anyone here get intense feelings of self-loathing in big bursts? everything you've ever done wrong hits you left and right
>>28495338
That is manic depression 101
Ive been diagnosed and its shit
i ho hours maybe even a day feeling like god im doing good and imliving my life and im happy,
then suddenly i dont wanna get up life is futile and i wanna sleep of just sit doing nothing till my life is over and this weight of living leaves my body
>>28495390
do you have delusions as well? i feel like sometimes im much better than i really am, and the self loathing phases are just reminding myself that i am not as good as that, that im much worse, if that makes sense
>>28495606
Yep highs and lows
like driving a car down a highway in the sun, wind licking your face and rushing through your hair...
the
a brick
hurling through the windscreen
Get help immediately you dont wanna leave it almost 3 years like me kinda fucked up alot of my uni...
>>28495338
Some OC for you keep in there OP
>>28495390
>diagnosed with pddnos add and depression many years ago
>look up manic depression
>every single trait applies to me without failure
panic
so, what, i'm just a spergy bi-polar cunt?
>>28495338
A couple of hours ago I was just thinking about why I'm so useless and can't hold down a job for longer than 6 months. My entire life is basically everything I want being inches from my grasp but still out of reach. I'm tired, Robot's. When does the circle end?
>>28495338
thats when i play vidya and stop eating
>>28497369
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>>28496029
get help its hard took me a few months to care about myself enough to do it but i did, recommend 10/10
>>28495751
mmmmmmm yummi
>>28495338
i'm here fellow, brot
every time i see a white family in public im remind that i'm a biracial abomination whats worse is im part white so i feel twice as cucked
the feel is so strong that i just stop breathing
>>28495338
yep. To be fair I have feelings of self-loathing most of the time, but I often have periods of really intense self-loathing. I'm having one of those right now actually. I screamed at my parents that I wanted to die at breakfast this morning actually.
