>random guy on the street says 'hi'
>become incredibly paranoid and walk away while clutching my screwdriver tightly
>cancel all plans for the day and head home immediately
>spend 12 hours going insane and punching holes in the wall
is there a name for this condition? i know its not normal but my brain tells me 'how dare they approach me and talk to me, i cold be deaf, or one of my relatives could have just died, or i dont speak english.'
the next day i realized that this guy was a typical normie but not really threatening at all, but my mind perceived it as that in the moment for some reason.
i still dont know what he wanted, probably a light for his ciggie or something.
>>28546119
Yesterday while I was walking on the beach alone a guy came up to me and asked me to zip up the back of his wetsuit.
I did it without losing my spaghetti and it felt good to know that I look approachable enough for strangers to ask me for help.
>>28546139
i would have been infuriated, i actually have arthritis in my fingers.
>>28546119
Just say "oh, good morning!/day/whatever", its what i do when dealing with old people, i have to walk through a park if i want to have 2 hours of vidya before wageslaving.
>>28546315
>Just say "oh, good morning!/day/whatever", its what i do when dealing with old people
Yeah, this. Also depends on the region you're from. Down in the South, old people are really friendly and a few years back when I'd take a few side roads to class, the old people walking would always wave or say something.
>>28546315
>>28546417
old people are easier because they usually pose no threat to me.
but a skinny chad could say 'hi', and turn it into fucking with me, meanwhile his 20 MMA fighter friends are waiting around the corner as backup.
>>28546478
You've got to drop your fear, anon. In all literal sense, stop giving a fuck. If you respond in a certain way and the degenerate jumps you with his buddies, act like a psychotic lunatic and fuck up as many as you can on the way down. Become the "crazy white kid" often discussed throughout niggerdom folklore.
idk but i always change my way home when i see someone i know, so i dont need to talk with him
This condition is called "paranoid schizophrenia."
>>28546936
seems like it would explain a lot, but these aren't 'delusions', and i dont have hallucinations (except for when my epilepsy is flaring up).
i actually have had a lot of threats against my life, and people fucking with me for no reason so i developed a mechanism to avoid it and stay safe.
>stranger is walking in my direction on an otherwise empty street
>in an attempt to get out of my shell, i smile and nod like they do on tv
>they don't reciprocate at all and i look like a fucking stuipid fucking idiot faggot creep loser fuck weirdo
