>tfw suicidal thoughts return every night and morning

>>28454118
Do it faggot.

Im also expecting a live stream

>>28454118

>tfw they have never left

hello darkness my old friend

>>28454118
Some days ago i had them

my heart was beating faster and faster

god damn it's the worst feel

>almost over dead girl
>summer comes
>she's be back in town, home from college
>return to full mourning

>>28454118
>>28454118
i know that feel man

have you tried consultation or therapy? ive just been scheduled for therapy because suicidal thoughts so i dont know if its effective or just a meme

>>28454940
your oneitis is a zombie?

fuck that's a good movie title.

>>28455005
This is about the thousandth time I've made that same error, typing an s instead of a d.
Maybe I have a brain tumor that will spare me the horror of life.

>>28455064
At no point in your post switching an s for a d makes it coherent.

>>28455168
>she'd be back in town
Abbreviated "she would", the conditional present.
If she hadn't hung herself in her closet and been burnt up in a crematory oven so she could fit in an urn, she would be back here visiting her old hometown friends, we would visit a bookstore or a diner.

>>28455280
>visit a bookstore or a diner
sounds like Stars Hollow or some other comfy 90s town

sorry your friend died anon. don't mean to rude by asking this, but were there any signs? or did it just happen out of nowhere?

>>28454615
Get out edgy failed-normie

>>28455379
She always talked about it, but we all did, we were edgy little fags.
She had lost about fifteen pounds and cut contact with a bunch of people, I thought she stopped talking with me because she didn't like me, but a month later she was gone.

what really bothers me and makes me want to do it is how little of an impact it has

>>28455919
If I were you I would have thought the same thing. Don't blame yourself anon.