Anyone eIse here /losing it/?
>>28575184
who here /alreadylost it/
No going back
>>28575184
I feel like I have a less than average life with a mix of crazy.
I have stable relationships with my family and have friends.
never had a gf or a job, but do sorta well in school.
I tall to myself A LOT like more than what some people normally do, like how some people asl questions aloud in public or something simple or not out of the ordinary, but I like having conversations with myself and an imaginary audience
Yes. Wish I could sleep and only wake up to eat and shit, then my dreams would turn into reality and my reality would turn into a dream.
>>28575211
Me.
too far gone to ever come back
>pretend im a tiger and run around on all fours around the house
>purposely miss the toilet and piss on the walls and floor
yeah i think i'm losing it
>>28575249
Just get a colostomy bag and a feeding tube.
>>28575184
this picture reminds me of the time I was drunk and tried ripping my jaw off
>>28575211
fucking tripfag, kill yourself
yeah, im hearing voices again and i think the other realm is calling for me. they need me they say
>>28575184
I am wondering how much stress a psyche can go through before the mind unravels. I feel like I've already broken, but I'm still able to function to the point of typing this message. Surely there must be some limit to this. I imagine that someday my brain will switch off to prevent itself from feeling pain and just leave a vegetable body behind.
But it is not today. God, why isn't it today?
>>28575184
I'm starting to develop insomnia. I think it's karma for having "insomnia" like everyone else in high school.
>>28575184
I was. Then I got high
thanks for reminding me that I was losing it a few hours ago
>>28575211
>>28575255
Hue
>protip: anyone who gets a mental breakdown would not be making coherent posts here
I have a feeling of not being alive or life not being real and it's happening very often.
>>28575184
Me.
I'm either mellow and laid back or straight up feel like wanting to die because I'm so alone. It would've helped if I had some fucking money to buy video games to distract myself because when I'm immersed in them I don't really notice how much of a fuckup I am.
>>28575184
I can't even communicate normally.
I don't even feel lucid at all.
I just want to wake up from this bad dream that is my own mind.
Losing it?
Oh no, I'm just finding it.
I broke up with my gf today. Picking my room up. This is the start for me, my friends.
>>28575184
Fuck man I've lost it completely. Shit has hit a new low for me (which I honestly didn't think was possible) so I'm on the verge of ending it. Peace and love brother, stay safe. You are loved.
>>28575982
I have a great fear of never going to space.
When I think about my death the scariest thing
about it is never getting off this rock.
sometimes at night, it feels like i might die at any moment and finally be able to live in my fantasy world i go to every night permanently
>>28576212
>"maybe I'll finally die in my sleep tonight..."
>wake up the next day
Every time.
