who here /failure/?
>finally get a job interview
>the job was probably shit but still, it would have given me a chance of moving out of my parents' basement
>didn't wake up
>sent an email asking if the interview can be rescheduled
>probably won't respond
Stop posting your shit to two boards at the same time you fucking faggot
>>28646962
sure ok.
here have a kitten.
>>28647248
Shit man try any jobs you can find, or hustle. Also, thanks for the kitten, going to sleep like a baby with a heart full of warmth
>finally got a job
>forgot to go to it
dammit!
>get a B.A. in International Relations 8 fucking years after graduating high school
>struggled through numerous medical withdrawals because of depression, and other semesters simply failed because I refused to acknowledge my anxiety/depression
>still no debt tho
>work as pizza delivery driver now because anxiety/depression saps my willpower to complete resumes and cover letters for real jobs
>lie endlessly about how well I'm doing to those who actually care about me to reinforce avoidant behaviors and thought cycles
>can't even finish application for AmeriCorps/Peace Corps and feel like getting it would be a tremendous cop-out for trying for a real job
>use pornography as a numbing agent so often that it becomes a daily necessity
>develop hyper-detailed fantasies relating to correcting past mistakes, exerting control over others, all infused with pornographic nonsense
meh
>got a job
>supposed to be training for it long distance before I move
>only way they're teaching me is through phone conferences with an indian guy I can barely understand
>pretending I'm learning this shit but really I'm hopelessly lost
>I'm going to be fucked when the job really starts
