>wake up in the morning
>"you should try heroin"
>"you should cut yourself"

Tell me about your feels.

>>28503817

Ever since I was in highschool, I figured I would kill myself before the time I hit 30.

Currently 24, and that feeling seems stronger than ever. Pretty sad that for most of my self-aware existence, I've had this feeling that one day I'm going to off myself.

>>28503817
you should sit on my dick desu

>>28503817
>Look in the mirror
>No no this is all wrong
>try yo comb hair
>massive receding hairline
>Comb it up
>Comb it down
>to the left
>to the right
>start to panic
>shave off hair completely
>Now you've done it......
>shave off eyebrows
>don't even look human anymore
>punch mirror
>sharp pain
>anger punch at mirror until the wall is bare
>glass shards like confectionery sugar tinted pink and red
>hands pulsate and feel weightlesss
>these are not my hands
>this is not my body
>feel relief
>Headbutt wall and passout
>These days I just don't keep mirrors in my house
>nobody hates you more than your reflection.

>>28505501
>take photos of myself
>notice nothing but shitty features
>start going crazy
>crying so hard my nose is filled with snot
>get out my razor
>push it into my cheek and slowly drag it
>step back and look at myself
>nothing changes
>cut myself again
>I feel no pain
>this isn't my body
>I don't look like that, this isn't me
>go back to shitposting

That's not a safe feel to be feeling, OP.

You need to tell someone in person about this

A therapist, a doctor, a friend, a relative, a clergyman, just someone.

Get a handle on this before it's too late.

I'm not joking around here.

>>28505681
The therapists don't help