>just woke up for technically the first day of summer for me
>tfw the summer depression immediately hit me
anyone else get this? i dont know how to describe it but basically all the feels just went rushing to my head and i feel very overwhelmed. its like i just wasted another school year and did nothing and now i wont be around tons of people my age for 3-4 more months while i sit trapped in my parents house while everyone else is out having fun. plus all those girls i never had the balls to talk to are gone forever most likely. the only thing i might be doing is getting a part time job. also something about the seasonal time of late spring and summer depresses me even if i ignore everything else. the weather makes me feel guilty because i feel like i should be out having fun. in the winter or fall its more justified cause the weather is shit or im busy with school.
kill me
>>28540963
know that feeling of spending summers as a hermit. Best thing you can do is to focus on learning something on your own.
>tfw dad is 57
>tfw mom is 48
>tfw parents won't be around forever and you will be homeless one day
>>28540963
>now i wont be around tons of people my age for 3-4 more months while i sit trapped in my parents house while everyone else is out having fun
I can't relate to this specific feel because I'm socially isolated throughout the school year anyways.
Summer is alright. I just switch to nocturnal and spend more time lifting. One day all my work will pay off and I'll wake up weighing 210lbs making 160k/yr and have a qtp2t in the bed with me. I mean yeah I get discouraged at times because I'm 28 and it still hasn't happened, but it's just a matter of time at this point right?
>>28541280
Follow ur dreams anon, wer all gonna make it brev :^)
>>28540963
Iktf, I'm sure we all do.
>tfw you missed out on teenage love
The world is nothing but emptiness and regret for a robot
>>28540963
I have a similar feeling, but its a little more deep. It occurs daily and its about both my shitty past and my hopeless future.
I rlly dont fit in society.
>>28540963
I'm just glad it's finally warm out so when I have to do work outside I can feel my hands.
>>28541263
same i talk to maybe one person a month but being surrounded by a bunch of people talking to eachother mimics the effects of real interaction and keeps me from going insane
>>28541538
this is the one thing that is hitting me the hardest. specifically in the summer time for some reason. i dont really care about being a virgin, but i do feel like shit realizing i havent experienced that.
i think its because i feel i failed to meet a girl during the school year so now i wont have a chance for another 4 month period. plus i feel bad knowing that this would be a fun time had i gotten a qt gf. with no school we could hang out, travel around, go camping, to the lake etc. summer seems like it would be fun if you were in love...
>>28542394
>>28541538
>>28540963 (OP)
holy shit this hit me hard.. I could relate so much to this, especially >>28542394
>i feel bad knowing that this would be a fun time had i gotten a qt gf. with no school we could hang out, travel around, go camping, to the lake etc. summer seems like it would be fun if you were in love...
>>28540963
There's a thing called the summertime blues.
I think it's more common in younger people though.
Isnt the end of spring and early summer like known as suicide season or something?
>>28542526
Stop please, I know I'm undesirable, that I wouldn't have gotten a gf anyways, but just thinking about it... The potential to just carelessly love the days away, gone, never to return...
>>28540963
I dont have seasonal depression but I just feel better / have less anxiety when theres weather. makes me feel less alone, is there a name for this?
