>day is going perfectly fine
>sudden explosion of suicidal thoughts
>want to burst into tears, but usually can't because it happens in public
>>28501366
I feel like most people get this feel or something like it. I get it but more of an anger, like anything that remotely bothers me pisses me off so much. I wish I could snap sometimes but I have a reputation to uphold.
Such is life at uni
I have this as well. But first usually comes the complete anger about having bad parents and general leftism and cultural marxism that fucked me up since I was a child.
Just keep distracting yourself by thinking about something you like or something that makes you feel good (or used to) whenever it happens. Very hard at first but it gets easier over time, and eventually the suicidal thoughts disappear. I speak from experience.
>>28501640
>general leftism and cultural marxism that fucked me up since I was a child.
That's your own fault faggot. Learn to grow up and not blame your problems on culture. If you would man up and accept that people have different opinions than you and the right to express that opinion, then you might be able to change your victim attitude. Adapt or die out Faggot
>>28501747
because being raised by mentally ill parents on welfare that were never married and split up when I was 8 leaving me with severe social anxiety, depression and the inability to trust anyone or form meaningful relationships is completely my own fault