>tfw finally found something that makes me happy, a hobby
>tfw making doom maps is my hobby
>tfw no job, no school, no hobby
>literally do nothing every day
I wish my parents didn't love me, I want to kill myself already
>tfw can't stand living with mom and feel her judgment whenever I'm playing videogames
>tfw too socially awkward to get a job
I should just end it all
>only thing that I am motivated to bettering myself in is shooting
>can never stick to anything like lifting or swimming but always eager to go shooting and practice when I'm not at the range
>still live with my parents who would go fucking insane if they ever find out I have guns
>no good shooting spots at where I live
>>28446839
I feel like I could really get into guns but you can't own one here so even going to a range seems like tease
>>28446305
>>28446747
You can make the change. I was in your situation. I know you hate to hear it, but you just have to push yourself more. Start by reading, make that your hobby.
And you do have it in you, trust me.
>>28448504
Not op but does reading really work anon?
>>28446264
post wads
>>28446264
get a job as a level designer you fag
