who else /feelslikeshittoday/ ?
tell me whats going on with you brobots
thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgJl5jyADAI
>>28575133
Only today op? You are lucky.
>>28575158
who else /feelsparticularlyshittytoday/ here?
>drink 6 cups of coffee this morning and read a 250 page pdf
>get nauseous and try to sleep but it takes over an hour because neighbours doing construction
>stomach bulging more than usual
>had some shitty pad thai for dinner
>can't motivate to do any textbook work
I'm an unemployed shut-in.
I don't want to work or socialise.
Some days I get really miserable because I'm lonely and have no agency.
Today was one of those days.
>>28575203
Piss off, normalfag.
Stop posting facebook memes on imageboards.
tomorrow I'm gonna find out that I didn't get back the scholarship I got for my college so I will have to drop out with 32k+ debt and no degree
>inb4 falling for the college meme
on the 4th of July I'm going to spend one more day with my family before shooting myself in the fucking head
>>28575225
>some robot calls me normal
Have I finally actually made it? Am I not scum of the earth anymore?
>>28575285
I consider students of any kind to be normalfags.
i used to have a couple of guys at college who i thought of as friends. theyve all drifted away recently, and today i more or less gave up on the last one. i literally built his entire social life and now hes just going to ditch me. its extra rough because we live together. now im 'that guy,' a friendless loser who is just biding his time until graduation, daydrinking and trying to pass the time with /lit/. all of my classes are useless and i could have graduated last semester, but i figured id stay around for "college memories"
what a shit decision. just when i think things are going okay life decides to fuck me over. college is a meme.
>>28575280
>falling for the college meme
At least you werent forced to go to college against your own will. I failed cause im retarded and Im in debt cause of someones elses choice not mine. I have no regret for killing myself casue of not being able to pay back debt, i fucking hate my family but in a way i have high hopes that i might make it out with lotto
>>28575133
damn this girl kinda looks like someone i know in a weird way
started taking aniracetam about a week ago, its starting to affect my mental functions, manic moods and hyperactivity followed by big downers
The upside is it's massively increased my general memory, which for a normie might be a good thing, but it just lets me remember how depressed i was yesterday in vivid detail
>>28575280
>no international students subsidising your tuition and interest free student loans
sucks to be american fampai
>one year anniversary of being cheated on and left by my only gf
>dog got into a fight, might lose one of her eyes
>only "friend" called me today for the first time in months, wanted me to buy her alcohol
>boss cut my 30 hours down 15 because I'm an autistic idiot who can't do anything
>can't afford to pay my parents the sad excuse for rent I barely pay now
>no one really wants to deal with me anymore
found out a i have a twin.. no one told me. i found two relatives recently, one i was told was dead. the one i thought was dead never mentioned the twin thing.. the other one brought it up not knowing that i was the twin.. mentioned names.. anyways, the one i wast old was dead confirmed it. i asked my uncle, he lied.. he's not a very good liar, either.. oh, and i'm a complete failure at everything to a significant degree.. i had a phase where i was doing good for a few years in my mid 20's, got laid, made friends.. now i don't get laid, i have no friends, and my family.. shit, they're as worthless as i am, just functional.
have no job..afraid to even go outside at this point..lost all charisma and confidence i had bult up.. i could go on and on, it's nothing new here though.
>Car broke down on Friday the 13th
>Can't wagecuck without it
>Missed five days of work two weeks ago because of it
>Only got $1k left in the bank>My gf might not be my gf anymore... barely hear from her and she hasn't said she loves me back in over a week despite me telling her every day
Kind of want to just give up, quit my job, quit my life and rot away in my bed until I'm nothing.
>>28575133
Those are some nice babbies
A friend called me today, and asked if I wanted to go to this really big mall with him. I haven't been out my house for a long time, so I said sure.
What I saw there was unreal. All the girls and guys looked like models. They all looked like they just walked out of a fashion magazine. I felt very uncomfortable being there, so I asked to leave after an hour.
What the fuck are they feeding normies these days? No wonder I'm kv if those guys are what I compete against.
>>28575133
who here /nice day/?
Not a *good* day but a fairly nice day?
>Slept till noon
>Went to my shitty retail job at 3
>Time went by really fast since there was stuff to do instead of standing around all day behind the register
>A customer asked to speak to my manager to tell him how nice and helpful I was
>Cooked myself dinner and got in my jammies
>>28575133
Fuck that's a really good song. Thank you, OP.
>>28577327
how very cute
>>28575133
my whore cunt of a mother was suppose to get me a phone on friday and now I got wait till the end of today.
FUCK YOU BITCH, YOU DO THIS SHIT EVERY FUCKING TIME YOU DUMB CUNT.
Funny, I was just thinking "I feel so much worse than usual today." so I came here to make a similar thread, must be divine intervention.
I'm just thinking about how I'll never have the perfect gf. Maybe I could get one someday, but she'll never be perfect. I'm not talking about looks- I mean, my future wife most likely won't share my interests, any of my views or beliefs, she won't like my odd hobbies, she won't like 90% of the music I like, or movies, she won't like the same vidya, we'll just have nothing in common.
I don't want a relationship based on attraction, give and take stuff, but the chances of finding a woman with even remotely similar interests/things in common are so low I might as well give up now. Which I have, really. I don't know what the point is. Even if I did find that right woman, she wouldn't want me, or she would have been tainted by a bunch of guys in the past because nowadays sex is so loose to most people.
Feels hopeless, and pathetic.
my only joy is getting fries from Burger King on a Sunday and now I can't enjoy them because some retard is whaling and making noise a few tables away. fucks sake
>>28576155
>telling her everyday
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_DNLZKCdZc
Super stressed about tomorrow, I need to call for a taxi to the train station and ride the train for like 6h alone, which I have never done before. I will probably majorly sperg out in public and the ride is going to be hell if someone sits next to me. Also fucked up my heels a couple days ago when I wanted to wear my new shoes when walking downtown.
They are still leaking puss and don't look like they are healing at all.
I'd say this was more appropriate thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFFlyNzvAeY
Not to bad but as always the only shit Times in my life are when I go after a girl
>girl starts talking to me on her own
>thought it would be a one off thing as always
>we talk for months
>for days at a time
>we get along
>same humour
>same interests
>shes an introvert and loves I go on adventures with my bros
>I'm not creative and love her painting, sketching and unique style she dresses in
>says I'm not only the only guy she talks to but the only person outside of her family and family owned business she talks
>says she wants to not be doomed to a boyfriend from her work
>says it weird all her family married people older than them (we're the same age)
>gets me off guard one day when she wants to hang out in real life and got annoyed when I thought she was joking
>we start doing things from drinking with her family and friends to just her and I talking alone after work
>one day when messaging she stops replying
>never even opens the final message I sent
>one month later
>saw last night on her Facebook she is in a relationship with a co worker who has just started working there
>he's 6 years her older
>an alcoholic
>dress's like farmer
>on top of that he has a divorce under his belt and has lost his license from drink driving
Fucking alrighty then guess she found a better man :^)
Now in that wonder stage of /gettingoverher/
I'm feeling shit but helpful so I guess I'll spend some time giving my 2 cents
>>28576066
Need to get out of that spiral of "its just getting worse"
The twin thing is good thing to start with. Literally get to know the brother/sister you never had
>>28576155
A change of job isn't the end of the world. I've been job hunting recently and was grumbling that I would be doing shit work for the same shit pay. Finding there are so many different and well paying entry level jobs out there even for none university people like me
>applied today for the same job I used to have but at a different company
>it's airconditioned, pays $10 an hour more and has work discounts and benefits
>never I thought I would ever be hoping to get a job someone where
>>28577293
This is going to be a rant cause it hits close to home where I was at 6 months ago
I used to think like that but I got on the self improvement train. Not to make aassumptions about you but me personally I used have standard beta think shoulder length mop hair and a Auschwitz body type and wore jeans and a t-shirt as a go to. I thought I wouldn't ever be a try hard wanna be normy and would stick to what I wanted to do and look like
This year I got a shaved sides and combed over on top and am proud to look in the mirror and say it looks good
After seeing a "I have a good metabolism" meme when checking out fit for a laugh I started forcing my self to eat three large meals a day. Not sleeping in through breakfast, not playing video games through lunch and dinner or eating snacks every few hours, actually stopping my self and going to get a meal that I can eat till I'm stuffed not just noodles or a packet of biscuits. After a few weeks I noticed I had filled out to a regular body type and was maintaining it. My entire life I had thought I was just naturally skinny and small when it was just me keeping myself back
I started doing a light work out before I went to sleep (still at 2-3am after playing vidya all day at this point) I did 10 push ups, 10 sit ups then a two minute break 5 times every 2nd night. After a few more weeks I noticed I started to get pecs forming, nothing fit worthy but for me the sensation of my shirts starting to get tight around my arms and chest made getting dressed everyday a confidence boost
As for clothes I simply changed the jeans for chinos/dress pants and bought a few pairs of cheap converse. it made all the difference of not making me look like a home schooled sperg
In six months I went from long haired r9k skeleton warrior "my mum dressed me" appearance to my own families at get togethers not recognising me when I arrive
The only thing stopping yourself from looking half decent is yourself Don't be shy about trying
>>28578782
As some one who grew up in the country and didn't ride a train alone till I was over 18 I can say you'll be fine.
Taxi drivers main pain are drunks and smartass's paying them out about their job or what country they are from. As long as you know the address of where your going and have the money to pay a guy sitting quietly not talking and being a little shy when paying is a nice day at work form them so don't fuss about what they are thinking
Download a map of the trainline onto your phone. It helped my anxiety of useing the train have a visual representation of where I was, and what line I needed to be on to get where I needed to be. Also calming to look at and tick off the stations to know your on the right track.
Just buy a pack of plasters and put them over the blisters. any super makers sells them
>Go to party last night
>Approached by QT girl
>We chat and share a joint
>Wait til everything is coch to make a move
>Gets stolen by chad
Now I have a hangover and the sad is back
>>28579692
>move to city with mates
>hate loud music, clubbing and the small talk pick up scene
>spend a 2 months lucky out/getting rejected/ignored by every girl
>mates all pick up at least once in this time
>Being a country lad I spend a weekend at home and go to a town show few towns over
>go to bar there
>immediately enjoy it more cause I'm in my element of no loud music and having all night to talk to someone
> get really drunk
>loose mate who's car I was ment to sleep in
>qt little pale redhead girl with freckles next to me offers to let me sleep in the back of her car with her
> I didn't recognise her but apparently I had spent all night talking to her and being nice
>spend all night and morning snuggling qt and her snuggling me under comfy blanket
>been in touch and wants to see me again soon
Don't get sad over girls you don't know. Don't go out with aim to get laid/a gf cause even a good looking guy with game doesn't pick up that often. persistence is key eventually you'll find the girl who clicks with you.
But golden rule is to go somewhere you enjoy and have fun. It means your more likely to find a girl who is enjoying and having fun with the same things you do. You'll also be bucket loads more confident and relaxed.
