Mental Illness
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Failed normie here with a video on how my disorder has affected my relationships with family and former friends. Thoughts? Also general mental illness discussion.
>>28452299
Whoops. Forgot to post link...
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=SPUxjXDREPU
>>28452306
schizoid here, tl;dr, can you give me a video summary?
>>28452374
Tldr; I talk about how schizoaffective disorder is harming my familial relationships, has caused me to lose my best childhood friend, and how it has socially isolated me.
Damn, robots
There's some voice in my head, that often tells me that I'm useless fool, but it's not very annoying
Sometimes I talk to myself loudly as that voice
There's like two of me, one is naive beta and other is criticizing him
Should I be worried? I'm not sure if I'm not making this up
>>28452632
Sorry anon, but your diagnosis is clinically insane. Best of luck to you.
>>28453022
Also, my inner voice speaks to me in English, even though it's not my native language
But it doesn't seem so bad to me, this voice can't command me to do anything, it doesn't tell me to kill anyone or something like that, it just tells me I'm an idiot, and it's right
;_;
>>28453152
Literally the same here. Especially the english part.
You can get your friend back. Ypu smoked weed one time so what? Maybe dont do it again.
How did you end up in the hospital?
And why were you taking strange pills from your mom.without even knowing what they were? She just one day out of the blue said anon take this?
Then I stopped listening its too long for my add.
>>28452632
Those are called thoughts, dumbass
Those voices in ypur head are just your inner dialog. Its perfectly normal perfectly natural. You are on 4chn so I cant say that its wrong.You use english all the time like right now so its in the normalcy that its in english.
>>28452299
So what are actual symptoms for this disorder ? I mean not feeling attached to somebody isnt really... Illogical, to put it that way.
Your prom date. Maybe you just didnt like her. Or you wernt close enough to feel anything. How long have you known her?
>>28453305
I ended up in the hospital because I overdosed on valium. She just told me to take the pill so I did. Afterwords, I started questioning what it was.
>>28453391
My symptoms are paranoia, delusions, and Hallucinations, but there are other symptoms like feeling no emotion.
>>28453450
I was very interested in her, but I was feeling the void at the time so I lost my feelings for her completely.
>>28453595
How did you overdose? Was it on purpose? If it was then why?
How many pills did you take before you stopped? Did you confirm they were fiber? How so?
You could have just got nervous over her or you realized she wasnt all that special and you lost the feelings. How are.your feelings now? Still feel horny for her?
>>28453735
It was on purpose. I wasn't trying to kill myself I was just trying to feel emotions. I took one of the fiber pills and then realized that it was poison (at the time)
A couple days after I cut off contact with her I regretted it, but I have moved on in my virginity quest.
diagnosed autist and BPD fag reporting in
>>28453804
How would taking extra of that make you feel emotions? Doesnt that cut off emotions?
The fiber pill why did you not even ask what it was?
What medications r u taking and for how long and since when?
>>28452299
This emtionlessness, would you describe it as not caring? How wpuld you describe it.
>>28453884
I took it because I was delirious and thought it would help. I had little experience with valium so I didn't know it wouldn't work.
>>28453925
I would describe it as not feeling emotionally attached to anything and not being able to feel pleasure. It's like an intense boredom.
>>28453805
>>28454011
i was diagnosed with the tism but i feel like this describes me pretty well too.
i stopped feeling emotions/attachment around the age of 20 and it's only gotten worse since then (am 24 now)
I've got a lot of schizo symptoms but I have absolutely no form of hallucinations. I heard 24/25 years old is the cut off point.
is my brain just chemically fucked from years of vidya, being a shutin, being abused by people and taking drugs when I was younger and smoking weed daily for years?
Who else /schizoid/ here?
>tfw little affect
>tfw there's a disconnect between your body and your conciousness, it's as if you're merely piloting your body
>tfw the need for social interaction is more like a bodily urge to be fulfilled like hunger or thirst, rather than truly feeling it
>tfw creative
>>28454186
>>tfw little affect
>>tfw there's a disconnect between your body and your conciousness, it's as if you're merely piloting your body
hits close to home
>tfw the need for social interaction is more like a bodily urge to be fulfilled like hunger or thirst, rather than truly feeling it
i dont even enjoy that anymore. i haven't since 20 years old.
>tfw creative
>tfw you were once creative but your shitty life style ruined your brain
>>28452299
I have a God Complex, a Hero complex and I enjoy putting my life at risk, makes me feel alive.
>>28452299
Not asking for a diagnosis here, but how bad is it that I pretty much can't tell the difference between lying and the truth? I'm a pathological liar.
Am I beyond help?
>>28454298
>I pretty much can't tell the difference between lying and the truth?
brain damage. surely you understand the difference...
>>28454207
>i dont even enjoy that anymore. i haven't since 20 years old.
It's weird. It's like I can't truly indulge in social stuff but I notice that I kinda deterioriate if I don't meet up with people from time to time. I don''t have the drive to do it, but it feels like my body needs it.
I'm apparently pretty charming and funny but I always feel like I'm just acting the part.
>>28454438
>I notice that I kinda deterioriate if I don't meet up with people from time to time. I don''t have the drive to do it, but it feels like my body needs it.
you are me, tbqh senpai f a m a l a m
>>28454522
If you're hot you're literally my twin phamalam
>>28454617
i'm decent looking, if i may say so...
>>28452632
>There's like two of me
>Should I be worried?
nah, that's perfectly fine bro
How old are you?
Your mom has the final say in everything?
Go get your friend back.
>>28454186
Schizoid here. Feel a general sense of hopeless and futility about life. The only thing I'd like at this point is to feel the warmth of a womans vagina. Her ass nestled up against my crotch as we cuddle. But yeah, that'll probably never happen and I don't know if I care anymore
