoy that shit
Yeah I actually think the world would be better off if I became an hero
>15 y/o me
>Browsing 4chan
>Decided to visit /t/ for new torrents in hopes of finding a game
>Saw pic of a really cute looking girl
>Uploader says it's porn
>Download&Play
>She's getting beaten, spat on, burnt with cigar multiple times, cut with a box cutter, stepped on and had hot oil poured on her
>Actually like
>Was diamond
>Cum buckets
>Watched it at least 3 times a week
Few months later I left the computer to go get some shit, older brother came, looked through my shit and found the folder with that video in it and multiple other ones, told my parents and my dad smashed the computer, never talked to my brother since (I'm almost 20 now and he didn't even invite to his wedding) and my parents kicked me out JUST when I turned 18.
