Let's talk about those times when we were as comfy as possible. Literally nothing could have been better than that moment.
>forced to go on church trip
>it was okay I guess
>realized people liked me more than I thought
>buss ride back home
>11 hours awaits us
>go to back of bus expecting to be left alone
>qt comes and sits next to me
>we talk and have a good time
>it starts to get dark and she's obviously extremely tired
>she pulls out her iPod and puts an ear bud in my ear
>she plays soft music, some just instrumental, some about love
>she leans back and closes her eyes
>I put my hood up and get ready to crash
>she leans over to me and wraps her arms around my torso
>she rests her head on my chest and collar bone
>I put an arm around her and a hand in my pullover pocket
>I rest my head on top of hers and fall asleep
>wake up and try to move as little as possible
>stay in that position for around twenty more minutes
>she woke up and got off of me
>we hung out at the back of the bus for the rest of the ride
>we even held hands a little
We never officially dated. We would hang out and. We would hold hands and cuddle occasionally but we never actually kissed. Eventually she moved on.
>>28647714
Cuddling with a qt pi just like her just like that.
>>28647714
Fuck, I miss that kind of intimacy so much. :(
It's way harder to live without than sex, I can jerk off on my own to relieve sexual tension but there's nothing you can do on your own to soothe the urge to snuggle. Maybe watch ASMR, but it's not the same.
I haven't been touched by a woman in six years and in my current life situation it's hard to see how it could ever happen again.
Congratulations you guillable idiot, that girl literally used you for attention and affection while you had nothing back.
That's what i call a pathetic piece of shit.
>>28647714
>Times You Were in Total Bliss
When I had the house to myself and people left me the fuck alone
Seriously
Ive just recently come to an epiphany that people are the reason I feel like I shit, and that I don't actually have to deal with people, so I'm just going to start making conscious efforts to just not deal with them. Im going to opt out. Im going to just walk away from social situations.
Fuck people are so irritating
>>28647790
I enjoyed the cuddling too.
It's not like all I wanted was to stick my dick in her. I really enjoyed her company and it was refreshing to have a friend that I could be intimate with but without real risks.
>>28647714
no more feels
chewed a bunch of xanax but somehow managed to not black out. remember lying on my back with such heavy waves coming down I was unable to move my arms or sit up no matter how hard i tried. bliss.
right now actually
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ymbt3iTaII
>>28647714
My head on his chest. He kissed it while I was asleep and rubbed my hair, he probably didn't notice that I noticed. It doesn't matter anymore since he doesn't love me.
>>28647714
>10 seconds after those heroin shots
>>28647959
damn, this would be incredible on drugs
>>28647714
>gf cries into my arms
>about very similar things that developed my past issues
>about to cry with my arms wrapped around her
>stop myself
>let it all out later
was comfy, but not in the long run
>>28647714
op, did you try to escalate? take it to the next level physcially?
>>28648062
I know. The xanny post and the general vibe of the thread compelled me to post
>>28647930
I miss these days when xanax affected me heavily. Now 8mg just causes me to feel okay. My tolerance is too high so I don't bother taking it anymore.
But those days when I couldn't move a finger no matter how hard i tried - best days ever
>>28648004
That would be super weird if you were the girl from my greentext... because I definitely didn't do that....you're probably just messing with me
>>28648099
i don't think just because she's a girl means she's saying she's the girl in your post
>times you were in total bliss
being on molly nothing else in life compares kind of sad really
every time I listen to this song, wacho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWUv28wRKRc
>>28648034
So how do you inject heroin? As simple as putting a needle in your vein?
>>28648085
Not really. We kind of just became cuddle buddies. We would go to each others houses and just nap together. It was really great to be honest. Having someone to share physical comfort and intimacy with was amazing.
She would run up to me in the hallway at school and just say stuff like "I want to spoon later" or "I bought a new pillow, help me try it out" and that would mean that we had a 'cuddle date.' It was a weird but really nice relationship.
Late night movies are much better if you're snuggled up with someone too.
>>28648086
xanny poster here. saved for future enjoyment.
>>28648097
I NEED SOME BARS
FUGG
>>28648164
>She would run up to me in the hallway at school and just say stuff like "I want to spoon later" or "I bought a new pillow, help me try it out" and that would mean that we had a 'cuddle date.' It was a weird but really nice relationship.
C U C K
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C
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>>28648164
I'm super jealous since that's my ideal relationship, I've always hated sex
contrary to what popular culture says women who don't want sex seem to be really fucking rare, so I can't find anyone to date if I'm honest upfront about never wanting sex
>>28648120
for me my happiness on drugs rankings is pretty much lean>weed>xanax>oxy>alcohol
i'm really looking to try more psychadelics this summer to cope with what's happened recently
>>28648217
She didn't have anything going on with anyone else at the time.
She was kind of a fembot. She had fandoms and shit. She was pretty socially challenged.
She didn't want to progress the relationship and I didn't really want to all that much either.
>>28648164
bro, I think you dropped the ball on this.
she was waiting for you to slip in your tongue. or your dick.
something kept you from doing so, probably religion, or awkwardness? I feel sorry for you if that's the case, you could have saved yourself a lifetime of misery, which is what we robots are doomed to.
even if you found that special someone tomorrow, you and I will always be the one that somehow ended up in this dreadful place and that is something you carry to your grave.
sorry, son.
if you want to feel better, just know I'm a 37 yo khhv.
I found trp and r9k too late to help. Maybe you can turn your life around and forget about 4chan.
>>28647804
This, t b h, dear family.
When me and my ex gf broke up. We never dated anyone before that, we just sat in my car for two hours. Held hands, talked about it and she cried a bit. I felt like I could be completely honest in that moment, like I was closer to her right then than while we dated
Then she broke up with me over text, for real this time, a month later. Whore.
>listening to Beethoven's 9th symphony
>when the chorus hits
>>28648246
Don't listen. That relationship sounds like it was comfy as fuck. Real jelly over here.
>>28648228
Sorry man. It was really great. I feel like because we didn't go deeper the relationship was healthier. We were honest with eachother, really just wanted to be around each other and never got into any real fights.
>>28648254
I don't think so. She dated a guy the summer after we graduated and into that first semester of college and then started traveling and living life. In the end I don't think I was much more than a way for her to become comfortable socially and create a life for herself but I'm happy with what we had.
>>28648317
I'm not regretting anything to be honest.
>>28648259
I want to clarify that its pure fucking bliss when I actually feel alone. My roomates tend to leave me alone and mind their own business etc, but until I'm physically alone in the house and can clank pans together at 2 am, I feel like im held back by other people even when they aren't in my direct vicinity.
>>28648443
You do you man.
I think it's great that we can all find comfort, even if it's with such a different method than one another's.
>>28647714
The night I lost my vcard
If anyone wants the story, I'll post.
It sounds pretty fake, but it was still the best night of my life and I felt like I didn't hate myself for just a few hours.
>>28648607
Go for it.
It's all about sharing in here.
>6 years old
>get stung by bee
> run into house crying
> go to bedroom
>lay on bed
>mom comes and holds me
>the smell of flowers and spring
she left later that year, never been in contact with her again.
>>28648241
I never tried opiates but the time i tried untested molly the euphoria was something that i could not of possibly imagined. I will give a quick trip report:
>take 1 cap of brown molly ~ 150mg
>sit down watching arrested development on come up
>out of nowhere i get a massive rush of >euphoria in every aspect of my body
>euphoria was so intense that i was floored
>my sense of touch was enhanced 1000 fold
>I began spinning in circles on my carpet naked/boxer
>the carpet felt like i was being caressed by
heavenly clouds
>proceed to spin in circles for a couple more hours
>go outside
>proceed to spin in circles mostly naked in the grass for another hour or so
The euphoria was just way too good, and not in any kind of uncomfortable stimmy way it was just pure relaxation,comfyness, and euphoria
>>28648663
were you alone?
if so, im sorry
if you think thats good its even better with others
>>28648689
>yes
I usually prefer using drugs by myself for introspective purposes which is why I use to be addicted to magic mushrooms. I don't think I would ever do molly again desu though. I found it rather to be rather to good in the high, but mainly because the comedown was too shitty to deal with. The comedown was like 5-7 days of feeling fucked up with tons of anxiety.
>>28648772
also molly turned out to not be introspective for me just pure feel good I honestly regret ever taking it because i am a bit paranoid that i did some damage.
>>28648772
oh damn
ive never had a bad comedown that lasted longer than a day
mine was on a bus too
and a few other occasions
>me
>few years ago
>did track & field (I was trying to do something my senior year)
>girl two years under also joins and we become fast friends
>she's funny and sometimes cute but I don't feel attracted to her
>have a suspicion that she likes me
>one day asks if I want to sit with her on the bus back from a track meet
>we sit and talk for the duration of the trip
>around 45 min
>almost back in town, she lays her head on my shoulder and says she'll miss me (I was graduating in a few months)
>hold her close and kiss the top of her head (idk why, I read that girls like it)
>takes her head off my shoulder a few seconds later
>we get back to the school and part ways
her hair smelled really nice
>another meet
>same girl
>sitting together on the bus again
>this time she keeps her head on my shoulder, I lean my head on hers
>we sit like this for about 5 mins
>arrive at hs, go home
she has a boyfriend now, rumor is they fuck like rabbits
>different girl
>senior year
>like her a lot
>feelings aren't mutual
>I know this but still flirt autistically/try to make moves and she takes it in her stride because she knows how little experience I have
>it's her birthday
>see her after school, she walks towards me with arms outstretched
>hugs me tightly, head on my chest and everything
>tell her happy birthday quietly, she smiles
I ended up fucking it up so terribly with her, the spaghetti that flowed was incalculabe
>>28648645
Aight, here goes.
>be 18 yo first year in uni
>on zoloft
>fap for hours but can't cum
>decide it's time to step things up and get real sex
>ugly robot so obv no girl wanted to fug me
>someone on /b/ tells me to check backpage
>kid in a candy store
>text a few, but they're all out of my $ range
>text this one qt skinny/fit milf type
>tell her she's a bit to pricy, but politely thank her anyways
>she says she can see me at like 6 am for like $40 off
>tell her I'm looking to lose my v-card
>she gets really excited
>says to come to her house next week (not her motel incall place) and she'll take my virginity
>for free
>excited as fuck
>days drag by
>get wine, condoms, etc
>show up at 9pm
>she texts me to just come on in
>soft lighting from yellow christmas lights and candles light the stairs upwards
>she's there in some lingerie smiling
cont.
>>28649023
>walks into the bedroom
>I take off my shoes and follow her
>she sits me down
>introductions, etc
>talk about random stuff
>we break open the first bottle of wine
>I'm not a drinker at all, but I sip some for her
>she gets a bit looser
>offers me some coke
>sure y not
>takes me on a tour of her house
>shows me her kid's rooms
>tells me about her kids, their dad, etc
>go back to the room
>time for sex
>admit to her that I've never even kissed a girl
>she shows me how
>she's slow and non judgmental
>eventually work up a rhythm
>"you're really good at this"
>probably lying, but it was flattering
>undress her
>first time seeing boobs
>suck em
>she takes my pants off
>puts my penis in her mouth
>gives me the most seductive look
>porn couldn't have prepared me for this
>take her panties off
>lie her back down
>dine at the Y for a bit
In retrospect, eating out an escort was a bad idea, but she was doing me a lot of free shit so I figured it was the least I could do
>she locks my head between her legs and cums
>just witnessed the mythical female orgasm
>time for piv
>mixture of drugs and anxiety ensure that I remain flaccid
>fuckfuckfuck
>she smiles and says it's ok.
>puts on my hoodie and says let's go outside for a bit
>go to her balcony and she hands me a joint
>first time smoking the DUDE
>get real relaxed after
>alpha moves come out of nowhere and I pull her in and start kissing her
>"you're a really romantic type. how are you single"
>awshucks.gif
>go back inside
>get back to the making out
>penis is hard
>condor on
>she leads it in
>she starts gasping and moaning and shaking
>think I'm hurting her and start apologizing
>she says NO, and locks my legs in
>tells me to start pumping
>obey
>work up a rhythm again with making out and pumping
cont
>>28649041
>she lifts her leg like in the porn and wraps it around her head
>tells me she wants it deeper
>start thrusting with all my might
>cum a few seconds later and fall in a heap on top of her
>she compliments me and asks if I want to do it again
>yes ma'am
>we go 3 more times
>she came at least twice or faked it idk
>finish up and we clean ourselves up
>go to bed and spoon
>she tells me about what life was like at her age, how she actually went to my university for like computer science, got pregnant, etc
>how she got into escort business
>told me the kind of music she likes, her hobbies, books she reads
>I tell her my life story like I've never told anyone
>she's only wearing knee socks and panties the whole time
>says she's cold and keep snuggling closer
>keep stealing kisses in between
>she goes and gets a massage pad
>gives me a massage while she hums lullabies
>fall asleep mid massage
>she wakes me up when I'm done and says it was cute that I fell asleep
>spoon and she falls asleep in my arms
>but before falling asleep, she says that we should keep doing "this, whatever it is. the whore and the virgin haha"
she drove me to school the next morning and kissed me goodbye.
Stuff got in the way and she ended up back with her ex. I don't hold it against her, she was doing what was best for her kids and she did me a huge gesture of kindness that I did not deserve.
>>28647714
I've never experience physical intimacy with another human being and this post makes me sad
>>28647714
I wish I was strong enough to post it.
I'm over her but the memory would still kill me.
>>28647714
I've had a couple of moments like that. But they were few and far between and didn't last nearly long enough.
I've been with a handful of different girls during and after college but it doesnt compare to those innocent moments when you were younger
> bey blade tournament in local McDonald's
> was beyblade turboautist at that time
> l-l-l-l-let it rippp
> probably the oldesf contestant in the tournament rest of the kids are fucking toddlers or something
> rape my way through those suckers
>end up in finale vs a gypsy cunt
> he got to bring a fucking metal made in china "beyblade"
this was like a very heavy iron beyblade which created sparks with ither chinese beyblades
> don't care, I rip out my favourite beyblade ever
it was significantly smaller than any beyblade and would just go ubder all other beyblades and kick them off balance
> have to rip, the gypsy's beyblade is already out and spinning
> gather all my courage and rip that mother fucker straight onto his beyblade with the power of the sun.
> his IRON piece of joke breaks in fucking half
> gypsy in tears of shock, whole audience in awe
VICTORY SCREECH REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Heye you guys go.
I couldn't find another body pic. At least this way you get a sense of her style.
>>28649403
seems like a potenial qt
