Why haven't you killed yourself yet , /r9k/ ?
Too much of a coward.
My parents are around. Can't do it to them.
OP here , for me I hope someday things would get better , I always have a dream that some day I will wake up and be a normal person who has no problem socializing , and a good looking one , but all I have is me.
>>28451901
Because you just delivered to me a reason to live.
>>28452047
She will never be your girlfriend , not even a friend , she probably will never talk to you or bother looking at you , why live for her ?
Because despite being an mild autist, there's still a lot of potential success in life. But if that fails then why not.
At least take some risks first.
I had no easy and reliable methods available to me.
>>28452066
We. Shall. See.
She will be MINE
>>28451901
Because I'm gonna make it
i dont have a gun, unfortunately
She has beautiful hair.
>>28452133
Good luck because she's mildly famous and rich as fuck
Look up : Chrissy costanza
>>28452249
I am light years ahead of you.
>>28451901
My cowardly brain won't allow it.
I'd also like to do something big before I die just for the heck of it.
>>28451901
The blind hope that my ex gf will come back to me
>c-c-c-c-combo breaker
Lmao.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cnGMG798SCI
>>28452029
Iktf.
I've been hoping that things will get better since I was a teenager, but I've accepted that nothing will ever change now.
because the only real problem with my life is being a kissless virgin
i have friends, family, a decent job, just gotta work on not being totally intimidated by women
cannae shitepost if you're dead laddie:^)
Too curious too see what would happen if I did
>>28453160
>Too curious too see what would happen if I did
That's a reason to kill yourself , not to not kill yourself.
Plus you wont see shit and you wont feel shit cause you're dead , unless you're fundie and believe in some afterlife shit then suicide is a sin and you're going to hell
I have to make my mom happy by graduating uni, which has been delayed significantly due to my being retarded.
I have to extract myself from others so I don't unduly cause suffering
I have to raise the monetary funds to cover my cremation and various debts.
It'll take three years after my graduation probably.
>>28453184
I mean, how would the world around me react and shit. I think I still hope that there's someone out there that cares for me
>>28451922
Same 3bqh
>>28453246
Do you wanna be my friend
They took my gun away last time I tried because I missed and just took a chunk out of my jaw.
>>28453331
I-I guess.. What's up, anon?
>>28451901
Still hoping that Senpai might notice me someday.
>>28453359
Do you look like a freak now ?
>>28453443
They fixed me up so I look more or less the same. I'm not allowed guns anymore though which is a shame because even outside of wanting to die I really like them. I like to study how they work and stuff. Very interesting, mechanically.
>>28453464
What went into your mind at the moment of shooting ? did everything seemed fixable and you regret it ?
>>28453362
I'm drawing cause everything is aching and I haven't slept in a while. What about with you Anon?
Do you really want to be my friend?
I'm miserable and I know I can't run from myself, but I still have options and things to try at this point. If only I could get off my ass and do them.
trying to plan something that will get me suicide by cop that doesnt involve anyone else dying
>>28453493
>What went into your mind at the moment of shooting ?
Just "enough".
>did everything seemed fixable and you regret it ?
My only regret is failing.
>>28451975
This
After they die, I'm killing myself
>>28453562
you should try to get some sleep then, maybe you'll feel better after.
I do, I'm just not too good with this
>>28453889
I want to be friends too
How do we talk
I wanna hold you
I'll comfort you and say it's ok but only if you do it too
>>28451901
bc God exists and I too shall become a God myself.
>>28454100
Sound good. Do you have kik or anything?
I may have no reasons to live, but neither have I any reasons to die.
>>28454327
I do have a kik
>>28454353
welcome to limbo
I like eating food.
>>28454384
I tried, but I couldn't.. sorry...
I'll die eventually anyways, what's the rush.
>>28454694
Let me try again.
>>28451975
right here. this is the le the le le correct answer
My family still loves me even though I'm an unproductive piece of shit.
