Because you most likely have autism

>>28539987
At this point I've become such a calloused, negative asshole that I no longer blame people for not wanting to associate with me.

I don't know. I find it hard to bring myself to get out of my way to talk to others.

>>28539987
low self esteem, its the source of all of our problems

>>28539987
Not really, just buy weed, roll few joints and go out into some club @ night, when someone comes to you near the exit/entrance offer them a smoke. Come back few times and you'll have lots of friends

cuz I'm afraid, empty, and dull