>Never left my house after I hit 13
>Was too sacred to leave my street when I was 12
>burned through the years as a teenager and only shuttled between school and home and was totally silent every year
>Can only name 3 streets in the neighborhood I've spent my entire life
>Know I couldn't have lived my life any other way
>Might continue to not live life until I die because I'm socially an asperger
>I'm 19 now and my teen years are very much behind me
>Probably not going to college at all
>Going into construction contract work so I'll be by myself
>It's actually a good thing because I can't handle being around people
Who else is in the same boat?
I feel you. I saw my peers steadily learn how to properly talk to women and socialize while I stood by and watched. Thought I would learn along with them but I would always say something weird/awkward. Went to the internet to seek refuge. Now, I need to completely detach my conscience or get obscenely drunk in order to hold a conversation with a woman.
>>28617669
>tfw to sacred to leave street
>>28617669
i legit didn't know what a vagina was until middle school. everyone just had a penis.
>>28617745
OP here.
I just talk to women like I would talk to men.
I never intend to flirt with them so it's ok.
>>28617669
>>28617745
Have either of you been in relationshits or fucked women?
Its not worth the hassle or bullshit
>>28617794
OP here.
No never.
I'm not some filthy normal fag that doesn't belong on /r9k/.
I've found a good exercise is to talk to girls on Skype calls (through just mic or cam as well)
At first it will be awkward, try to memorize points of conversation - and if she isn't a boring person herself she will carry some of the conversation as well.
I found this way is a good "learning process" with no real world repercussions, especially if you find the girl on a website where similar interests may arise (such as matching Omegle tags or /r9k/ or whatever). It will get your feet wet and help you improve your conversation skills.
>>28617669
are you an only child? my parents would never allow this, also my younger brother is a huge chad. I love them all, but sometimes I always felt like they pushed me into things. Plus I love my brother, we get along. Sometimes as you all probably expected living with a chad is kind of annoying.
>>28617906
No I'm not. I have one sibling.
They only pushed responsibility on my sister.
I was never pushed into anything at all; I wish I was though. To this day I can not drive, but I'm trying to learn how.
>>28617868
I can't do that.
My parents are always wandering past my computer. It's in the living room.
>>28617981
Is there anywhere else you can move it?
I'm 21 and haven't done anything full-time since I dropped out at 14 lol
I only know the social life of a child, and I didn't have many friends as a child hahaha
But the Internet is alright for getting my dose of human interaction outside my family.
>>28617981
Buy a raspberry pi with wifi on it. Install linux. Buy a webcam and hook it up through USB.
>>28618002
No. It's pretty much impossible to do so and retain internet connection, and it would raise too many questions in the family.
If I could, I would have simply for gay furry porn.
Exact same shit here
Wish I didn't waste my teenage years but I was homeschooled so I genuinely had nowhere to go. I don't know wtf homeschooled kids are supposed to do, I wish my parents just put me in school like normal people
you're pretty cool OP, do you have some way of contact?
I am full on autistic. I walked around in circles dazed out in my brain while my peers were playing house. Well, recently I used my musical skills to teach myself the technical parts of conversation, and after learning how to sing I am able to pretend to be really charismatic and poetic in my delivery but it's more of an energy thing.. I just can't keep doing it. But oh my god, when you nail it and all the normies respond positively it feels GOOD, well it's the joy of normies I imagine.
>>28618284
>taking homeschooling for granted
yeah sure, you would definitely love waking up and walking/going to school early in the morning, then sitting in class in an institution packed with kids like sardines in a can, and moving from class to class, all for half a day, and don't forget doing assignments and projects to meet specific deadlines and due dates, or else you'll have a problem.
sure you would have totally liked that rather than learning stuff while being comfy at home
