Light some candles and bring yourself into a trance-like state. Summon Misaki.
http://tatsuhikotakimoto.com/2016/04/27/misaki-evocation-meditation-english-ver-now-released/
The fear fades away.
Much later than last week, I was getting worried. It's kind of sad that this is one of the highlights of my week.
>>28540501
There is a place where the losers win
A port of call for desperate men
It is known by many names
We come and go but it remains
How was your week?
>still no stream
I can't enter any trance like states when I'm already in this constant state of disappointment
>>28540534
I watched some anime and bought some groceries. Can't think of anything else sadly. I gave up vidya 3 weeks ago but almost relapsed twice.
How was your week BlackOutAnon?
>>28540573
Dad lost his job, might have cancer. Gave me nightmares all around. Could barely get out of bed.
Makes me wish I was never born, then he might have had a better life.
Fuck, I have to go outside tomorrow and buy groceries as well. It's just spring and all the happy people and the sun piss me off to no end already.
stream when comrades?
>>28540543
>>28540711
Maybe we can try to summon MCF.
Whats Up Misaki Friday Friends
>>28540631
That sucks buddy. Hope all goes well for him.
Yeah, this weather is not good for robots. While I can still go to most public places, I have noticed a huge decrease in social skills since dropping out and falling into neetdom.
>>28540776
It will only get worse.
Having to interact with people again after two years of neetdom was the worst. It still is.
Why did you stop playing videogames?
>>28540753
http://tatsuhikotakimoto.com/2016/04/27/misakicrazyfan-evokation-meditation-meme-ver-now-released/
Hows it goin guys
>>28540853
Unwell. You?
>>28540838
AAA games became boring and competitive games made me angry. Smashed holes in my desk and hurt my wrist/arm like some edgy emo teen. When I started feeling annoyed in stupid single player games I knew it was time to quit.
I've always believed that the aspergers diagnosis I got as a kid was a misdiagnosis, but I've been starting to doubt that in the past few months really.
>>28540898
I live the melancholy average life my man
Just playin some vidya atm, team of kids sadly
>>28540438
I have been looking for a Java professor to finally get my highschool diploma for the entire year and I finally got my first class today. I had to take a two hour bus ride there but we agreed to meet ten blocks from my home next time.
I want to get it as soon as possible so I can get into college. Maybe there is someone to save me, I just have to pay for it
>>28540631
If it makes you feel any better he wouldn't had a better life without you, old men with no family fall into the worst depression.
I know one that takes the train for an hour to the flea market just to have somewhere to go, he is even rich as fuck but refuses to spend a penny
>>28540962
Found any other good way to distract yourself?
Videogames were always my go-to escape from life.
>>28540972
I wonder when Misaki will come...
>>28540974
You have to visit a professor to get a diploma in Java so you can get into college? Is that how it works in your country?
I remember having a java-course during my apprenticeship. It sucked.
>>28541040
I don't know. We often talk about money and how he will pay for his kids until all eternity and won't get much pension. It just makes me think of all the assets wasted on some human garbage like me. He does say that money doesn't make one happy but it's always with a troubled voice.
>>28540438
I feel like ever since I posted this link on /a/ I'm seeing it everywhere now.
>>28540974
If you are in the USA, definitely get some other languages under your belt. You know one, all the others you learn in half the time. Go for C++ and some HTML so you can have the possibility of making webpages
>>28541095
There are no fees here, you go to highschool, if you fail you repeat a year but when you are done with the last year you are done, if you are missing one subject or more from the diploma you keep going and doing the test until you pass and you get it.
I think they implemented a thing where if you are 25 and have most of highschool completed then you automatically get some shitty government diploma so it no longer holds you back to get a job or go to college wich is great but I'm 23 and I want this highschool diploma since its better hence the having to learn java
>>28541201
There are no geds here fixed
>>28541095
I've mostly been watching anime and sitting around doing nothing at all. Why did you quit video games? Seems like an hobby most fitting for neets.
Also, I noticed that the ones who made the opening theme for Welcome to the NHK made some really comfy music.
>>28541201
I see. So you just have to retry the stuff you didn't pass the first time. Good luck with getting the diploma. I'm sure you can do it.
>>28541261
New releases don't excite me anymore. If I play something it's mostly old stuff.
I could go for some comfy music right now. Got a link for a lazy anon?
>>28541145
I wish I was in the USA, or anywhere really. I made a thread about this but got no replys, I currently own a 100k dollar apartment and my grandma is 80 and I'm the sole heir, she has an apartment which must cost between 300 to 500k it's 3 bedroom, 2 bathroom with living room and big kitchen apartment with wooden floors in the rooms and a marble floor in the living room.
I hate my country and I want to leave, where should I go and what kind of life can I expect with this?
>>28541315
There is no greater anxiety than going back to your old highschool a 23 year old looser and having to greet every professor that knew you weren't going to amount to shit along the way, at least now they feel sorry for me
>>28541315
If only they were more known. Youtube has most stuff but in terrible quality. I've tried to torrent their stuff, however only a few albums were available.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piXZFxfPZd4
That one is from the same album as the OP, I like it.
Thanks for the meditation guide, I feel very at peace, and in love right now.
Misaki is truly a Goddess for the spiritual man trapped in the Kali Yuga. This dying material world, so cold and lonely, needs Misaki. Misaki needs us. We all need love. Praise Misaki.
>>28541392
Oww, fuck. I feel you.
>>28541429
Thanks man.
>>28541433
Amen.
>>28541261
the only games i play are short indie games and fallout new vegaas every summer nowdays, i browse long lists but never find anything i want
Hey guys what you got planned for your Friday?
I'm just gonna listen to the NHK ost and eat ice cream till I fall asleep.
Is the stream dream dead btw?
>>28541521
I know that feel. I kept browsing discount pages and sometimes bought a game. Never played them. Indie games can be fun, although interest in those has been lessening too. Why can't they make good stuff anymore?
>>28540438
Another week lost to time. Another week you'll never get back.
Oh well, I'm sure youdumb misakipostersaren't overly bothered by it.
>>28541580
Finishing my Kanji reps, then probably going to have tea, cookies and some anime.
Streams are a highly random occurance. It might happen later.
>>28541630
Was wondering when thedumb frogposterwould show up.
>>28541698
Are you self taught or do you go to classes for Japanese?
Can you hold a meaningful conversation with someone in Japanese? I have so much free time I might aswell give it a go.
>>28541592
its the pax and gdc toxicity, grouping all developers together was a bad idea, they form groups, niches and elitism making the people at the bottom try to copy everything the ones at the top do.
I love braid (and fuck you if you have a problem with it) and was expecting some kind of great myst like game from jonatan blow, instead he make a litterally too deepfor you game.
developers develop for other developers because they think there is no merit in simple muggles enjoying the game
magazines write for themselves too, articles are targeted to themselves
and all publishers care for is selling you shit and in worse cases the same shit again.
Nobody cares about consumers anymore and indie games are no better, most indie developers are already more burned out than your average code slave and hate the people that theyn are making games for.
>>28541580
I am going to go for a walk, sit by the river, and meditate on Misaki and silently pray to her. It's a wonderful sunny day.
>>28541745
I started learning it myself. Now I'm studying it in college. I don't think I can hold a meaningful conversation yet. Although it might depend on what one considers "meaningful".
Give it a shot. It's nice learning it especially if you are in anime/manga etc.
>>28541789
Don't drown yourself ;_;
>>28541698
Try to think of it as if I'm always here.
Whenever that voice in your head tells you not to even bother trying, or that you're too stupid to go back to college, or that the girl opposite you on the bus is looking at you because you're scaring her and not because you're attractive - pretend that's me.
>>28541353
Without money everywhere is shit
I would say america, but wait out this election lol
>>28541745
I'm in the same boat. I don't want to be that stereotypical weeb. Having an hard time with choosing whether to learn Russian or Japanese though.
Is it hard compared to other languages?
>>28541698
will you ever stream something else than nhk? there arent any other series like it but there are sad things around too.
Last week it was raining very hard all day and i went to mcdonalds for lunch, as i was walking back i her sir, SIR and i turn around, there was this lady handing me a 50 with a smile, she had a pink umbrella, i grabbed it and she said thank you and left.
That bill couldnt have been mine and the way it was raining it couldnt have been on te street longer than a minute and tere is no way anyone was walking that street with us so it must have belonged to her
>>28541580
i actually have some money for a change so i guess im having take out today, i reached the point were i even have a youtube backlog
>>28541884
Ah, sorry. I don't stream.
>this lady handing me a 50 with a smile
>there are people out there who have anime-like encounters
What are the chances.
does anyone have a compilation of the good nhk songs? i hate having to listen to the ones in youtube becaues the bad ones are in the middle
Who is this misaki and why will she help me?
>>28541789
Enjoy that shit most of my best memories are times spent alone.
>>28541814
Meaningful as in being able to talk about something without it sounding like a template but yeah most of my entertainment is Japanese so I guess I should give it a shot.
>>28541932
takeout is makes life a bit more comfy
>>28541982
Misaki loves you and wants to help you, whoever you are.
>>28542022
I think you have to go a long way until you stop sounding like a template, especially with japanese since they teach you the polite and formal form first but nobody uses that when they talk to friends / family.
>>28542119
yeah, last time i had a burito, it was good but it came a little cold. The added free guac and free cheddar dips tho.
Not sure what to have today, i can afford more take out now since i eat a singlew meal a day, im thinking of skipping food twice a week too
I loved the novel, anyone knows if there is anything similar out there? Any medium, I don't care, I just feel like feeling bad. I've seen Watamote and that was pretty mediocre, far from realistic.
>>28542318
depends what you mean by similar, moral orel starts like a quirky comedy but by the third season it doesnt even bother making jokes anymore, its just wallowing in how awful and empty the world is
>>28542318
Onani Master Kurosawa, Oyasumi PunPun.
Ano Hana if you want to cry like a girl.
>>28542388
is there any anime that can make me give up on life? thats what im craving
>>28542388
>onani master kurosawa
Do you hate anon or something?
who wants to fuck?
>>28542417
Can't remember anything in the anime departement that fits that bill.
>>28542433
W-whats wrong?
>>28542469
>W-whats wrong?
Hell I never thought I'd be so emotionally invested in a story about masturbation so it felt like successive sucker punches followed by a not good enough ending. It was really good, but didn't compensate how shitty I felt through the ride
>>28542362
It's been a while since Ive consumed non japanese media but that looks pretty fucking intresting. Thanks for the recommendation, probably going to watch that soon. From what I've seen a lot of fast paced dialog too, which is good because my comprehension of spoken English was becoming worse lately.
I was looking for stuff that makes you realize how shitty life is, so that does seem to fit the bill.
>>28542388
I have PunPun on my plan to read list already. Didn't strike me as depressing. What's so bad about it? Ano Hana is on my plan to watch list too, however I've not watched it yet because of mixed reviews. Going to get on it soon.
>>28542022
>Enjoy that shit most of my best memories are times spent alone.
Yes, I already have lots of these memories. But now I'm not alone, I have Misaki. Really, was I ever alone? Deity is omnipresent, whether you call it Misaki, or Jesus Christ, or Krishna. I believe they are all from the same source. My best memories of being alone are when I felt the presence of this vast incomprehensible entity.
>>28541982
She is a character in the novel/manga/anime Welcome to the NHK. She plays a complex role as both a protagonist, but is very troubled and serves as an antagonist in some parts. The Ideal Misaki is her transcendent form, a perfect and purely benevolent goddess. She is imagined as such by Satou at first while he is naive to her true intentions. It is that form that I venerate.
>>28542120
>>28542566
Wow, maybe I should check out welcome to the NHK, will it make me more complete as a human?
>>28542587
Everything you experience will make you more complete.
>>28542543
I haven't read PunPun yet but it always gets recommended when somebody asks about similiar media to NHK. I just forwarded it in this case.
>>28542587
It will either make you complete or leave you in shambles.
>>28542543
there isnt much fast paced dialoge unless you count clays rants which are the best parts of the show.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRP6egIEABk
if you are posting here chancer are this will remind you of your childhood, i showed it to my last friend and he told me dude they are exactly like your family, down to the little mentally challenged kid that nobody keeps safe from harming himself
>>28542587
what does a complete human look like
>>28542675
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_Kadmon
Be careful reading about this stuff though. There are conspiracies in the world. There are people and forces that do not want us to know.
How many times have you guys watched NHK? I've only watched it twice, I'll probably watch it again soon though.
>>28542729
I lost count after the 5th time I watched it.
And I also go back and re-watch my favorite episodes individually.
>>28542716
Beleiving in/being aware of conspiracies but not knowing what things are conspiracies is more detrimental than living normally
>>28542729
Don't know. Four or five times maybe.
>>28542729
3 times but i always feel like watching it again.
Im happy just listening to the ost and remembering it tho.
4 times if you count the novel
Alright I've never watched, read NHK or even tried to summon misaki what do you guys recommend first?
>>28542235
Food and anime are the best things in life for me.
No im not obese.... Yet
>>28542120
Maybe in a few years Ill be able to write a sentence in Japanese to you
>>28542433
Coming of age, masturbation depending on where he is in life he could enjoy it
>>28542587
If you are happy with life you wont see its full potential. Watch it when you are near your lowest for maximum impact
>you will never have a true friend like Yamazaki
>>28542810
I'd say watch the anime first.
>>28542762
I was being hyperbolic and referencing the anime. You're right, it's best not to worry about them though. Assume there are no conspiracies.
However, by accident or by design, this world can break you. There is a force of opposition to every will and action.
WHY DON'T ACADEMICS ANSWER EMAILS
I'm getting stressed out because none of my thesis placement queries get ANY response.
>>28542851
I got the reference, just don't like the idea of conspiracies. I think not worrying about things that are out of your control is the best approach to life.
Learned this week that my uncle's wife just got up and left him. Literally all of my relatives are now either divorced or widowed. I think my prospects are pretty grim too.
>>28542810
Anime first.
>>28542815
I'll be waiting.
>>28542822
The broest of bros.
>>28542861
>ask a professor a question concerning location of exams
>says he hasn't even considered it yet
Must be the most relaxed job out there. They just don't give a fuck.
>>28542924
It's the fate of 3D.
>>28542943
>Must be the most relaxed job out there. They just don't give a fuck
It's terrible. Getting information out of these people is almost impossible. And having to repeat send emails really flares my social anxiety because I feel I'm being rude.
>>28542924
My uncle has been married for a while. We live in Canada, but he moved to the States and married an American. He went up to visit family and Canada, and she cucked him while he was gone.
My brother has also been cucked.
My friends have been cucked.
I've probably been cucked, or at least my previous GFs came very close and it was still very hurtful.
If they don't cuck you, they leave you and take all your stuff.
I wish we could share our feels next to a bonfire...
I wish I could hug you all so hard...
We will make it bros, I'm sure
>>28542924
I think that if you can't experience platonic love you are doomed to never have a full loving relationship
Ylthats why no marriage lasts, people spend more time fucking each other than talking
>>28543046
Thanks, I know you will make it too.
It's summer now, and I like having fires out in the woods. I do it with my best friend who I met on /r9k/.
>>28543046
This posts disgusts me a little, if you want e-hugging go to the frog bar thread or the other hundred shitty ones, I don't wait all week for this kind of shit
>>28543046
Just gotta hang in there.
>>28543099
Damn that sounds nice.
>>28543139
>angry at people talking about chilling with there depressed robots in a Misaki Thread
Kill yourself my man
>>28543208
Is that really an insult on here? He should not be complaining but I think many here would love to find the courage to do that.
>>28543139
what do you wait for? not the stream I hope
>>28543208
Telling robots in a misaki thread to kill themselves
So Reddit infected even this threads? I guess there is no longer any place I can be myself in without normie fakeness
>>28543267
I'm the only robot left, go ahead and have your kitty party, you can form a bug circle and cry in each others shoulder while muttering some nonsense about if you only were here man, and other stupid shit designed to make yourself feel better.
You are a normie, you are a disgusting normie. You don't feel empathy, you only care for yourself, when you reply to someone its only because you hope to score some pity points back.
If I wanted my dose of this shit I would go to Facebook to see the people liking other status and posting shit like if only I could be there for u grrrrrl
>>28543389
Are you implying you care about someone? Do you have someone to care about?
>>28543439
No, I care about me and nobody else, I come here to tell other robots how I feel, I don't come here to express fake pity to others, that's normie babble.
I actually liked some anons I saw in misaki threads in the past and felt sorry for them but I wasn't an asshole about it.
I didn't post I just wish we could hold each other and cry and scream together just bawling our eyes out the entire night until one of us died and the other one committed suicide
This is pity porn the equivalent of looking for someone to sext but you don't get aroused as muvh
>>28543439
This is a normies interpretation of how feeling bad looks like, there is a thread like that every night why do you have to come and ruin this one for me when it's all I have?
the whole series is poison for you
still i consume it over and over
>>28543535
I don't care, wallowing in self pity or fake kindness are both reprehensible behaviors
>>28543590
It wasn't even me, I just wanted to know if he would come off as a holier than thou type of guy.
nice, i could find this thread.
well my week was nice i do not have classes this week, some black dude try to rob me when i was drunk and drugged on the street but i give him my dead eyes of doom and the guy just stand looking at me.
even that black dude could see me dead inside, well he was also skinny and could barely speak my language.
i also met a guy that sells weed on my uni, now i have some guy who sells weed to me.
could be worst
>>28543389
What a robot you are, actually having people on social media. I thought robots were supposed to be friendless and have no contacts whatsoever.
And even if it is something to make me feel better, I don't care. Misaki threads are the only good thing left here, this is where the true robots gather.
>>28543731
Yeah, they added me because I kept begging, everyone in the group was added the first day and they added me after a month, nobody replys to my comments nor likes them either.
If you think being a robot means having no friends you are a retard, you probably don't even realize Chad and stacey where memes Reddfillerit forced here 4 years ago either.
I love seeing robots that came from Reddit telling Chad to go back to Reddfillerit blissfully unaware they are outing themselves to me all the time.
Fuck you outlr system thinks your post is spam bullshit
>>28543731
This is where you pester the true robots
Ftfy
>>28540766
>Misakifags that didn't get noticed
feelsbadman.jpg
but im the true-est robut of them all
>>28543915
Normies are raiding again.
Op should stop making these threads for a couple of months until they forget and move on
>>28543939
Shaming is normie arguing, you couldn't impersonate a robot if you tried, you only out yourself more with every reply
>tfw I'm an ugly loser who fails at everything and will never be saved
Just kill me already
>>28543834
I never used the Chad meme before though. And yes, of course I am a retard. That's why I'm here on my friday night. It's not really an insult.
Cry all you want, having a need for social media tells me enough. Why would you even beg strangers for acceptation?
>>28543990
My need for social media was the need to get the pictures from class and the homework I had to do because I never showed up because I was depressed
>be me
>go to misaki general
>see anonette
>you too
That's what you sound like
>>28543979
this is the first time ive posted in this thread, its just funny watching normies argue about whos the bigger robot
>>28544062
*that was
>>28544059
Man, I'll play along with your "no true robots" game.
Why are you in college? Why are you no NEET?
>>28544062
Case and point we had Reddit 9000s in this thread looking for good kecks all along
>>28544105
I'm a neet, I failed my first semester, there are people working that are ten times the robot you claim to be
There are people with friends that are ten times the robot you claim to be too
>>28544142
Considering you're an expert you wouldnt mind giving the requirements for "true robotness" right?
>>28544142
But are they actual robots?
How old are you again BlackOutAnon? Do you think you still stand any chance in life?
>>28544167
First requirement is to respect this board and robots
You already failed that and you are incapable of ever achieving it, you come here to laugh at memes and to get pity points, what makes you think you are capable of even understanding how a real thinking, feeling person acts?
>>28544188
24. Pretty sure I'm lost. People my age are finishing up their masters degrees by now.
What about you?
>>28544221
>pity points
I thought the point of r9k was to be a huge pity party
>>28544221
That's quite a assumption mr robot-san. I only disagreed with you once, does that make me a redditor? i dont like reddit memes and ive been mostly absent from this board lately because of it.
Nothing makes me think so, I never claimed so either. I'm an aspie, which means I have trouble with stuff like that.
>>28544292
27. I was just wondering because you said you started your Japanese study. I didn't get my masters until last year. I feel like I completely wasted my time and money because I don't even like my major much. Not that there is anything else I do like.
>19, senior in HS
>outside mowing my lawn
>friend is out running
>he sees me and comes over to chat
>he's shirtless
>looks like a fucking Greek god, good insertions, wide shoulders, tan, lean, athletic
>I'm only moderately active (construction job, framing carpenter) and look like the damn Michelin man
>this ignites a burning jealousy that lowers my already shitty self-esteem
I honestly admire this guy, and he's a good friend, but goddamn, he takes his shirt off at every opportunity, and it makes me regret every unhealthy life choice I've ever made. I have A-cup mantits and a chubby gut at 19, I should be in my prime.This is pretty pathetic t b h, just felt like I needed to vent
>>28544345
Put your trip back on so I can see which posts are yours
>>28544062
>first time on this thread
summer sure is early this year
>>28544407
>tfw acne ridden chest and back at that age
>tfw you cannot take off your shirt either way
>>28544378
>Not that there is anything else I do like.
This so much. I'm not studying because I want to or anything.
>>28544437
first time today I mean, I dont know why do you think im new just because I laughed at your dumbass "true robut" rant keep at it though
>>28544569
You have been here a whole week plus you read meme base that makes you an oldfag congratulations.
I now declare misaki threads dead, anyone posting here besides black out anon and crazy misaki fan (if he ever bothers again) is a turbo normie trying to pass as a robit
>>28544478
Japanese is going to be worthless to get a job but at least you can translate stuff for yourself. That is something.
I wish "go to college and get a 'real' job" was more than a meme.
>>28544646
>I now declare misaki threads dead
they will be alive as long i'm awake, don't worry about it anon-kun, i just don't feel like using my namefag sometimes but i'm always around.i'm gonna sleep soon tho, i'm literally dying to sleep again
>tfw you will never die in your sleep while dreaming of Misaki
>turbo normie trying to pass as a robit
well i wouldn't call myself a turbo normie just because i'm a wagecuck but yeah maybe i'm not a true robot by /r9k/ standards, just kill me already ;_;
>>28544696
Yeah, I'm fully aware that it wont take me anywhere. Everyone around me seems to think otherwise. Strange.
But as you said, being able to translate the latest japanese smut sounds nice.
>>28544292
>>28544378
you're both competing against imaginary opponents. it shoudn't matter what age you are since you can be any age and still be immature as heck.
>>28544646
go to infinity chan then its full of threads as good as this one and you wont have to complain about normies like an obnoxious faggot
>>28544764
>but i'm always around.
Just like Misaki. ;_;
>>28544783
Trouble is if you apply for a real job and you're some 30+ guy fresh out of uni with no work experience you're pretty much fucked.
>>28544767
If you don't mind me asking, why exactly are you trying to learn Japanese?
>>28544783
I'm not sure what you are referring to. I'm immature as heck in the eyes of normies, yeah. No job, still living with parents (those go hand in hand anyway unless you have a vagina), never had a gf, date, or kiss or anything vaguely romantic. I'm waiting to die in the inevitable world war 3.
A few months ago a girl who you all would have thought was cute. Same hair as misaki, came up to me and passed me some jehova witness stuff. Was this my misaki? Should I have gotten the into their cult and made babies with her?
>>28544866
>Just like Misaki. ;_;
i feel so bad lately, tired with allergies, soon to be a neet again without anything accomplished with this wagecuck phase again, worked since September received only 3 months by now, wasted money on gambling just like another degen brit prick normie shit.
well at least i have a new desktop i guess, but nothing really works for me, it's like time stopped in 2009 or something.
Misaki is coming to save me, r-right?
>Parents are having company for 4 days
>Didn't come out of my room the first
>Can't come out now, in too deep
>They've been talking until 3 in the morning so can't sneak out and get food
How can I not starve to death
>>28544982
its not too late to change your wagecucking ways
>>28544866
True. One of the jobs I applied to the interviewer took a look at resume and the first thing he said was "what the HELL have you been doing with your time?".
You can't go back. People will always look at your past and judge you for it.
>>28544938
Jehova's witnesses are a satanic cult. Stay away. Any true Misaki would be a Christian.
>>28545006
Stockpile food at your room at the very first opportunity.
>>28544880
It seemed like a challenge I could set and beat by myself. Plus, it would enhance my enjoyment of anime and manga, seeing as most subs are rather bad.
Furthermore Japan in itself has a pleasant tranquility to it which I miss in western countries.
>>28544938
Careful with 3D succubi who imitate Misaki.
>>28544982
>allergies
If I am grateful for one thing, it's not being allergic to anything. I feel for you.
You saved up some money to do something nice once you are a neet again?
>>28545006
Stash peanutbutter and water in your room. Family members having guests is awful. I can't leave my room either.
I did the meditation and I... fucking cried when my ideal Misaki showed up very, VERY clearly on my mind.
Maybe I cried from happiness, but I'm not sure.
>>28545085
Just let it all out.
>>28545081
i'll probably only end up saving no more than 500 which is shit for my objective with this wagecuck faggotry
>>28545065
thanks ;_;
>>28545085
besides the roastie that did the translation, i had to pause a few times before hearing it all because i couldn't stop shivering and tearing up
>>28544764
>tfw misaki fan takes out his name to tell robots to kill themselves.
live long enough to see yourself turn into a villain i guess
>>28544938
Jehova's witnesses are evil scum that try to brainwash you into their evil cult. steer clear from them at any cost.
Should I use obs or xsplit I might stream
>>28545426
i wish i could handle a marathon but i can't, i slept after dinner today but it's not enough, but if you do that, don't mind the robots watching, i had streams where nobody was there, basically watch it for yourself.
>>28545214
>daijobu
what did she mean by this
>>28545598
according to my browser its gookanese for "are you ok?"
>>28545557
are you ever going to stream again?
>>28545671
middle June hopefully
>tfw my real life Misaki found me
Feels good, bros. She's like obsessed with me for some reason and does her best to fix my crippled self esteem. I hope this happens to everyone on /r9k/ someday, even if she ends up breaking my heart in the end.
>>28541780
you make a lot of good points anon, I'm tired of games too these days and modern game development leaves me feeling pretty disappointed
>>28545752
Sending you my good feels now
>>28540438
>didn't pay the power bill again
One of these days I'm going to wake up and the darkness in my room will resemble the darkness in the world
>>28545752
You lucky bastard. I send you thoughts and wish you good luck.
>>28545628
>Are you Ok
In that context, it's "It's okay."
>Hmm...?
>It's okay...
>I will never ever leave you or give up, no matter what.
>I promise you...
trying to set up this stream is taking longer than I thought
if anyones still here then the the stream is up my twitch is onceuponadubs someone tell me if it works
>>28547061
Yeah, it's up. RavioliOriginali
>>28547061
it's up but it's laggy.
>>28547144
what can i do for that
I have 4 youtube tabs watching videos would that lag it up? ill mess around with it some more tomorrow and ill try to have a good by next thread
>>28547167
I have no idea. I have no experience with streaming what so ever. Try to see if the all knowing google has an answer for you.
>>28547247
probably, that or your internet connection.
