>implying anything matters in life

"Do without doing" as Lao Tzu said.

Just don't worry about anything and go with the flow man.

>>28515036
"XD WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT MAN IF YOU JUST TRY HARD ENOUGH ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE JUST LIFT OR SOMETHING XDDD"

Few years ago. Since then I am miserable. I am not total NEET, I got a job, but I feel like I'm doing everything out of momentum. Trying when I know I could have been Chad if I just got lucky. I can't accept that. I'd rather kill myself if I can't be a Chad.

Realized it early on, like 5 years old. My parents were immigrants so that whole thing made me think all natives here were lucky. We are a lot better off, but that belief never left me, but did also teach me that life may be a lottery but you can change the odds to your favour with effort.