>If I don't watch porn I get a gf/attention
>If I say the opposite of something will happen, it will happen
Maybe I'm just going insane.
Sounds like some mild cognitive bias, pretty normal
>>28437433
i spend all day online and people think its weird i dont want to do anything else with myself/ all i want is to read up on whatever crosses my mind
>>28437762
i also dont believe my perception of reality and sometimes kinda see the physical plane tear away a bit, i still manage to function nothing to deliberating yet
>>28437433
When I read about something mean and I want to read about something nice, I will open the latter in a new browser tab so for the two not to share a tab.
>>28437433
I used to have this + paranoid delusions and OCD and it drive me fucking mad. It got to the point where I couldn't breath the same air as someone else because despite knowing otherwise, it still felt as if breathing their aid would taint my mind and make me more like them.
>>28438259
>it still felt as if breathing their aid would taint my mind and make me more like them
That's brutal.
>for a moment there I wanted to say 'it makes sense'
>if I don't masturbate thinking about x girl I'll have a shot at dating her
Nigga why?
>>28437433
Anyone else feel they can somewhat predict their day? I feel that if one bad thing happens to me in the morning, the entire day will be shitty. Other times my day seems to follow a similar theme, like things starting out shitty only to get unexpectedly better.
Seems as if my day is dominated by what happens to me in the hour after I've woken up.
>>28438517
I can relate. I used to think that if I had a great day, the clothes I wore that day were "lucky clothes" and viceversa. I mean I always knew it was just some kind of delusion but didnt actually believe it.
>>28437433
this post won't get dubs
>>28439344
DAMN. See? It happens to me too OP. You're not alone
Half of the time when I dedicate a lot of thinking to the idea that I will not get dubs, I end up getting them.
It's some kind of fucked up magic I swear