/completeisolation/
Can it be done? I'm tired of all the people in my life. I'm tired of 4chan and all its boards. I'm tired of the internet. I want to go full autist and not speak with anybody. I want to exist in a void without relationships, friends and people altogether. I can't tolerate this anymore.
I want to do nothing but read books and lift weights.
I realize I might go crazy and kill myself but everything is better than this.
After this thread I'm going to leave this place. just watch me
>>28635834
you will eventually come back. and hate yourself more.
>>28635867
I dont think hating myself more is even possible.
If I'm not able to leave /r9k/ and find some shred of inner peace, I'm sure I'll kill myself. literally everything is better than this purgatory I'm trapped in.
>>28635834
planning to or open for some planetwide tripping?
>>28635958
"If" you're not able to.
>implying indecisiveness
There is no fucking 'if'. Leave r9k or don't. If you can't decide I'd advise suicide, just to save you some time.
>>28635958
You can always hate yourself more. Trust me
Read about Thoreau.
>>28637482
Thoreau was nowhere near complete isolation, he would regularly leave his hut in the woods and go to parties and socialize in neighboring cities when he would get bored, I feel like Ted Kaczynski or the writing of some Catholic monks would be more appropriate
>>28635834
>>28637482
>>28637532
Monks are the way to go t b h
Look up St Jerome, Desert Theology, and the Desert Fathers.