>tfw I will never meet either of my grandfathers
They would have been a good influence in my life.
too obscure anon
>tfw will never tell my mom she's going to be a grandma
>tfw you fantasize so much, that you forget this is real life
When all four of your grandparents are dead
I'll never live in the countryside with a husky and make a living from the land
>>28625070
Same but with a German Shephard and a loving wife
>tfw
>tfw you will never meet and work along side your great-grandfathers, helping them and learning from them and inherit the skills they used
>tfw my grandfathers were related to each other
>>28624818
>tfw I haven't seen my own father since age 6 and will probably never see him again
>tfw you will never go back in time and hang out with your dad when he was your age
It doesn't help that my dad never really talked to me as a friend or an equal for most of his life. He was based af too when he was in his early 20s. Whenever I see this old photo of him in Vietnam with his squad holding beers and looking at the camera looking hard as fuck I always think of how cool it would've been to hang out with him.
>tfw you will never talk to your grandfather about neocons,socialist sanders and politics in general
>tfw meeting your Filipino grandfather for the first time when youre white as fuck
>tfw first time meeting your grandfather is after he's diagnosed with a fatal heart condition and has only a few months to live
>tfw seeing him interact with your mom for the first time in decades after he walked out on her and your grandma when mom was a kid
>tfw seeing the sorrow and remorse he feels knowing he was never a part of her life as he waits to die
It was really surreal. We went down to Florida to see this Asian man I never knew or heard anything about only to watch him regret his choices in life as he was dying.
>tfw mom didn't even go to his funeral
>You realise that your waifu would be disgusted by you.
>>28625168
My dad was having me when he was my age. Instead I'm a kissless, jobless virgin still living in his house.
>>28625177
This, except with my dad.
I didn't get into politics until after he passed away, but he was always redpilled as fuck and it would've been really cool to talk about it all.
I always wonder if he would've been pro-Trump or not.
>>28625256
Ooh, that reminds me of another abstract feel
>tfw you meet your dad's 40 year old son from his first marriage for the first time when you're both adults
I never even knew he had another son until about a couple months before I met him. He's even a writer for a very well respected newspaper.
>tfw first finding out about your half brother you never knew you had by reading an article written by him in the free press
>>28624818
>tfw cleaning up my basement looking through old photos of the life my parents had before my sister and I
>when my kids go through my photos it's just going to be a harddrive full of porn and dank memes and whatever they can find on facebook
>tfw listening to your dying dad open up about his PTSD inducing stories from Vietnam that he never told anyone about before
That was some heavy shit.
>tfw he asked you to write his eulogy but you couldn't bring yourself to do it
This one hurts especially.
I'm posting lots of weird feels in this thread.
>grandmother is 82
>never learned how to speak fluent japanese
>tfw will probably never have a decent conversation with her
>>28625254
She wouldn't even look at someone like me in the eyes. That soul crushing feel.
I know that feel. And my dad died when I was 16 too.
>>28625363
>tfw dad wanted to give me a combat vest he swiped off of a dead gook from Vietnam that he hid underneath the corpse of in a foxhole for three days but dumb bitch mother threw it out
>tfw listening from the next room to your crazy SJW sister get into an argument with your even more psychotic mom over her special snowflake "illnesses" that ends in sister cussing out mom and running away from home
That one happened this morning. I still don't know how I feel about it.
I want to be cheated on. But i'm single. So i have to find a girlfriend, so she can then cheat on me...
Posting more feels to keep this thread alive
>tfw one day discovering that autistic brother is actually a genius savant
>tfw fantasize about teaching him how to count cards and taking him to the casino like in Rain Man
>tfw finding out that childhood best friend that you haven't seen in years killed himself at a rest stop in another state
>tfw talking to grandma about politics and her walking out because she thinks you're "too conservative"
>tfw waking up hungover to find out that you got drunk at your cousins wedding and went off to your relatives about "the Jews and their lies"
>>28624818
>tfw my only grandpa died when I was 4
I never know how it feel was
>>28624818
Who is she jeeesus my dick
>tfw favorite childhood restaurant is shut down
>tfw no vietnam war vet dad
>Never had a father growing up
>nobody to ever play catch with me
>nobody to take me to sports games with (didn't go to a sports games even though I've always been a big fan till I was 23 and had my own car)
>nobody to teach my how to tie a tie or shave
>nobody to spend father's day with
>nobody to teach me how to fight
>nobody to teach me about women
My father wanted me aborted and my mother didn't, I wish I was aborted instead. I honestly don't blame him for leaving, especially when I was 2. My mother is a psycho bitch who would beat me so bad, I ended up in Foster Care 3 times because of her.
>tfw you show your gf repulsive gore videos and she doesn't bat an eye but gets upset when you show her a video of a man showing off his pet spider
>tfw no son to teach martial arts to and train to be a world class martial artist.
>tfw wanting to eat but there are some unknown relatives in the house
I wish I had social skills
>tfw you find out that your mother had a stillborn child right before you
Not my feel, I just borrowed it from my gf.
>>28625812
You can teach me
>>28624866
That's a good feel given that natalism flies in the face of basically every form of moral doctrine, from utility to the categorical imperative.
>>28625842
But you're not my son. It only works if it's my own flesh and blood. Sorry senpai.
>tfw you finally git gud at fighting games only to become shit at FPS games
>tfw dream of moving to California and joining a ska punk band
>tfw finding out that your Italian grandfather isn't actually related to you at all and your real grandfather was Asian and you were never actually Italian
>tfw feeling motivated but then you take a shit and all the motivation goes away
>>28625896
>tfw there are only two people who can beat you in the ffa FPS you play
>get really, really, really angry whenever you run into them
>>28625896
>tfw you used to be top 5 material in fightan game
>tfw you get crushed by some kid you wrecked every single time five years ago
>>28625794
Maybe I can be your father tonight, Anon.
>>28625043
One still left.
