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>Be Me
>Add Steam Friend Day after my birthday from r9k
>We tell each other the key thing is to be honest and that we're both sick of people pretending to be nice and abandoning us
>Promise it wont happen here
>He opens up to me about how everyone leaves him and he's been bullied his whole life
>Talk every day for weeks
>Realize we're very relatable
>Somewhat happy he's always nice to me and wishing me the best like your typical anime
>I do the same for him
>He still is obviously sad and robotic he tells me if he ever goes to kill himself to promise not to try and stop him
>We start playing games together
>Have more fun than i've ever had with someone i've added randomly
>He drops out of university
>He tells me one day
>I'm going to kill myself tomorrow I will throw myself off a building and I wanted to say thank you for being my friend during this time. I consider you a brother.
>I'm destroyed emotionally because me and this guy are very close friends somehow but I promised him I wouldn't try to stop him
>Someone else stops him moments from him doing it
>He loses more feelings and stops being as caring and compassionate as he was at times
>Has more time on his hands becomes NEET and more robotic
>We have more time to play
>Winter break for me
>We spend every day together almost
>Wake up early because he's in Europe i'm in US
>Form a good sleeping schedule to play with him and talk to him more
>He's still very nice to me and we have the best of times
>Go back to school
>He stops trying to talk to me as much
>Starts talking about his fun watching streams and playing with others
>He only talks about his interest in Touhou and his Touhou loving friends
>Every time I ask to play
>Sorry I'm not really in the mood
>Now Playing with other people
>It's been 2 or 3 months since he sent me a message
>Every time I fall for this thinking the next one will be different

Anyone else have experiences like this?