Who /schizoaffective/ here? I've been having this new thing where I can't tell my dreams apart from reality and have sleep paralysis at least once a night. Is this due to the schizo or is it something else?
bpd and bp1 masterrace
Schizoid here
the only solution is a bullet to the head
sorry robot
>>28491008
smoking is the only thing keeping me from going off the edge.
>>28491008
Shit, this is happening to me more and more lately, where I can't remember if something happened in a dream, or in reality.
Am I beginning the descent into madness?
>>28491008
Does anyone have any experience about going to the doctor with anxiety?
>>28491522
I,used to smoke a lot but now I vape. I still miss smoking tho.
>>28491630
They're going to give you benzos which will make you worse off than when you started.
Can someone fall into sleep paralysis while walking?
I once collapsed and was not able to move.
I was fully conscious, but nothing was bothering me. It felt really nice until I got a panick attack because I thought someone would come into my room.
Please stop self-diagnosing and do something to change your thought patterns. Schizophrenia and bipolar stuff is often a self-fulfilling prophecy.
>>28491008
I think I have AVPD, maybe BPD. I thought I was just depressed, but therapy and meds didn't really work for me. I'm about to have an intake next week with a new therapist, start from scratch, and go from there. Hopefully I'll figure out what exactly is wrong, and maybe I'll be able to fit in with the normies one day.
>>28491008
I also have trouble telling dreams and reality apart
My mind just feels foggy
Mirtazapine makes my dreams weird, but I think my psychiatrist will have me stop using it soon if Lyrica works well for me
>>28491873
>They're going to give you benzos
Not true from my experience
They will give you antidepressants
Doctors with any real experience won't prescribe benzos especially not long term
>>28491630
Therapy is probably the most important part of combating anxiety
Exposure therapy and /a lot/ of talking
>tfw always afraid lightning will break through my window and strike me when there's a storm outside
send help
>>28491987
>>28491993
This is what I'm hoping will happen. I know DBT can help change some negative cognition that has made socializing and staying focused and productive an issue. I'm just glad I won't really have to fuck with meds, although I probably should quit smoking weed, getting drunk, and doing coke.
I'm not saying I have a personality disorder for sure, that's why I'm going to go through an eval, and hopefully find out for sure what's wrong, but I feel this would explain a lot of my behaviors.
I quite enjoy being a sociopath.
Without emphatic boundaries I can use anyone, anytime to get whatever I want.
