>give up and talk to therapist
>tell her im numb and no matter how much i force myself I can only mimic not feel
>use 4chan to get into fake personas just so I can know what its like
>we begin testing medication
>did a simple task today (cleaned up my room) and she told me I did good
I feel warm and energetic I want to tell everyone but I dont know why. Is this what it is like to be a normie?
>inb4 degenerate
I am a lead baby so I am a deformed lil shit anyway.
Normies don't have to rely on a pill to feel normal knowing that it's something external which is the sole thing making them happy and that it can go away at any time
>>28524041
But is this feeling normal? I want to know if this is the right feeling for this situation.
>>28524138
Yes, feeling energetic is a sign of not being depressed.
>>28523998
>talk to therapist
>tell her
That's like trying to explain what color is to a blind person. Look if you're dumb enough to eat up her false solution and pretend everything is okay. Then great your problems don't go that deep and you'll be a normie soon after you graduate highschool.
>>28524212
I attempted college a few years back but couldn't retain what I studied and felt silly for paying a teacher to tell me what I had just read. I dig ditches now and landscaping for 20-30 an hour. I got no brains just a body
>>28524168
What are other things that normal people feel anon? What should I be doing to earn those feelings
>>28524419
Hope and looking forward to events. Moments of pure peace and tranquility. Untainted enjoyment of a sport, hobby, or media.
Things like that.
>>28524748
I will try some of these
1 prove lead did anything.
2 its cool to share your experiences.
3 sometimes people disavow feelings in order to protect themselves
4 profit (so good)
