>often discuss with my therapist my opinions on suicide
>for the past year have tried to persuade her that some people simply don't belong with the living and yearn for the opportunity to return to the all mother (read her a passage from pic)
>explain to her that I would rather die from suicide then from old age, it's my life and I get to decide when it ends
>finally worked up the balls to buy a gun
>told my therapist about it, that this is what I truly believe is the end for me
>she simply nodded and told me the path I choose is not up to her
>stood up and hugged me and said she hopes we meet again
And now I stand here feeling this overwhelming excitment beyond anything I've ever felt.
My plan is for tomorrow night.
Wish me luck.
Best of luck OP.
I may be joining you soon.
If you leave a note, a sign or anything but your body it shows that you still cared even just a little bit.
I'm leaving soon and I'm going out in silence.
>>28624788
Great book. Based Hesse.
Hey OP, good luck whatever you choose, and I hope you find peace either way. You've got a great therapist. Clearly she respects your autonomy.
Please leave a note on the outside of your door though; don't traumatize anybody if you can help it.
>>28625039
this post was your note
>>28624788
>>told my therapist about it, that this is what I truly believe is the end for me
fake
They have to inform the police if you are are a threat to yourself/others
>>28625422
>being this autistic over semantics
you know what they meant, dipshit
>>28625528
therapist doesn't give a fuck about OP. Probably hopes he follows through
>>28624788
>female therapist
this isn't the first time I've seen this here you guys must be playing a joke
>>28624788
I couldn't think of a more inappropriate book to associate that idea with.
>>28624788
Well if death don't want you yet he 'll bring you back. Rewrite reality to fit it (more or less perfectly) apparently he get bored of this shit reccently.
