Suicidal depression has its perks.
I no longer fear going to pee in the middle of the night because I really want a monster to appear from the darkness and kill me.
I also confidently cross the road without looking both ways because maybe a bus will hit me and kill me.
I used to be scared shitless of the dark, real hardcore nyctophobia but then i got depressed as FUCK and i basically went nihilist and overcame it
i guess it does have its perks
>>28587831
my nigga, it was the same for me. Sometimes I even go out at night and walk around the lake.
Not sure if I stopped being afraid of demons or if I stopped caring if they kill me.
>Get in an argument with someone
>Not scared of getting into a fight because there's a chance you might fall over and hit your neck on the curb and die
