Robot, tell me all about the person you love most or your crush.
I don't have a crush or love at all right now. Thinking about it, I haven't had either of those for years.
no one
there is no one in my life
I love my dad the most. He raised me all by himself, and he did a good job. He always protected me, but had the intelligence to know I needed to explore the world on my own, so he would let me go out on long bike rides and walks around town, even as a kid. Even today, if I am driving long distances, he has me call him when I arrive to make sure I am safe. He is stunningly intelligent. He is a powerlifter. He is getting too old to do it anymore, but he still tries. He's 6'5" and massively muscled. He helps me work out so I don't get depressed. We have a gym in our basement because of his longtime interest in lifting. He helped me with my homework whenever I needed it, never even spanked me, and has always had a great sense of dark humor. He would watch Terminator with me when I was young, and has never had issues with me playing M rated video games. He used to play Unreal Tournament like a madman, which got me into video games, although he made sure I started by playing an NES with Super Mario first. Even to this day he's a great father with great advice. I could never be more thankful, and the one thing that kept me from ever killing myself is the fact that if I did, I would have made all of his work nothing.
I love you dad.
I met her eight years ago, on anonidate. In many ways she was a female me, so it took me a long time to realise that I like her more than a friend.
When I told her, she reacted a lot more negatively than I had anticipated. I thought it would be a soft, let's be friends, sort of thing, but she told me in no uncertain terms never to contact her again. And I never did.
>>28508083
Damn thats a great answer anonon
She's amazing, to be honest. Quite the stunner. She's always got something on her mind, she's going a trillion miles an hour while I'm zoning the hell out. I don't know, there's a magic about her. She's so compassionate and kind, our traits seem to complement each other. There's a contrast and a synergy, it's hard to explain. At the expense of sounding like a girl, I'm going to admit the whole thing makes my heart beat 200bpm. I'm not sure whether I'm elated, terrified or both. I r8 8/8:^)
I have no love.
>>28508028
I hate her as much as I love her.
I can't get her out of my mind, I know that's I'm not very much to her, just a friend, an orbiter or a college acquaintance. I also know that's she only want tall and muscular guys and that she will not see any of her flaws but despite that will still be cherrypicking about men (even of she has already a boyfriend)
She has this sort of false low self esteem, or just probably want to be comforted a lot, it's annoying.
She probably feel bored without her bf and talk to me be cause of that, I wasn't maybe just a distraction.
And yet I can't get her out of my mind.
My last love, one that I'm not entirely over, was an avatarfag on /b/ seven years ago.
I can't tell anyone this in person.
Two years ago my childhood pet died. He was 17. I got him when I was 5. I was a stupid, introverted loser for a good chunk of my teenage years, so I spent a lot of time with my cat. He was my best friend and my closest family. I talked to him the way I couldn't talk to anyone else.
I love animals unconditionally, so losing him really hurt. No one I talk to really cares about their pets like I did, so I don't talk about it. I've felt so lonely these past two years because I can't hug the little bastard.
>>28508083
Reminded me of my grandfather who died yesterday...
He taught me to play backgammon and cards from early childhood. He has also instilled me conservative values, taught me to ride a bike at the age of 7, "forged" me wooden swords. Even if he lived in the countryside, he had gone through high-school and university, which is quite an awesome thing for 1950s.
He was mostly joking all the time, even about people dying in stupid ways at the news, hence I'm making offensive jokes, memes without limits. But he liked poetry and history, and I started to like history as well since I was a kid.
As his house isn't that far from the town, I would go with my father to him every weekend, he was always feeling great for my achievements in school but since a couple of months he kept asking me whether I have a girlfriend and that I should start talking with girls.
For his sake I should stop being a betafag...
She's absolutely fantastic. I've never felt anything like how she makes me feel. I don't even know how to fully describe it. It's like a profound rush of emotion more potent than any drug I can name. She's returned something to me I didn't even realize I lost.
>>28508316
not having a girl doesn't make you a betafag, failing to achieve anything significant with your talent does. all you need to do to make your grandfather proud is chase your dreams
>>28508028
She looked like that picture but with blonde hair, she sometimes looked like she wanted me to talk to her but I couldn't think of anything to say.
>>28508244
Wow, anon. My crush is very similar to yours.
>I hate her as much as I love her.
>I can't get her out of my mind, I know that's I'm not very much to her, just a friend, an orbiter or a college acquaintance.
So true, and what a truly fucking horrible feeling it is. I can't think straight, I can't focus on my own chores. I'm in pain and suffering. I love her because I want to be with her, but at the same time I hate her for making me feeling like this.
>She has this sort of false low self esteem.
Like a friend of mine explained it to me: It's a woman, there's no other explanation. A closest one would be: a mix of stupidity and malice.
I confessed her my feelings, went all honest and nice. Guess what? That doesn't work with women.
Dunno about your age, anon, but don't expect older girls (late 20's) to be much more mature.
The sorry ass excuse she gave me is because she's grounded (she's fembot material, jobless, dull, boring, not so pretty). Even if that weak excuse is true, it only makes her more pathetic.
She's the sweetest girl on this planet.
She totally rocks that short hair cut, but long hair would also look great on her.
We share a lot of the same interests.
We also send each other packets for Christmas and our Birthdays because we live like 4 hours apart.
Soon is her Birthday and I'm sending her all kinds of stuff, some sweets I like and other things I think she'll like.
In summer, she will visit my place and I hope to find the courage to confess.
Will probably update after she was here.
Also, I met her last year so, whatever happens, don't give up hope, guys.
I honestly don't know anymore. There's two girls but both are unavailable.
One is a few years older than me and is looking into serious long term shit now, like her and boyfriend are looking into buying a house and they're only been together for just over a year. Who does that so early? Is that normal?
The other girl is my age, both have very similar interests and sense of humour but again, she's unavailable too and I haven't seen her since Christmas time. I've tried twice to meet up with her just to hang out as friends but each time she's been busy. It's then I don't know whether to try again or not. We talk online but again, the ball is in her court if she wants to do something.
>>28508028
last time I had a crush was 3 years ago on some girl in my highschool senior year science class. It was a bs science class so I mostly just stared at her or her ass most of the time. Kersten was her name. idk she seemed cool but I never pursued her because I was just another shy retarded white kid.
ended up more pursuing psychedelics and dota 2 instead of her or anything else for that matter.
I barely even jerk to porn now, im so bored of life.
apocalypse when?
>>28508244
>>28508670
>I hate her as much as I love her.
>I can't get her out of my mind, I know that's I'm not very much to her, just a friend, an orbiter or a college acquaintance.
We're gonna be ok, anons.
I promise.
>>28508028
Myself.
Ain't loved/crushed on someone else in years. Just sexual.
>>28508411
>It's like a profound rush of emotion more potent than any drug I can name.
Is this actually what being in love feels like?
She's a kind, caring, wonderful person.
She's beautiful, inside and out.
She also isn't "real".
>>28508894
It was mostly hyperbole, but I guess so, yeah. I don't really know how else to describe it.
>>28508917
This is an incredibly generic description. You could describe any crush this way.Excluding the "not real" part
He's tall, smart, handsome, strong, well-read...
oh wait, shit, that's just me. Fuck you niggers, I'm god damn infatuated with myself.
In between crushes, got my eye on this cute girl in one of my classes though. She's got a septum piercing but always sits at the back of the class so I can't look at her during lectures :-(
>>28508028
I can't because she shitposts on here and will be mad if I post about her.
>>28508865
>an't get her out of my mind, I know that's I'm not very much to her, just a friend, an orbiter or a college acquaintance.
>We're gonna be ok, anons.
>I promise.
I guess the spells has to wear off sooner or later.
Stop fueling it is the hardest part.
>>28509216
>she shitposts on here
Girls don't shitpost
>will be mad if I post about her.
What the hell? Why on earth?
>>28508028
>person you love most
my mom
>your crush
don't have one, i'd be happy with any qt who was interested me. unfortunately the only girls interested in me are only semi-qts
>>28509216
>tfw this sounds like a girl you talk to off here
>>28508028
I don't want to think about this too hard but I'm forcing myself to write about it, it hurts.
We'll call her Red for now. Red was a bit of an airhead like me, but in a cute way. She would get very flustered if you teased her or messed around with her in any way, very angry, but in a cute way. I remember braiding her hair to piss her off in our statistics course in high school. I didn't ask her to prom because I was a fat shit who didn't have the confidence to do so. I even remember how she likes her coffee, she likes french curler donuts and caramel macchiato ice coffee's with one teaspoon of brown sugar. That was my old crush.
Now I just broke off a relation ship with someone and i noticed I've been breaking off relationships with everyone around me for the longest time. So I'm alone, but I don't want to be alone. Porcupine paradox. But then a revelation:
I don't desire to be with anyone.
And now I sit here, tired, drugged up, ready to focus on my work on the legacy I will leave behind.
>person you love the most
My mama. She's such a nice person, you have no idea. Does stuff for me even though she perfectly knows I could do it all by myself and rarely complains about it, and even when she complains she's like "eh, but if you move out, I'll probably miss this kind of stuff so whatever". Every time somebody comes to my place, they always talk about how nice my mom is to me later. She's also kinda young-spirited so she gets along with people that come to visit me, I guess. I hope my mama lives for a long time, I laugh when she says she'll drop smoking 'cause I know she tried many times and always failed, but I hope she does it for real and takes care of her health in general.
>my crush
She has a /horrible/ humor sense, but that's probably why I like her so much. My humor sense is terrible in the same way. You know those jokes that are so terrible that you laugh at how bad they are? We make these kind of jokes all the time. We also watch animu/movies and music videos and sing together sometimes. I'm bad at singing so she's usually like "that was 2/10", but sometimes I manage to sing something nicely and she's like "hey, you're getting better, that was actually 7/10". She's on other hand great at it, she plays a few instruments, too. Also, we both draw. We're on similar level but we give each other advice from time to time. She only drew stuff for me maybe 2 or 3 times, while I draw for her quite a bit, but it's okay, I enjoy it. I also draw herself sometimes, one time by an accident she saw one of those drawings. I went full spaghetti. She asked me to send her the drawing later, although she didn't rate it. I think she spaghetti'd about as much as me. In general I feel she spaghettis a lot inside, but maybe it's projecting.
Sometimes I'm a bit worried about her, because while she's doing just OK at life, it seems like she can't get a /decent/ grip.
It's pretty sad knowing she'd never want somebody like me.
>>28508316
I'm really sorry to hear about your grandpa anon. I wish you the best moving forward.
She dead.
Me too.
She buried.
Me not.
>>28508670
What's did she tell you exactly? You said she's not very pretty? Was she "available"?
My crush isn't a ugly girl at all, she likes to say that she's fat or stuff like that (false low self esteem?)
She even has a boyfriend whom she never talked to me about.
Obviously, I try to comfort her like an idiot.
>>28508865
No we won't, you know that I'm sure
