How fucked up am i senpai?
>inb4 turn yourself pedoscum
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>>28613894
ask me anything
originalizarino
>>28613929
no one really? no insults? no (you), nothing.
not even a bait thread but ok
>>28613894
How old is she/he?
>>28613894
literally in the same situation even up to the years but its over the internet
she's 16 and im 19 and i dont think i could ever leave this girl
>>28614124
16, i'm 25
original answer
>>28614176
for me it's in real life
>and i dont think i could ever leave this girl
this. I've always had this attraction but it was more of a paternal feel i suppose but now she's getting older and she's still into me, i'm starting to having these thoughts that maybe i love her and i still have a chance
I'm infatuated with my friend's eight year old daughter. I feel really horrible, but also sort of happy, then ashamed about being happy.
It'll probably pass for both of us.
>>28614178
And you have been with her for 4 years? That means she was 12 and you were 21. That's kinda fucked up.
>>28614176
just fuckin wait until she turns legal age if you really love her that much.
>>28614178
I'll try and find the desustorage thread, but I'm 22 and have a 16 year old gf. 25 isn't much worse
>>28614214
>i'm starting to having these thoughts that maybe i love her and i still have a chance
don't do it man, you know that as soon as you give in and let yourself fall in love with her that she is going to rip your heart out and you're going to be fucking pissed for letting your guard down.
t. been through your exact situation, learn from my mistakes
>>28614279
it's more like a connection, and it was a fatherly love type one i suppose, but yeah it's kinda fucked up, i agree with you on that.
>>28614311
well considering im a manchild maybe it is, sometimes i feel like i'm grooming her and feel bad for it
>>28614361
that's what i'm afraid of but there's a plot twist,she's on a wheelchairdo you think i have a chance?
>>28613894
What's the legal age wherever you are? If she's 16 it's probably not that far away, so just hang in there for your love senpai!
>>28613894
have you actually done anything with her? what's your relationship like exactly?
>>28614372
Well with time things like these become a bit normal when your like in your 30's and shes into her 20's but as right now this doesn't look right. In my opinion
>>28614414
i have no idea about the legal age, didn't even bother to search.
>>28614418
i tickle her and make her laugh and she leans on my shoulder and hugs me.
>>28614419
you're right, but i'm a passive suicidal guy that plans on being a hero soon, this is like some sort of hope i'm having, but i'm very afraid of the future.
Will you still love her when she's 25? Or only when she's young?
>>28614464
>Will you still love her when she's 25?
why wouldn't i if she's the same person as today, i think so?
>>28614463
Never be afraid of the future. I tend to sacrifice today for a better future. And how are you planing on being a hero soon? What do you have in mind?
>>28614463
Search that shit up. It's probably 17 or 18, neither of which is long to wait if you've already waited 4 years.
>>28613894
it is degeneracy and retarded, what do you want from /r9k/
you're just here to make us look like creeps and justify what hysterical Stacies think about betas
>>28614518
throwing myself on far away train station or something similar
>>28614524
it's 15, i kinda knew but wasn't certain
>>28614554
i want to talk about it and know if there's a similar beta creep like me on /r9k/, not even baiting
>>28614554
Stacy isn't going to fuck you no matter how much you claim "b-b-but I'm not like those other robots!". Get the fuck out, failed normie.
>>28614256
>It'll probably pass for both of us.
i thought the same some years ago
>>28614558
Then she's not underage. End of thread.
>>28614659
>End of thread.
still feels wrong in some way
>>28614558
But why do you want to do that? What are the reasons for it?
>>28614703
typical failed normie story that ended up a dropout neet with many insecurities and beta autism
>>28614738
I see.
Originalocomento
>>28614703
i forgot to mention, stacy used me and took my beta virginity, then i became a suicidal edgelord but somehow the "underage" girl became my only source of happiness in the last years.
>>28614176
Thats not even bad, i dated someone with the same age spread 16-19 and noone gave a shit.
Granted it only worked for like 2 weeks and shed fuck other guys most days, and a couple other things happend but still.
>>28614773
Oh you poor little thing.
>>28614840
why are you always posting the baiting fish? it's the truth
>>28614464
No doubt he'll stop loving her when she grows up. No doubt. Same thing happened to me. Started dating a guy at 15ish. When I was 20 she started cheating on me with other 15 year olds. Basically left me broken desu. This is why Pedos shouldn't be in relationships because they can't commit and end up hurting innocent parties
>>28614902
>Started dating a guy at 15ish.
>When I was 20 she started.
what?
>>28615062
Sorry, typo.
When I was 20 (my ex was 28) he started cheating on me with other girls who were the same age as when I met him around 14-16.
He never wanted to have sex anymore after I turned like 18ish either. By 20 it had completely gone dry but he started fucking other people apparently.
I didn't change physically that much, I didn't get fat or anything. But I definitely got older and grew up. When I was 16 everyone mistook me for 12... But when I was 20 people were like "oh yeah you're 20"
>>28614176
>>28614178
tfw 15 is legal here where I come from
tfw I still cant find no qt 15 girlto love me, i have a 14 yo soon to be chad brother and his girl classmates and friends think I am weird and look younger than him (im 20 this summer). Why live even 14-15 yos mock me
why live
>>28615296
wow that must hurt being together for so long and then he pulls the chad card, i doubt i could ever do that to a girl since i'm extremely beta clingy loyal type of guy
>>28615384
>look younger than him
is that actually bad? i think it's pretty good on the long term
>14-15 yos mock me
why live
future stacy's
>>28615296
cry us a river, roastie. as if women won't immediately cheat the second a better chad comes along. your life must be so tough
>>28615538
He wasn't Chad. He was 28, no life no education no job, unattractive Neanderthal face with bad skin, small penis, fat as fuck (300 lb)
He groomed all those girls the same way he groomed me, looking for them on places like 4chan and tumblr and going for the most vulnerable ones (ironically he liked browsing the pro-ana tag on tumblr lol)
I was stupid and I didn't realize the relationship would go in that direction because it was my first relationship. But looking back I should've known, if I knew what I know now I would've never done it
>>28615611
i don't believe you. if he was unattractive why did you get with him? are you just retarded? maybe you're no catch yourself.
OP, i have the same. Im 22 and she is 16 tho, but still, its difficult for me so just avoid her until she is ripe.
In confident enough ill get her anyways. How does yours look like?
>>28615611
>He wasn't Chad. He was 28, no life no education no job, unattractive Neanderthal face with bad skin, small penis, fat as fuck (300 lb)
that's really hard to believe considering women nowadays, so what was good on him? and how did he exactly groomed you?
>>28615739
part of me doesn't want it, because it's too much "work" to do for something that I'll probably end up causing problems for both since my personal life is messed up and i probably can't provide. It will go wrong.
>>28615538
"hehe anon I really dont think you should drive a car"
"does your brother anon have a girl? No? I bet hes a virgin"
i am a skinny manlet and I dont look exactly cuteor anything just weird looking. How is looking younger good? I will be at a college this summer and I cant imagine any girl would like to be with a 15yo looking guy. As they are freshmen they are going to aim for the older guys. In HS it wasnt that bad tho.
People ask for my ID whn buying cigs and booze almost every time. (18 is legal drinking and smoking here(
>>28615875
there's always those female pedos you know
>>28615678
>>28615741
I was 13 when I first started speaking to him and I didn't know what he looked like because it was the Internet. He was nice to me and talked to me a lot and I had a really bad family situation, no friends, was a loser at school. I had an eating disorder and thought I was fat and would be really insecure. I was really dangerously underweight.
We started dating at 15 he finally showed me what he looked like and at that point I didn't care... I made up excuses like "small penises are fine! At least he doesn't hurt me!" And stuff like that. And I thought because he was so unattractive that he wouldn't ever find another girl, and I was insecure so I thought this was good. I was still bullied a lot at school and had no friends etc. I've been a loser my entire life so yeah I was retarded.
Every year I was with him he constantly promised he'd go back to school, and he lied about having a job. He got all his money from his rich parents. Usually the way he cheated on me was finding insecure underaged girls on 4chan and just grooming them with gifts (using his parents money) so yeah. I never asked for anything because I had to hide it from my mom so she wouldn't ask questions. A lot of them were sick in the head like I was. It's just the way the world was.
I'm out of that now. I might not be a catch and I'm no longer "ptp" or whatever you guys meme about, but I'm in a much healthier and happier relationship with an attractive guy (who was practically a KV when we met) who is in university for the same things and is exactly the same age as me. So I could've done much better than my ex, I just didn't have the emotional resources.
TLDR: I wasn't a normal "woman"/girl and neither were the other girls he's been with since. I was very sheltered and my mother was abusive. I haven't had a close real life friend since I was 6 years old. HS I barely left the house, except for school. He would come over when they werent around. I was really mentally fucked
>>28615985
the fact that he's rich kinda bothers me.
>so I thought this was good
so it was a relationship based on pity? yeah that's kinda retarded, then he was your "support" during that phase, got it.
But now that you're all normie and could turn around the circumstances and make something of your life, you got someone the same status as you. so now my question is why are you lurking around /r9k/?
>exactly the same age as me
do you think this is relevant to any relationship, do you think big age gaps relationships work in your opinion?
also>getting a bf on the internet at 13yoi know that you said you were mentally fucked because of all the personal shit, but internet relationships are really bad considering the amount of scum that are "looking for a meaningful connection".
>>28613894
Give her the dick.
You only live once
>>28616258
that's one of the most used normie quotes. i honestly would prefer if you called me a pedo or something instead of that type of shit.
>>28616318
If you want to spend your life being a pussy who does nothing then kill yourself now, you dickweed retard.
Either try to make yourself happy or you're just attention whoring for pity
>>28616390
>Either try to make yourself happy or you're just attention whoring for pity
I'm not doing either, i just want to talk about it and if someone has similar situations to simply talk about it.
>If you want to spend your life being a pussy who does nothing then kill yourself now
yes i'm a coward, maybe i willnot whoring for pity
>>28615611
Why the fuck would you or any other 15 year old girl fuck a 300 lb, ugly guy.
This story is just retarded.
An attractive guy would be likely, an average guy believable, but an ugly, obese guy?
That's just fucking stupid. Are you a retard?
Even if you have anorexia it's not like a disgusting guy would magically become appealing.
Teenage girls automatically think "eww no" when someone so fat and unattractive comes onto them.
>>28616214
He was rich but honestly I didn't care. He never did anything for me that I asked for. Anything I wanted I bought with my own money. When I found out he was buying other girls gifts I actually cried because I felt so rejected, he never did anything similar for me and I had to even split the bill with him a lot. After I cried he bought me some bullshit jewelery and shit to try and get me to stay.
And he wasn't really support as he caused me to be more miserable. He encouraged my anorexia because it got him off. He constantly bullied me. Honestly I was a self hating loser so I thought that was normal.
I'm far from normie. I never talk to anyone outside of my BF (and if I need to argue with my parents.) I was a NEET for the last 6 months and I don't know if I'm going to go back to school soon. I moved in with my mother who is literally fucking crazy. My life is going no where. All I have is my BF and he doesnt have any money either.And guess what? I love that about him because I don't have money too. Money makes people retarded anyways. We sit at home watching anime and I have a better time with him than I ever did with my ex because we actually have shit in common and he doesn't mock my hobbies and interests. I'm lurking around r9k because I've been on 4chan forever (met my ex here) and also met my BF here.
Yes I think the fact that me and my BF are the same age is EXTREMELY relevant. We are closer than I ever was with my ex because we grew up exactly at the same time, like the same stuff, have the same memories and interests. We grew up in the same city as well so we basically were shaped by the same experiences and I feel like we are the same exact people sometimes. He's like me except a handsome version of me. I think big age gaps are built on shallow feelings and don't work out in the long run because people get bored. Whereas with someone who is your age, even if you didn't grow up together it feels like you did anyway.
>>28616214
To continue from my last post, I can't explain how I feel to someone who has never been through the same things. But yeah. We have a far deeper connection because any point of life I can basically relate to him.
Yeah well I was 13 and dumb
>>28616493
By the time I knew he was overweight I didn't care. I'd been speaking to him online for 2 years and he was the only guy who was ever nice to me. I was bullied REALLY hard at school, I thought that's all I deserved
BTW now a days that's literally so common. Go to tumblr and scroll the DD/lg tag. That's where he hangs out now. I don't know what his blog is but there are guys on there uglier, fatter and poorer than him (and older!) who get 18 year olds to fly across the country to fuck them and take pictures. It's bizarre. Now that this "daddy" thing is popular, any guy can get a girl provided he is dominant and puts up with that shit
Btw that's another reason he cheated on me, I said that the "daddy" stuff was gross
And I wasn't a normal teenager. I didn't have friends or anything like that. I was a loser and I even remember blogging on 4chan about how "chubby guys are way better!!!" When I was like 16-17. Sick with my own delusions. Now that I've got a tiny bit of self esteem I wouldn't touch someone that was obese
>>28616615
>we grew up exactly at the same time, like the same stuff, have the same memories and interests. We grew up in the same city as well so we basically were shaped by the same experiences and I feel like we are the same exact people sometimes
>tfw you have nothing in common with other people your age
>>28616615
this was really interesting stuff to read.
so i guess you were on a vicious spiral toxic relationship with your ex. why didn't you stopped the relationship sooner considering all the stuff you wrote.
>Money makes people retarded anyways
yes this is very true, but undeniably the most important thing to a person's "value" in life, people are defined by their careers and status.
>I think big age gaps are built on shallow feelings and don't work out in the long run because people get bored. Whereas with someone who is your age, even if you didn't grow up together it feels like you did anyway.
this makes sense, well rip me i guess
>Sick with my own delusions
i know those feels see >>28614773
>I'm lurking around r9k because I've been on 4chan forever (met my ex here) and also met my BF here.
I've cringed on this, and how does this happens? /soc/?
>>28616819
>tfw you will never adjust to any board on 4chan, eventually they will "throw you" out
>>28616819
Well we were both shutins and both watched anime, grew up playing the same vidya (although I stopped playing vidya in high school because of my "situation" with my parents and never took it up again). Watched the same movies and tv I guess. Did the same stuff. Used the Internet the same way (4chan since 2007, etc etc). We were both chubby as kids and then lost a lot of weight in high school, etc. Both kind of awkward, etc. Both ended up doing the same exact major in university... which is kind of an obscure-ish major IMO. Shit we both even have the same shade of white skin and brown hair.
Same fetishes shaped by years on 4chan in the late 00s and early 10s. You'd be surprised what a profound effect that has on people. For example I don't have anything in common with 15 year old boys fetish-wise because they grew up and went through puberty at a time when hardcore pornography was easily accessed, whereas me and my BF did not and had to rely on other mediums. Shit it is honestly scary how similar we are. It's like I know what's going through his head bc it's been through my own.
I don't know it's hard to explain but it's a comfy feel.
>>28616698
How do you make a tumblr as a guy?
Girls obviously post lots of selfies and collect low-resolution gifs of people from to shows reacting and stuff like that but it's really gay when a guy does that, right?
>>28616852
>why I didn't leave sooner
I wasn't independent, still relied on my parents, and honestly really depressed. I left literally a month after I was put on anti depressants for the first time and found out he had a 16 year old side chick.
I don't visit /soc/.
>>28616915
I don't know... not really? Browse porn tumblrs and see. Apparently they get a lot of followers by just reblogging porn gifs and adding comments to them, messaging random girls. I'm the wrong person for this, my ex would probably have more expertise here
>>28616948
how did you left your house considering you were a shutin
youre making me jelly of your relationship
>>28615611
>ugly, pimply, 28 year old, fat perma-neets get multiple devoted prime teen pussies while you can't get a single teen gf
>>28616995
Not a literal shutin, but just very introverted I guess. Sorry for misusing that word. He had friends growing up but I didn't, so I guess I was the shutin and he was just very introverted. For pretty much all my life the only reason I've left the house is to go to school and that's it.
Our first date was very nerve wrecking though! It was the first time I hung out with anyone outside of my ex and family since I was a kid. Basically at that point I didn't know how to talk to people at all. I was so nervous I could barely look at him even though we were just hanging out as friends. He was kind of nervous too. I could only look at him when he looked away and we were both really really quiet. Both kind of spergy. Looking back it was ridiculously cute and I'm very lucky.
>>28617057
tfw youre not so different than that femanon ex and cant get anyone to actually treasure for life
feels very bad
If she is 16 like you say, it is not that fucked up, however I doubt she likes you back so what is the point of this thread?
>>28617120
>>28617057
I wouldn't be jealous of him if I was you. He led a very sad life that will catch up with him. He goes for young girls and then has to watch them grow up and leave him and lead happy lives while he stays alone and unemployed. It's better to improve your own life and surround yourself with genuine relationships, then to do whatever that retard did (his other siblings were all literally retarded medically so that should've been a red flag)
>>28617120
I'd treasure anyone for life if they were special
But what is wrong with starting a relationship and not knowing or caring whether it is for life or not?
Most teenage relationships the parties don't know or necessarily expect to get married.
Or if a guy says "man, I really want to get a girlfriend with big tits" is he necessarily bad for only caring about the next few months rather than always concerted it envisioning and thinking "the next relationship I WILL make her my wife"?
>>28617175
have pity on me, calling me a pedo or be in the same situation and talk about it
