>Tfw potential to have a gf
>Tfw to shy and no Self-esteem
>>28463848
>potential to have a gf
>I'm a boring person without ambitions
I don't even trying to get one, I know it will fail miserably because of me.
>tfw physically fit, have friends, not ugly, experienced in socializing, have interesting things to talk about
>tfw dropped acid and smoked weed and now I see everyone as a scary organic machine and there's no practical purpose in a relationship when I can just daydream myself into a state of comfort that no one else can pull me into
>>28463923
Why people like you always find a fucking way to ruin everything they has by doing drugs
>Tfw no potential to have a gf
>Tfw shy and no Self-esteem
>>28464016
I'm a KV so I didn't have much.
>>28464042
>has been hugged before
NORMIES GET OUT
REEEEEEEE
>hanging out with friend in his dorm
>girl that wants to fuck him convinces him to go to a party she's going to
>he wants to go but doesn't want to go alone because he is also autismo so he convinces me to go with him
>go to party sober, shit is literally awful
>it's a smaller party, maybe only twenty five people cramped in a small apartment
>we don't know anyone there, everyone else seems to know at least five other people
>friend and i are being max autists, notice there's a bunch of alcohol in the back corner so we go and drink shitty cheap flavored vodka
>just standing in the back constantly filling up our cups for about thirty minutes
>friend ends up getting into conversation with girl
>i try to go over and talk to a group of girls but they are clearly creeped out by me and don't want to talk at all
>end up going up to two different girls
>these ones are nicer and talk with me and dance with me
>one girl is seriously a qt and im surprised shes even giving me the time of the day
>tells me her name and what shes studying and where shes from without me even asking, and she actually asks about me
>figure there's no way she could really like me anyway
>go back to get another drink, friend comes back and tells me he wants to smoke a bowl
>figure fuck it, this girl doesn't really want me, go with him
>right before leaving the party, look back and see the girl and her friend from earlier staring at me, figure i creeped them out too
>later that week, going down the dorm elevator with my earphones in on my way to class
>turns out she lives in the same building as me, she gets in the elevator and for a brief second we make eye contact
>she probably thinks im a creep so i pretend to not even recognize her
>see through the corner of her eyes that she looks up at me a couple times and then looks away
>this happens a couple more times
>cant help but think maybe she wants me to say something, but then think if she really wanted to talk to me she would say something
>>28464195
Don't be like me
Just do it talk to her
Fucking man up and talk to her. You don't want to go through life regretting missed opportunities.
