Are any of you guys genuinely suicidal?
No. It's just virgins bitching.
>>28548442
Nah I'm ironically suicidal.
huh?
are you kidding me!
>>28548442
I actually want to end my life
I'm just too much of a pussy to hurry up and do it.
I'm basically holding out to see if anything gets better only to be further disappointed
yeah but i made the mistake of getting close to people so it'd be a dick move at this point
i am not even suicidal i just feel like waking up all day 5 AM for the next 30 years has no purpose, specially when i am not doing anything cool, just pressing buttons on the computer.
i hope death is like a permanent vacation
>15
>Try to hang myself
>Branch breaks
>26
>Decide to drive to parking garage to jump off
>Crash car, wasn't wearing a seatbelt
>Shook up, just parked and cried in the backseat for a while and went home
Neither time was a logical decision. Just intense depression and my brain not working correctly. I don't know how people have the composure to leave behind notes.
death will satisfy me Iike sleep after a long day
then again, i've always been one to stay up Iate
That's a tough question tbqhfam.
I want to say I'm not, but every time I think about it I always get closer to wanting to kill myself. My whole social sphere has fallen apart, I have no real friends, and the people I used to be friends with just glare at me whenever I see them. Even if I go up and talk to some people, some of them will act like I'm not even there.
I feel like it would be a lot easier for everybody if I died.
I don't know dudes.
Yes.. but I dont think I would ever go through with it.
But the desire is there.
>>28548442
the only thing stopping me is the fact that i dont have a surefire way of succeeding at it
>>28548442
Yes i am for sure. I wish i could end it all...millage may vary if i try soon.
If my parents weren't alive, I would've offed myself long ago.
>2016
>living past 30
heh
>>28548442
Fuck man, I remember watching that alvin and the chimpmunks movie so many times constantly when i was younger.
It's the one where they race around the world right?
And yes I am. My mom was snoopy and found the gun I got and took it away from me.
>>28550679
This desu. If you havent lived by the time youve hit 30 youre pretty much done for.
>>28548442
Not exactly. I don't want to live anymore, yes, but I don't want to kill myself exactly. To kill myself would take too much guts and would feel too self-centered to me, because it would fuck up my parents badly. I'm basically a walking cliche in that I don't want to kill myself: I just want to disappear.
