Go to sleep already, I shouldn't have to tell you this.
>>28601419
Thanks anon, you really shouldn't have. I'll be heading to be now. At least I'm not a wageslave.
>>28601419
But I just got here anon, and this is the time of night when all the normies are asleep.
and, who are you to tell me to go too bed?
>>28601419
I can't sleep now op. If I do I will wake up and have to start a new day. Just the thought of waking up and starting a new day in my life feels fucking awful. If I stay up I get real tired and it doesn't hurt so much. But I know in the end I must sleep and it will begin again.
Maybe I will get lucky and die tonight. I wonder what happiness feels like
no, i have to finish fucking fixing my fuccccking phone
god i wish i just got an iphone
I have depression and insomnia. I take a handful of melatonin every night immediately after work along with some prescribed sleep meds, but I stare at the ceiling until 6 or 7 am no matter what. Browsing this board is better than being alone with my thoughts.
Why is it that night all i want to do is stay up, but day all i want to do is sleep. oh yea its because my life fucking sucks
>>28601574
doesn't that just make the next day worse? after all staying awake won't stop the dawn of a new day. I hate going to work with no sleep and just go into a zombie like stooper after I pump myself full of the caffeine pills necessary to make it through the day.
>>28601612
I don't work anymore and I consider a new day starting from whenever I wake up after a long sleep. I hate trying to go to sleep because it feels like bugs are crawling over me even though there are no bugs.
actually its morning you mong
>>28601652
> I hate trying to go to sleep because it feels like bugs are crawling over me even though there are no bugs.
i get that except it happens when i'm on my computer. one time a ant crawled on me and now all the time it feels like ants are crawling on me but there arent
>>28601419
I will after this smoke. thanks op. goodnight
>>28601672
ive been told its a sign of having schizophrenia.
>>28601652
Huh, what do you consider more soul crushing an experience; the daily grind of the work week or the eternal isolation of your personal solitude?
>>28601713
grind of work but not the actual work. Its dealing with people that I have a problem with. I was escorted off the premises of my old job be cops after I locked my self in the bathroom for around six hours. At least I got the meat slicer really clean before I started freaking out.
>>28601419
I can't. I've been up nearly three days and my eyes are heavy as hell but I can't fall asleep.
>>28601753
Sounds like a pretty funny story in a bizzaro kind of way, mental breakdown I'm assuming?
On my end I wake up most days and can't believe that I'm still alive or how I've been able to achieve minor successes as life continues to go on.
>>28601754
Lemme suck your cock anon, that should help you sleep
>>28601419
but I just woke up