>wake up
>what is the first thought that usually crosses your mind?
Mine is usually something along the lines of "not again"
>>28434674
>better give myself an enema
OR
>better check computer
Another day, another dollar! It's great not being a NEET!
I wake up and try very hard not to think the thoughts that kick my brain out of sleep
sometimes it's waking up to panic about the things i am procrastinating about
otherwise it's checking irc and here, it's not even a good habit, it's an addiction
Mine is usually some kind of jumbled mess between awake and dream state where I remember what's real and what isn't.
Lately fapping and porn, its fucked up, has to do with morning wood taking command of me and the habit formed
Bring up tablet, browse 4chan, fap, get out of bed an hour or two later after aimlessly browsing 4chan again to regain energy drained after fapping
Just fuck my shit up
>>28434674
>(covered in sweat)
EILEEN!
wake up
i dont know where i am but by gods grace i'll fight if i have to
>water water water water water
>sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep
I'm an alcoholic so hangovers are an everyday occurrence
>>28434674
"it sure would be nice being dead right now"
>>28434674
"I wonder whose bed she woke up in this morning?"
nothing my mind is always just blank at that time unless I have to go somewhere early.
>wake up
>immediately remember how shit my life is
>remember that death is inevitable which is both saddening and comforting
>she doesn't want me anymore
>why
I don't know.
I wake up.
>Am I still here?
>What's the point?
>go back to sleep
>>28434674
>wake up
>"oh boy, here we go again"
Why won't it just fucking end?
>fuck I slept through my alarm
>fuck it's 3pm
>I really need a job
Hope she sent me a message.
Or just "i'm hungry."
Wake up to the alarm
>Ughhh god dammit
Wake up by myself
>pic related
>go back to sleepp
>poo poo pee pee
or
>I just want to be comfy forever
If only I could poo poo pee pee in bed.
That I'm still in debt, need a job, that I've ruined most things in my life, and that I'd prefer to just be dead.
>augh god damn it what time is it
>am I still high?
>get up you fucking shit, go work out and go to school/study/work
>>28437052
Yeah.... same shit here
>>28434674
>wake up
>"ugh"
>>28434674
>wakeup
>if I had a lucid dream feel good
>normally wake up easily if I had one
>wakeup
>didn't have a lucid dream
>F U C K
>whole day feels like its a waste of time
>>28434674
>God fucking damn, all I want is to go back to sleep
>And I'm 100% awake now
>That was such a fucked up dream, and I took so much crap so I could sleep properly
>HOLY SHIT I'VE ONLY SLEPT 4 HOURS.
WHY DOES MY BODY DO THIS? I'M TAKING BENZOS SO I CAN SKIP ALL THE SLEEP PHASES AND JUST DEEP SLEEP... BUT IT SELDOM WORKS AND I STILL ONLY MANAGE TO GET 4 (FOUR) HOURS OF SLEEP.
W H Y
>>28434674
Esablishing battlfield control... standby.
>>28437385
>tfw no comfy life in japan
>>28434674
>Oh hey, I can't feel any pains... nope, nevermind. Spoke too soon.
>>28437385
A E S T H I D D I K
>>28434674
Literally no thoughts
I just live, depression has taken a toll, even thinking is hard
>Ahh shit. No matter what time I go to bed
>No matter how long I sleep
>I wake up feeling like crap
>Did I wake up in time to be productive today?
Anything from 7 to 11
>Yes I did. Let's make today a good day
Anything 12 or later
>Fuck. Why'd I even bother waking up
>>28434674
For now it's the exams of my final year.
Usually it's worrying about what kind of job I'll get and how I'll fuck up anyway.
>>28437385
stop reminding me of dreams i know will never come true
>>28434674
it's not really a sentence as much a feeling. Which is usually comfort
I'm usually too out of it for a coherent thought, usually just discomfort, disappointment, tiredness and an awful taste in my mouth. Expressed as a thought it would probably be something like
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>Start panicking because I've got an exam tomorrow that I haven't revised for
kill me please
