Hey anon, why are you home alone on a Friday night?
Shouldn't you be with your friends?
i stopped having friends more than 5 years ago
>>28544339
haven't had friends since middle school
Cut off contact with my only friend because I was angry he is moving awaysorry I'm really autistic and can't handle losing things[\spoiler]
Friends? What friends?
Is it Friday? Guess I stopped paying attention to these things.
>>28544476
So explain this to me.
You're autistic and can't handle losing things.
But you know that that's an irrational way to be from the tone of your post.
If you know your behaviour is irrational, can you do anything about it or are you powerless to resist
I have only one friend who now lives with his gf
>>28544339
Friendship doesn't exist anon and it's all an illusion made popular by society. Only reason people "hang out", with one another is so that they can compare how better their lives are to one another in their group so they don't feel shitty about their own.
>>28544531
>If you know your behaviour is irrational, can you do anything about it or are you powerless to resist
I did the same thing as that anon did except in reverse, I was moving away and cut off contact
Considering that I want friends, and I had friends, I know it's irrational to not contact my old friends. But at this point I am too scared to try
Friends are for the weak.original wisdom
>>28544564
Well I guess that makes sense. Everyone can relate to those feelings. I lost all my old school friends because I went all in on a relationship and neglected them.
I look them up on FB (I don't have an account) and PSN occasionally. I really miss them. We were going to take over the world it felt like.
>>28544613
>I look them up on FB (I don't have an account)
how do you do this
i also don't have a facebook account, are they open to the public?
I got hit by a car 4 days ago. I have 4 broken bones and just feel like staying in.
Be grateful anons, you could be at work.
>>28544531
I was flustered that he suddenly told me he's moving so I basically said fuck off to start the process of moving past the friendship
It was dumb and it's too late now
>>28544638
d-daijoubu?
>>28544638
post a pic ofyour cockfor proof.
>>28544339
I'm at work. Just 15 more minutes left.
>>28544613
I feel like if we messaged those old friends they would hate us for what they did.
Wanting friends and purposely alienating yourself is the most self hating thing ever ;_;
Why did it have to be this way?
I was going to go to a party tonight, but it looks like it's going to be a dude-bro fest and the music they're playing isn't very interesting to me. So I'm hanging out and drinking some rum. Probably going to play some vidya with my long distance robot friend.
I'm pinching a loaf off at home because I called into work tonight.
>good God this smells like death incarnate.
Why aren't you out OP?
>>28544339
I have a cold and feel bad
Also I just want to stay in because fuck
>>28544889
interesting you ask
it's finals week so my friend is busy "studying" but I think he's just tired of hanging out with me unless he gains something from it.
my other friend is out of town.
I'm just laying in bed slightly horny watching a butchered Orange tint version of twin leaks on VHS while I may fap myself to sleep.
I don't have friends because I always end up just trying to suck their cocks. No matter what, whenever I've hung out with people I invariably scream at them to whip out their dicks so I can suck away. It's pretty embarrassing desu
>>28544995
I would be your friend senpai. But only if you let me blow you too
>tfw I got really high with my friend one time and started having EXTREME homoerotic thoughts and almost blurted something like this out and ended up having a minor panic attack.
>>28544968
Shit I don't hang out with my friends.
Rarely that is. Last time I went out was what? Two years ago to 6th Street and the Square.
That's when I was hanging with a friend of mine. He bet me 100$ he could find a girl I can take home.
I won that bet.
i am going to go try to hang out later.
>>28544651
Oh, work. I don't miss those days most of the time. Although you shouldn't underestimate how work can give you a sense of direction and purpose. Or at least more money. It's not so bad if you like your job well enough. Try being fired or laid off, going through a prolonged depression, and then losing your entire career as you slowly drift off into madness. Sooner or later, it's impossible to return to the workforce and you just have get by on practically nothing.
Haven't had any friends for years.
Never had anyone I could really trust.
I have a test tomorrow at 8 am.
I already did like shit in today's test. I can't afford to fuck this one up.
>>28544666
Eh, I've been better. My right leg is all sorts of fucked. my wrist is broke and a rib is cracked but I'll live. and somehow I got a black-eye from it too which I still don't remember anything hitting my face.
>>28544339
friday night is rejuvenating because all the normies that come here to complain about their great lives are out at parties and stuff
it's just us again
I'm out of high school, normal people don't have "friends" as far as a can tell.
I removed everyone from my life in order to focus. Now I smoke weed for my fun time
I can't remember what it's like to have friends
>>28544339
>tfw ur still 1 month from being 19 when all your friends are.
>cant go to clubs with them because too cheap to buy a fake
>>28545596
>Having friends
>Having friends that go to clubs
>Wishing you could go to clubs
seriously what the fuck are you doing here?
>>28545614
Friends won't cure your crippling depression/autism Anon.
I feel just like you (maybe not autistic) but use friends to escape the pain of losing the most based man I've ever met.
>my Dad
Do I have it that bad? No. I could be a starving african, a midget or a autist. Luckily I am not. But I am sure there are people that have it worse than you.
Keep your head up and be grateful for what you have. Move forward. I'm trying.
>>28545055
>tfw first time getting baked I cuddled with the buff friend if the group
Jesus Christ that was the beginning of the end
My only friends live many states away. So I'm home alone, as always. At least I'm doing something productive and editing videos.
Anybody down for a steam, or mumble chat?
>>28545747
cute. What was his reaction though?
Fuck off FUCK OFF FUCK OFF
I AM BEHIND ON WORK I WORK AT NIGHTS NOT PLAY THE STUPID NORMIE GAME OF GOING OUT. I AM A BUSY MAN BUSY BUSY BUSY
jutz becuse im awesomeI have not eaten in four days and I want to die
>>28544339
Friday nights a bit lonely, take it slow but don't warnn me
op here again, decided to go for a walk. it's nice and rainy.
>>28546213
feels good
to be original honestly
I'm sitting in my room by myself because that's what I want to do.
The thought of leaving and being out in public with other people sounds dreadful desu.
>>28546408
>tfw no people in the streets aside from you and passing cars
>>28544339
Girlfriend tells me we'll meet up later. Said she was going to buy a car with a guy friend who's greasy and knows stuff about cars. She's being shady with her texts. I'm probably getting cucked right now.
Because I'm a wageslave and have work early as fuck tomorrow.
>tfw hardly ever have weekends off
>>28546481
too comfy right now
>>28546213
>>28546408
>>28546481
>>28546560
Don't get a cold senpai! I hope you're staying dry.
>>28546592
got a jacket and umbrella with me
To be quite origami
>>28546628
almost home
I just ate dinner and it was really spicy ahhh
>>28544339
Its been a long week. A co-worker died, we're all tired...
>>28544339
All my friends are in my head, so I'm always with my friends.
>>28546759
back to my shitty humble abode.
probably just gonna watch Adutl Swim and play vidya games.
night fellas
>>28544476
ctrl+s anon
