What was the worst time of your life?
>>28654174
>inb4 birth
When I was bored. Like now
You mean, of your life 'so far'
>>28654174
this, without a doubt.
Ages 12 - 28.
And all of it was due to people. I'm 29 now, hope I can recapture the glory days of my childhood by shutting myself in my room and doing the stuff I like.
the present
>>28654174
you are literally asking for a cringefeel thread
>>28654384
pretty eyes, nice classic hair. 100% would date.
> found out that I was conceived from rape so my mom would be stuck in marriage
> used as a pawn in a game of spite through most of my childhood
> mom's schizo and dad's a sociopath
> find out truth about my conception two years ago (18)
> have mental breakdown and trash my father's house
> run away, live in someone's garage for a year
> lose most of my friends, get really weird from stress, self-hatred and isolation
> about to kill myself when friend (who's dad died when he was 6 and understood my shitty life) lands me a job and has me stay at his house
>>28654409
>playing video games, watching anime, fapping relentlessly
>glory days
>>28654511
at least you're an interesting person with some stories to tell, unlike all these basement dwellers here
>>28654174
the past 10 years
When my best friend since childhood betrayed my trust with a prank that ruined my reputation forever.
Or when my first real girlfriend cheated on me by blowing some guy at a party's bathroom.
Take your pick.
>>28654546
I don't watch (or play) anything Japanese but chanbara films desu. Libido has gone down, so I don't really fap more than twice a day without weed.
I'm gonna liek read books and watch movies and make myself happy. And hang with people once a month or so. Perfection.
When I first became a NEET.
I would wear the same clothes for months without washing them and I wouldn't bathe either. I listened to edgy music and fantasised about suicide daily.
>>28654626
>When my best friend since childhood betrayed my trust with a prank that ruined my reputation forever.
Story
Living in sexual slavery.
Seventh grade, in cafeteria during lunchtime. Bullies hold me down and pull my shorts and underwear off. I go running through the cafeteria with everyone including teachers and staff all laughing their asses off at me.
End up curling into the fetal position in the hallway. Refused to go back to school. Eventually sent to alternative school. That experience fucked my head more than anything before or since.
>>28654174
right now senpai
at least before I had adversary and reason to be unhappy. Now I just rot away.
My whole life has been the worst time of my life.
Not even kidding, I can't for the life of me remember a time in my life where I wasn't lonely, depressed, or even enjoying life just a single bit.
My life is one big clusterfuck of uneventfulness, unsatisfaction and self pity and I wish I had the courage to end it.
>What was the worst time of your life?
Like everyday, thank god for this website though
Life is too fun to be depressed, if something you don't like then don't do it. Just sayin'
>>28654830
>best friend calls me and asks me to come drink with them
>tell em i don't have money for drinks
>"it's ok we got homebrewed" (we used to drink our own made alcohol since below drinking age at the time)
>"aight im omw"
>take a bus to the spot we were supposed to meet at
>meet up with friends
>another guy comes looking wasted as fuck and offers me a bottle of the homebrewed for sip
>take a sip, tastes like milk and shitty
>everyone bursts to laughter i spit the shit out
>"haha how'd you like the jizz?"
>... go hurl behind a corner
>most of them still laughing when i come back some look at me with pity while others are laughing their asses off
>contemplate murder
>friend tells me the story that they thought it would be a fun prank but they couldn't find anyone else to prank because most of the ppl were already there and part of it
>best friend of the year award goes to giggle mc asshat
>i leave and i heard from that shit for the next 5 years everytime we met new people some idiot would tell the story and there goes any chances i had of getting laid / making new friends
Im sure glad i had friends, friends are overrated you robots should be glad you didn't have idiot friends.
>>28655190
What if I don't like living
>>28654430
This. I have never been more acutely aware of how pathetic my existence is than I have been in the past year or so. As I pass from early 20's to mid 20's, it becomes more clear everyday that there is no hope of redemption. All that remains is 50 or so years of slow torture.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAtlla_G1Dg
t. edgelord loser
>>28655612
This is the life you chose, subconciously or not your choices in life led you to this point (with a little helping hand from the cards dealt at birth).
Only reason you're depressed is because society says you shouldn't live like this and you aren't feeling fulfilled by repetitive life but are too afraid to risk change because of past trauma or whatever shit.
You can open that door any moment but you'd rather stay cooped up in home because its the only constant you've learned to live in.
Your chains are of your own forging and unlocked, all you have to do is open that door and take it one day at a time on the outside, like a prisoner rehabilitating into the society.
>wanna be deep anon trying to sound smart
>>28655190
You don't belong here.
You just remind people that they're broken and you aren't.
They will hate you for it and that will be right.
>>28655190
I don't like working, what do you suggest?
>>28655810
Prostitution, drug trade or mooching.
>>28655810
Become professionally mentally ill like me.
I got a young start but there's always time to catch up.Seriously, it can happen to anybody.
>>28654174
When I had to live in student apartment and had a roommate.
Jail. An entire month of it. It might not sound much but it was fucking hell. If you're doing something illegal right now, do NOT get caught and cover your ass. Yes, it's as bad as they say it is on TV. And it doesn't even end after you're out too, now my mugshot is available to anyone who googles my name. I can't even get a decent job anymore.
>>28655982
>did Tyrone stick it in your pooper?
But in all seriousness aren't there still some rehabilitation programs that hire ex-cons?
>>28655982
So, tell me your n.ame?
>>28654174
7-31 I suppose. The worst year by far was on 30 when I was officially depressed and NEET for a year, but since literally *everything* in my life before it was what led to it, I'll just count it all as one big equally brown and moist pile of shit.
Why? Because people, no women, etc.
What changed? I accepted my part, no longer gave a rats ass about people, or women, and started to focus on my job instead.
Used to be I was unhappy and lonely if I was alone, and then only got bullied, abused, betrayed and shat on if I went to spend time with other people. So lose/lose either way. Now I can literally spend months in a row completely alone with only my computer, and don't feel the least bit sad or depressed doing it.
I'm not happy, but I haven't been sad or depressed in years now. Considering I've never known happiness, this is easily the best time I've ever had in my life. :)
>be me
>college freshman
>loser
>make friends with other rejects
>as the years go they become more social/normal
>they all end up semi popular
>ended up getting bullied by my old "Friends" all through college
It still hurts to think about
>>28654174
Probably when I was getting bullied in school. My pathetic """""life""""" right now is heaven in comparison.
>>28654174
Beginning of high school
>no friends
>shit grades
>bullied
>skelly
I'm not too mad about it, I was never suicide-tier depressed like a lot of people here, nor have I ever harmed myself.I'm 20 now and all of that is in the past, but my life still sucks, I have pretty much no memorable experiences in the last 7-8 years. I hate normies.
>>28655982
> If you're doing something illegal right now, do NOT get caught
Thanks for the tip.
Pic related is the execution of a teenage boy by notorious war criminal "El individuo grande". I bet you couldn't even imagine the fear he felt at this moment, pussy.
>>28654174
age of around 6 - 17, when my mother really started to fuck my shit up daily
turns out being called an ugly monster, idiot and being beaten daily for no reason during childhood doesn't build character or discipline like she thought
>>28655255
Some things are worth doing time for, ending your "friends" lives is definitely one of them
>>28657581
Shit like this makes me feel worthless. All I have to do is read like 20 pages of a programming book a day, and I nag about that already. God damn I'm worthless, someone tell me how worthless I fucking am please insult me.
I've met with an escort girl 3 months ago. It was the third time i went to see her, and i had the feeling she enjoyed our meetings. She was all i needed to enjoy life.
I've began to feel something to her, but as soon as it started i tried to make these feelings go away. It worked, but for a short time.
And then, a few days after, my car broke down.
1 week after that, my mom woke me up one morning to tell me she ran over my cat (which i got 13 years earlier, he was my favorite being to be with).
And then, on 17th last math, my grandma died. She was the one who raised me up since parents had to travel across the country to become higher-up in their company.
It has been one month, and i didn't found the strenght to get up. Because now in addition to all of this, i'm thinking about this escort. I've been staring at my wall for weeks without leaving my bed.
I want to see her, but i've put an end to these meetings. And now i regret it badly.
Having no one to rely on, nothing to help you get back up, this is the worst time of one's life. And this is actually mine, for god-knows how long.
This is exhausting.
>>28654174
Right now.original
>>28654511
Hey you're out of that shit environment and are on your way to independence, good for you young anon
>>28655255
I gotta ask, why the fuck are you hanging out with these idiots? Are you that insecure? That afraid you can't find anyone else to share their time with you? What? Not even trying to be a dick here.
Almost everyone, at some point in their lives, learn that they need to dump the toxic shits out of their lives. ANYONE, who's more trouble than they're worth, you just fucking stop having contact with. You don't need to make a scene out of it and fuck up your own conscience doing it. Just stop contacting them and whenever they contact you, you remind yourself how much better off you are without them.. just go "sorry, I've got work / hobbies / meeting" etc. Within a year or two, you're already heading for your separate ways.
Don't take my word for it, fucking ask anyone with at least 30 years under their belt. I realize that most kids and people still in their 20's pretty much hang out with fucking anyone who can stand their company, unless they're shallow and stupid and fear for their social rep. So at that point, it might seem cruel to just cut people out of your life. But trust me, everyone learns to do it, and fucking hell if it doesn't increase the quality of your life considerably.
I've cut contact with some 8 people I've known really well since 10 years ago just within the last 2 years. While I have asshole friends I've known since I was 5 and still will not give up on, there are just some people that are simply too useless, or you just grow completely out of them... and it's ok to just let those people go their own way and find something more worthwhile to do with your time.
So while we're keeping things real, obviously you shouldn't go all school shooter and violent over what they did, it's not worth behaving like an ape and getting sent to jail. But friends don't do shit like that. Not fucking ever.
>>28655255
Oh and btw protip: You're wrong about their prank stories screwing up your chances. That's not the problem. Because any remotely normal, sane and worthy person would find what they did to you disgusting. They wouldn't be laughing at you, they'd be laughing at your "friends" instead.
I'm pretty sure the only problem here is you still being cuck to dicks like that. So stop being a beta, leave them to rot and make a life for yourself without them, while filling it with *real* friends instead.
>>28654174
Right now. I'm 33 years old and this is the worst time of my life and it keeps getting worse.
I want to die.
>>28654174
It's so,ething I really wanted to talk about isn't it
>>28659102
What are you saying? Are you drunk?
