Does anyone else here want cancer? I'm too much of a pussy to actually kill myself but something like cancer would be so much of a relief to me. I go to sleep at night and hope I rupture a blood vessel or something just so I don't have to keep going on.
How fucked is this?
>>28504234
Similar but I would want Nembutal instead. Having that in my possession would make me feel happy.
I think it is probably safe to say that 90% of the people here regularly wish they would die in their sleep.
It's normal when your life is shit and you have no motivation to change it. Dreams are fine but unless you set out your steps you will never reach your destination.
>I'm a fag.
>>28504234
You aren't alone. I feel the same way.
Or just a heart problem, which would be faster
Everything below this post will only affirm this.
>>28504279
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>>28504234
I was thinking about this earlier today and looked up some articles on how to get it but it's mostly troll articles.
>tfw no inoperable brain tumor that will kill you in less than 3 months
why even live tbqh famalam
>>28504234
yeah i actually have pancreatic cancer. i wish i had the courage to blow my brains out. instead i slowly suffer every day until eventually this shit spreads to my brain and i turn into some veggie like my late aunt
>>28504234
My mom had cancer. There are prettier ways to go, friend.
It basically saps your strength and reduces you to a pitiable husk who desperately wishes to lash out at the cruel world that mocks you.
>>28504783
not if you live in a state/country with legal euthanasia
