My dads been makeing me do sex things with him my entire life. My 1st memory of it and my 1st memory ever was from when I was 3. My dad died in a car crash a month ago. And I tried to kill myself a week ago when I found out he put the worstest of the videos he made of me online at least if not all of them. Killing myself was a very selfish thing to do bc my mom doesn't know about any of this and I'm not going to tell her bc it would be too truly hurtful to her. and I'm not going to hurt her anymore. I really do want to die tho and I truthfully hate my self deep down with all of my heart. I'm a really worthless and hateable person you know? I just feel truly guilty bc I'm not getting hurt or hated by my dad anymore and I really deserve that. Idk why I'm putting this here I've never even been to this site before now I just heard there's a lot of really hatefull ppl here so I'm going to write it her bc the last place I tried to write about it they were just truly very kind to me and not understanding that I was the one deserving it in the 1st place. I don't have links to the videos he made of me I just know their online bc someone tricked me into skypeing with them bc I'm a really dumb person and then they showed a bunch of ppl and one of them was describing the worst one that I can remember at me.
>>28602094
Link the videos here
you don't deserve to feel that way and you don't deserve what's happened to you
>>28602094
Could you format that any worse?
>>28602094
>I've never even been to this site before now
Where does one acquire transparent anime reaction images outside of 4chan?
Detectives assemble! I want a list of possible locations within 10 minutes!
>>28602132
Obviously OP is distraught.
OP, it's not your fault. You should get psychological help. How did you know he posted them online?
>>28602094
rp thread? greentext something and make it good
I don't have the links
Yes I do
Probably not.
I didn't get it her I got it from Google bc I've been looking at the stuff here for like an hour. And a lot of ppl here have YY picture and it said I needed one to make this and Mari Chan is my favorite character.
My brothers been makeing me do car things with him my entire life. My 1st memory of it and my 1st memory ever was from when I was 3. My brother died in a car crash a month ago. And I tried to kill myself a week ago when I found out he put the worstest of the lap times he made with me online at least if not all of them. Killing myself was a very selfish thing to do bc my mom doesn't know about any of this and I'm not going to tell her bc it would be too truly hurtful to her. and I'm not going to hurt her anymore. I really do want to die tho and I truthfully hate my self deep down with all of my heart. I'm a really worthless and hateable person you know? I just feel truly guilty bc I'm not getting hurt or bit by my monkey anymore and I really deserve that. Idk why I'm putting this here I've never even been to this site before now I just heard there's a lot of really hatefull ppl here so I'm going to write it her bc the last place I tried to write about it they were just truly very kind to me and not understanding that I was the one deserving it in the 1st place. I don't have replays to the videos he made of me I just know their online bc someone tricked me with an oil slick or something bc I'm a really dumb person and then they showed a bunch of ppl and one of them was describing the worst one that I can remember at me.
>>28602106
Oooh, pretty harsh man..
>>28602216
you really, really don't. nobody deserves that kind of abuse. even a murderer wouldn't and you're better than that. as a living human being, what happened to you was cruel. I know people who have been/are in similar situations and I know it's impossible to get some of them to see the good in themselves. I'm just letting you know that you deserve to feel happy. I can add you on Skype if you want or you can post a throwaway email.
its only abuse if you let it be abuse. just chill out and bee urself my man
>>28602239
Fuck off
If anybody is going to coax a gullible little slut into being my cyber whore it's going to be me
>>28602181
Bc the person I skyped with showed my face to a bunch of ppl till they found them and then they taunted me a lot about the stuff I had to do in them.
>>28602239
I derseve it and I'm not skypeinf anymore
>>28602223
thispostisveryoriginalbecauseithasnotbeenpostedhaha
>>28602094
Sorry you went through that. Don't hate yourself. Try to get a good therapist. You may be more comfortable with a woman under the circumstances.
>>28602169
cringe
origionales
I don't really know what to suggest that doesn't amount to "seek mental help" though. Which is still something you should totally do. You're in a really rough position right now. Godspeed, OP.
>>28602286
you don't need to Skype, I know other people have made you not trust that. what they did was cruel as well. you can just post a throwaway email. I probably can't convince you to trust me in the span of one thread but it pains me to see people such as yourself with no outlet and no way to get help.
>>28602299
I was being entirely serious maggot, give me a fucking list
>>28602294
No it's okay I never even told him not too that much in the 1st place. I'm not going to tell my therapist bc she'd tell my mom and I've only seen her once and I don't want to tell her I just have to see her untill she thinks I won't kill myself again.
>>28602223
>he's off and flyin' as he guns the car around the track
>he's jammin' down the pedal like he's never comin' back
>adventure's waitin' just aheeeaaaaaaaaaaad
I want to sexually abuse Mari.
>tfw no dumb whore who was abused by her dad and craves being abused
I'll be your new dad you worthless piece of human trash. You should be thankful I'm even willing to consider giving you a chance.
>>28602325
a therapist won't tell anyone anything. they have a non-disclosure agreement that they have to follow.
>>28602312
Thank you but I'm truly not trying to get ppl to be nice to me. You wouldn't want to email with me.
Hmm, three, recognizable, and still underaged... USB Lines girl? I think she would be about sixteen or seventeen now.
>>28602094
>I'm a really worthless and hateable person you know? I just feel truly guilty bc I'm not getting hurt or hated by my dad anymore and I really deserve that.
Why is anyone deserving of hatred? Are you destructive, do you harm other people?
>>28602094
The only way you can face this tragedy is by linking the video.
>>28602363
I'm not trying to be nice out of pity. I add people from r9k that need someone to talk to. I enjoy talking to those with issues because I relate to them and with the hopes that I can help them in some way. helping others helps me.
trust me when I say I'm talking to someone in almost your exact position right now and they say the same things as you. "you don't really want to talk to me", "I make everything worse for you", etc. none of it's true. I just want to be here to listen. none of these people have someone that will simply fucking listen.
>>28602380
I deserve it and I hurt my mom a lot when I tried to kill myself.
>>28602403
You're almost as dumb as I am arnt you?
>>28602418
>inb4 this is Doj
Looking for another cockbunny?
>>28602223
LMFAO
oraaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
>>28602325
Therapists are legally bound to patient confidentiality. He cannot share any of what you've told him without your explicit permission to do so beforehand.
>>28602429
>still butthurt at a tripfag who gets more play than you
yo, you don't know me but i'm the anon who wanders into the thread and has hot runny homeless-person diarrhea all over it when you try to be a fag in such a way
Was he nice or mean?
>>28602427
>I deserve it
Why?
>I hurt my mom a lot when I tried to kill myself.
That's not good but hatred would only make the problem worse by making you want to kill yourself more.
>>28602429
lol no I'm not. he joined my Skype group about three times looking for someone easy to cyber with though.
>>28602452
lol ok Doj you can drop the act now. We know it's you.
>>28602427
That's not your fault. Yes, it was your "choice" to do that, but it was your dad's actions that led you to feeling like that choice was your best option. Please forgive yourself and get help.
>>28602094
Do you lot actually believe this bait? It seems extremely transparent to me.
>>28602418
That's okay you'd try and be too nice to me I know that that's what you'd try to do.
>>28602453
He was very cruel but only bc he had to be bc I would never listen! And would almost get us caught all the time bc I couldn't just act the way he told me and it truly shouldn't of been as hard as I made it for myself.
>>28602472
>dave is mad at a tripfag
>again
>>28602452
You are one retarded fuck. That spergshit doj and you are nothing but a waste of cum. Hopefully you mongoloids will commit suicide. It's a miracle you already haven't
>>28602506
>moralfagging internet tough guy
you're so cucked you can conjure negro dicks out of your psychic emanations
You cannot truly enjoy YuruYuri without knowing the feeling of loving little girls.
>>28602499
who the fuck is Dave
>>28602539
you can drop the act, david
>>28602497
first of all I'd want to hear your story. second I'd encourage you to pull yourself out of your rut. I wouldn't be changing my behavior for you or catering to you. I'd be as nice as I am to everyone else
if you're not going to give out an email then at the very least get some help like most in this thread are saying
My moms home now I'm going to bed goodnight I guess.
>>28602497
If he was cruel, then fuck him, he was a worthless subhuman. No one should hurt the lolis, and to hurt them in the course of doing something you shouldn't be doing is even more fucked up. Your only mistake was not sending him to prison.
>>28602094
>I've never been to this site before I just heard there's a lot of really hateful people here
We mostly hate women but you didn't mention your gender. I'll just assume you're a woman because I can't imagine a man becoming this mentally fucked up.
So are you posting trying to find a new abuser or something?
>>28602538
I want to punch every single character in that show in the face.
>>28602223
>someone tricked me with an oil slick or something bc I'm a really dumb person
lmfao
irl
>>28602571
Fight me IRL then nigger, I'll defend my yurus to the death.
>>28602563
I'm tired too. Sweet dreams anon.
>>28602556
Come on dude just read the level of insanity in her posts, you're not gonna fix her lol. I can't imagine anyone coming back to being normal after typing up shit like this.
>>28602537
Just proved my point. And the context of what you are trying to explain just further shows how autistic you are. Continue fucking traps you ugly fuck
>>28602640
continue being very upset, nerd
>>28602649
Not upset, cutie cakes. Not my fault you are a moron. x d
>>28602672
only a woman would use an insult like that
vulvaviolated roastie detected
>>28602638
I'd say the same thing about myself from a year ago. I have hope for everyone.
>>28602697
I have this special bottle of lube and all day. Please give me more attention and spergtastic insults with words you don't know how to properly use
>>28602707
What a waste of hope
>>28602743
maybe to you
>get abused by father
>don't stop it
>don't tell anyone
>let it happen for years
>now self-hating and suicidal
You deserved the abuse if you didn't try to stop it, were an obedient participant in it, and probably enjoyed it immensely and had orgasms.
You don't have to hate yourself and want to kill yourself, just admit you enjoyed your father, you liked it, and move on. You have to come to terms with that. It's perfectly normal for a child to be sexually attracted to their parents, and to enjoy sex if incest happens. Incest is common.
>>28602796
>didn't stop it
>it started at 3
come on m8
>>28602807
>implying a 3 year old can't say "dad and me rubbed peepees"
>>28602828
probably not if the dad was smart enough to condition him/her not to
>>28602094
Lol serves you right you stupid roastie whore. Get over it and stop whining. We don't care about trash like you.
Link to the videos, OP?
>>28602094
it sounds like you need a hug and i honestly hope only good things happen to you nowpls dont kill you're self
