What does being "afraid" to live really mean?

>>28594191
means you want to do things because life is unbelievably boring, but you're not actually in control, your instincts run the show, so you just sit on the computer where its comfortable and rot

You know what sucks? Even if this isn't "real life", it has been existentially confirmed that this reality is entirely plausible and possible. So even if this entire universe is deleted and we forget about all of the horrors it contains, it can always just pop up again for no fucking reason. This one single reality poisons the entire fucking well because just by merely existing anywhere, you incur a chance of having to come here again at some point for whatever reason, and that chance makes existence itself seem entirely not worth it.

We know just how bad things can get and this is the sort of knowledge that leaves permanent scars on the psyche 5ever.

>>28594191

paralyzed into immobility

>>28594141

In my opinion, I feel like this truly isn't life. It seems like what matters is who you are on social media and whether or not your following is massive.

What we call life is achieved by moving a mouse on a screen or scrolling through your phone.

So really, you're not living if you have no one watching you live.