>Be 30 years old
>Still go over every embarrassing and cringeworthy moment of my childhood, teens and early 20s in my mind as if they happened just yesterday
Will I ever be free of this psychological hell?
31 and still stuck in 1997. i don't know anon... only if you get a great job abd great friends to make new memories...
>>28496834
You gotta keep busy. I'm 26 and high school genuinely feels like it was a past life because of all the stuff that happened in between (drug addiction, college, alcoholism, going insane, working in a factory, going insane again, going to grad school.)
You're craving redemption that you've never gotten.
>>28497826
where do i find it? why can't my mind rest?
35 and I still do the same things you described. Just a few minutes ago I was reliving cringeworthy and embarrassing things from third and fifth grade and feeling shame and self loathing. It never ends.
