Am I Austistic?
I'm open with the people I've known 2 years+ and been around them almost all the time but new people I'm reserved and don't talk much and when I do it's like 2-6 word sentences
I don't feel "love" for my parents and I act like I don't care for them
Any female I come in contact with I barely speak too if at all
When I'm given instructions from my boss half of what he says I don't pick up on
When someone talks to me I get lost in thought or I didn't hear what they said, it's too late to tell them I didn't here what they said so I just say "yeah" or "damn" depending on what I did hear.
>>28602794
Sounds like depression or depersonalization.
>>28602848
What can I do? I've been like this my entire life.
>>28602794
No you're just a weirdo with some minor mental problems.
Source: You pretty much just described me and I only have ADHD and light depression.
>>28602883
Don't bee yourself. Try to train yourself to be more social.
Maybe try psychs if you want to radically change your personality.
>>28602794
You just described my life so accurately I'm actually slightly terrified. Looks like were in the same boat OP.
>>28602794
Lol sounds like me.
It's depression.
>>28602794
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>>28602794
Wtf bro, are you me?
I've tried everything already. This includes trying to socialize everyday, changing my diet to an extremely healthy one, exercicing... But after years of doing this shit, I haven't improved at all (in fact I think I'm even worse right now due to depresion) so the last thing I can do is taking meds I guess.
I'm 25 and I'm not even ugly, just retarded as fuck
>>28602848
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>>28603188
We all are the same as me and me as you.
B U M P
Not OP but I'm really interested
>>28602794
how the fuck are we suppose to know?
if you were born there then you are classified as a 1st generation. just keep the banter to a minimum and you will be fine.
>>28603349
But how to keep the fucking banter, that's the problem
>>28603188
I try to be social but my mind always gets in the way. Some days I just feel like staying inside and not talking to anybody is what I'm most "happy" with. My friendships I've made in high school are slowly falling apart. But I guess that's what happens lol
>>28602794
I hope not because I feel like that would mean I'm autistic.
I also don't feel ''love'' for my parents but I do try to show affection. For instance I live with her but I haven't seen my moms face in 2 weeks because I just can't bring myself to look at her if she has earrings on and I just cant take that chance.
I don't even talk to girls I just feel contempt or sadness when I look at them.
When someone talks to me I cant even muster up a damn or yeah anymore I just make a confused face or say nothing at all
>>28603395
you'd like to know wouldn't you bloody haemophiliac
I'm the same way, I've done multiple tests for autism, anxiety, depression etc and they all say that I don't have anything. I'm definitely not "normal" though. wtf is wrong with me.
>>28602794
I've been asking myself the same thing, though I think I just have severe ADHD.
>>28602794
It seems i'm not the only one...
I'm sure the root of our problem is excesive levels of selfconsciusness, don't you think?
I think sadly we are on the initial phase of schizoprenia...
>>28602794
>When someone talks to me I get lost in thought or I didn't hear what they said, it's too late to tell them I didn't here what they said so I just say "yeah" or "damn" depending on what I did hear.
this happens to me aswell. i also forget names and struggle to reconize peoples faces which has put me in some arkward positions
>>28603716
I'm in the exact same position as you and OP, I would never be able to describe how anyone looks (even my mother) to anyone; I would be the worst eye-witness ever. I usually know (I think) if I've meet a person before (unless looks changed too much), but I would not be able to recall the persons name.
Honestly I think the first step you must do to solve this shit is leaving r9k.
The problem with r9k is that you associate everything in real life with threads you have read. I don't know you, but I'm always thinking about things that disturb me internally and after that I think on the next thread I could open to discuss this shit. This happens even when people is talking to me so 50% of my mental resources are associating automatically the information I'm receiving with threads and memes I've recently seen. For this reason I can't grasp almost anything from what people say to me.
If I never visited r9k before I and if I used the time I spent here to socializing, I'm sure I would be a better person, but sadly it's not the case.
literally bump tbqh famalampai
>>28602794
do these symptoms match with any known mental health problem?
also that's exactly me in addition i can't remember anything beyond week or so
100% of r9k problems can be solved by quitting 4chan. Yup, 100%.
Myself included.
You might be a schizoid..
Like myself you have a potent combination of crippling shyness, anxiety and depression.
During childhood one (or both) of your parents were over-protective.
You also are unable to trust anyone and you are passive (not assertive or aggressive).
Once it's started THERE'S NO TURNING BACK
>>28605046
source please? I think I have what the OP has.
>>28605162
Its called lacking self-confidence and yes i know this fele too
For those who want to learn more about Schizoid (as it could be related to problem described):
Part 1:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8vzQgooT6c
Part 2:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Paf1iTVDuRw
Part 3:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyKzA8LdTgU
>>28602794
This is exactly me. Fuck.
The only thing that helps me and makes social activities bearable is alcohol.
>>28603146
I have the same issues as OP, am I really depressed? Both my parents take anti-depressants, can it be genetic?
What are the symptoms of being an autistic, everyone says this thing to me when I was on elementary and highschool I'm college student right now.
Wew lad. This is me too much.
Alcohol is the only way I can be social with new people.
