>moments that led you on the path to robotdom
>back when i was 16 i used to go to a youth center every Friday with some friends including my crush at the time
>that week we'd planned to go bowling on Saturday
>balls up and ask her out that Friday as i thought it was a good moment as exams were over and summer was just around the corner
>"no anon, i'm not looking for a relationship at the moment, your a really nice guy, and one day when i'm less stressed"
>felt crushed but thought going out with all my friends would take my mind off it
>she turned up with a guy
>when she introduces him she says he asked her out last night and they were a couple now
>he was the image of a chad
>tall with a rugby player build
>she ignored me that whole night, chad and i shared a few words and he was a dick
On the first day of high school a girl who would grow up to be popular and attractive invited me to lunch with her and her friends because she felt sorry for me.
I chickened out and spent that lunch with the social outcasts I was already familiar with.
If I went to lunch with her and her friends, life may have been completely different, because although I was already shy at that point, I was still a normie. My shyness could have probably gone away, and I'd probably be better motivated and successful because of it. I may have even had a chance at a relationship with her and/or her attractive friends too.
But no, instead because I stayed amongst my social outcast crowd, my social awkwardness grew dramatically and I wasted my teenage years obsessed in video game escapism, which lead to me developing a lazy attitude and doing terrible at school, and now I'm a filthy NEET venting missed opportunities on 4chan..
>>28603559
>it surely wasn't just to make fun of you
keep deluding yourself
Robots are born, not made.
Failed normalfags need to fuck off.
I remember mine quite well
>First day at new school at age 15 after moving countries
>Chance to become the cool kid
>I blow it by breaking a popular girls wrist with a high five
Was an outcast from that day on and the rest of my life has been a snowball since.
>grades k-3 were easy as fuck because the teachers actually taught shit and I wasn't a dumbass
>4th grade comes around
>teacher doesn't teach shit and sends home three pages of homework every day
>spend every hour of my after school life doing and redoing homework until 12:00 at night
>grade isn't a perfect A so I get constantly screamed at for "not trying" even though I was trying my ass off
>get beat a few times for "not trying"
>relize that I have no one to please and all trying will do for me a couple more dollars in the future
>stopped trying
>still got B average because I could abuse the school system like a motherfucker
>living in shitty apartment with a shitty job with disappointed parents
>still don't try
>>28603747
Nah, she was a genuinely nice girl and remained that way. She was one of those girls who was popular for honest, likeable reasons, her attractiveness was a bonus that came later, rather than the cause of it.
>>28602891
I don't know how honestly, I was just a regular kid I suppose, and when I got to high school I completely shut off. All throughout primary school I had a small clique of friends that did stuff, but the transition to high school changed everything. Sure, I suffered some minor bullying in the first year but nothing major enough to warrant a complete transition to robotdom. I gradually disconnected from people around me, and discovered 4chan when I was 14. I'm 19 now, and been on /r9k/ for a good 2 and a half years. I can't really explain it famalam.
>>28603766
you can be born autistic sure, but being a NEET, while going hand in hand, doesn't always require autism
