>when you look at your final year course list, and all you want to do is sleep till graduation
>only have 1 day to study for biggest final because procrastination
>if i fail i will lose my job offer or be forced to take a summer class
oh boy, hot diggity
>When you're drinking, browsing 4chan, and watching anime instead of studying for finals.
>>28414236
What's the final on, famalam?
>feel when finished finals and waiting for final grades to come out
feeling real fucking anxious, lads
I have so much shit to do by the end of this year it's insane. I put every fucking thing off until the last minute and always end up so stressed. Not sure if I can handle 2 more years of this shit plus summer classes.
tfw your DONE. haha suckers, summer break is an untouchable level of relaxation
>>28414258
programming language design theory. some coding on the exam could be in sml, scheme, c, even fucking prolog
WHO THE FUCK USES PROLOG
>when they release first list for graduation list and your name isn't on it
>getting to the last couple of weeks
>barely started any of the work
>still choosing to sleep rather than finish shit
happens every year lads
>>28414236
Hi senpai.
Compsci? State uni? How much does the job pay?
>been thinking about learning programming and compsci
>>28414370
yeah compsci, about 75k for job in midwest
>>28414403
what school? Sounds bretty sweet senpai
Still on probation, just narrowly passed
Probably not going back this semester, everything's tearing me apart
Everyday I think about how much more useful I would be if I were dead
mc fucking kill Yourself You pathetic faggot Piece of Shit waste of cellular space
I fucked up my last year. My grandpa passed away after his long fight against cancer and my little sister went through chemo (thank god it worked). As a result, I failed a lot of classes so that this year, I have to pass every single one that's being thrown at me or I'll get kicked out. My life is studying 24/7 and I am starting to lose the few friends and hobbies I have. Especially on Saturday evenings, where I used to play with my steam bros, I get the heaviest of feels and I can just cry myself to sleep because I don't know if all the sacrifices will be worth it and even if they are and I'll make it through my last year, I'll leave university completely empty.
Please make it stop.
>two strikes away from getting kicked out from the most expensive Uni in my country
>need to excel the tests because shit assignment grades
>have 10 days to prepare
>played Cave Story all day instead
>have to make a presentation for tuesday
>have to code a website and write 2 essays in 2 weeks time
>wanking and eating microwave food all day instead
>tfw you finished bachelors degree two years ago and move to the middle east to live the neet life with the money you made from some projects while at university.
>tfw you think studying is all over and you're basically set for life then you get headhunted by a top university six months ago who offers you a masters scholarship and salary you can't refuse.
>when you've submitted project proposal 7times and its been rejected 7x77 times
Hold me bros
>>28415958
How intelligent are you?
How many units/classes do you guys take on every semester/teaching period?
I don't take on more than 2, yeh the degree will take a bit longer to finish, but I'd rather actually do well in every unit I take on, instead of just doing 4 or 5 and going shit on all of them.
>tfw passing everything
You should all kys, as if you're struggling with the easiest part of your lives. You could be doing menial labour but you're given the chance to study and you fuck it up, for shame
>>28416541
Not very. I just got lucky as an undergrad and discovered something that some people were willing to pay a lot of money for. I get paid to just do research into something that I found by complete accident so i've pretty much got enough stuff to look into to write my PhD on.
Not particularly proud of this work. I think the greatest achievement I had at uni was managing to 3d scan my university's ancient art collection before it got put in storage for insurance reasons. I built the system and did the grunt work for something that gives a far better insight for research purposes than any of the physical stuff ever did since you couldn't actually manipulate the pieces. Trying to make an interactive VR museum based on it in my spare time.
Four and a bit more years and I'll go back to living the neet life. Probably move to Jordan next time.
>totally and irreversibly fucked up socially with the people I'm living with on multiple occasions
>they exclude me as much as possible from activities
What do? Just emotionally/intellectually withdraw and look for social interaction elsewhere?
I've been a community college freshman for like 10 years.
Fite me bros.
>>28414216
>Have to write master's thesis over the next couple of months
>researching subject which has no practitioners in my country
>professors in the states and Japan won't reply to my emails
Kill my fucking face.
>>28416847
What did you study anon comment oregenal
>>28416866
What is the subject ?
>when your parent ask you about your CGPA.
>>28416984
Yokai studies. The study of traditional Japanese folklore and its representation in contemporary art.
In other words I REALLY don't want to contribute to society.
>>28414335
Psuedo code is so fucking bullshit compared to the real thing my friendo, I'm going to fail the same class i think.
>courses have been over for weeks
>haven't really touched a book since
>can't get back in the groove
>master's thesis due in one year that I have absolutely 0 idea how to come up with a topic for
help
>>28416529
Why was it rejected senpai?
>when you're about to graduate after 5 years here and have made zero solid friendship or connection, didn't get laid, has no memorable moments to retell
the best years
>mixed feels
>doing "bad" in terms of marks IMO
>got a job interview for lab assistant work
>but also summer classes and another job
>is this ok???
>i don't know
>>28417289
Oh shit that freaks me out. Especially since my university is a real pressure cooker.
>>28417248
The topics where not original
Tfw you realize that you played for the first three years and now its time to get serious.
>>28417484
I know this feel. Fuck. I want to do my Master's but I have zero reference letters. How am I supposed to go talk to my professors. Fuck.
>Tfw graduated and still don't know what to do with life.
>Tfw uni was "the good old days".
Though I got some awesome friends from that experience, so there's that.
>>28417289
This was me at uni. Things got slightly better after (had sex more in the one year after graduating than in my entire time at uni, just got a job in related to my degree)
>>28414216
Tomorrow is the beginning of my final exams, wish me luck guys.
>>28416634
Pls kill yourself. Im enjoying this part of my life very much still its the most depressing phase of my life to this point. Im stressed all the time still cant get myself to studying but dont want to fuck up.
>grades back
>all B's
hooray for being one step above minimum mediocrity...
I guess.
(Not Asian, I know I could have pulled at least an A or two if I tried harder)
>>28417798
Last exam in 2 days
Anyone wanna do my homework for compsciWorth a shot
>>28416935
All kinds of random shit.
I've actually had jobs mixed in there and haven't been continuously in school so it's not as bad as it could be. I might even be a sophomore, now that I think about it.
I'm still undecided as to my major honestly. I've been working in PR (for engineering firms etc, not some faggy music promotion or something) and want to stay in that field, but a PR degree seems like a dumbass thing to get.
>tfw I'm just about to finish my fourth year
>twf graduation is nowhere in sight
>tfw I hate what I'm studying and have no other options at this institution
>tfw my GPA is too low to transfer
This has been the most miserable time of my life. I hate this place and myself.
>>28417901
I wish I was you.
I feel that I'm transitioning, I've got a lot of plans, and this first year at uni (alone of course) learned me some things, life things,
"And just move my fucking ass and speak loudly to obtain what I want". -me
I'm confident wow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkZ_vKWF8e8
>see all the girls around campus in short jeans and summer dresses
>they'd never let you touch themposted this in /britfeel/ too, still relevant
>>28416827
how did you fuck up socially?
>>28418076
by 4chaning
>>28414216
>when you graduate, and then the big bad world doesn't actually want you, and you wasted four years getting a degree that these days is worth about as much as a highschool diploma, and you have no passions in life so there's nothing you would like to do so you don't know what to aim for, and even if you did you couldn't get it, and you just waste every day getting closer and closer to death, alone
>>28418045
>It's STILL too cold and wet for summer clothing
fucking pennsylvania
>>28414216
/borderlinefailing/ reporting in, pasting what I always put
>tfw I fell for the stem meme
>currently no drive at all to do anything
>have the same work ethic as highschool, maybe even worse
>play vidya ever single day, even MORE then I did in highschool
>really doing everything last minute, skipping shit I don't like
>one class teacher unironically actually calls on me to answer questions
>always stutter, talk really fast and start sweating
>she can audibly and visibly see this, yet continues to do it every lesson
I just wanted to be a neet after highschool
I'll just be a neet after uni as I've never had a job or know anyone
>>28418730
Good luck sameperson
We are gonna make it.
WE ARE GONNA FIND SOMEWHERE COMFY AND WE ARE GOING TO FUCKING SIT THERE
>finals coming that will make or break my grade
>feel strangely calm about it even though I'm unprepared as fuck
>watch anime and chill all day
If God wants me to pass my finals then I will. I'm really beginning to doubt the existence of free will desu
>>28414216
>Move to new country
>enter university
>finally find a group of friends after a really rough patch
>theyre all so fucking shitty
I seriously wonder if having a normie mask is really worth it
>tfw hate my major
>tfw should be applying to internships for the summer and jobs but I have no job and only 2 semesters til graduation
>tfw HATE MY MAJOR
>tfw in too deep to quit
>tfw had mock interview for a class and had a full blown panic attack with crying and shit
How the fuck is a robot ever supposed to become a professional? I feel like I'm on a rollarcoaster that isn't fucking finished and I'm going to crash and disappointment everyone
>Paper/presentation due Tuesday
>haven't started
>can't get out of bed
>need A's on all finals to keep A in classes
>final grades: three A's
>A
>fucking
>minus
I WAS SO CLOSE
REEEEEEEEE
>>28418457
It seems like there are a disproportionate amount of people from PA on here.
The fuck is up with that?
>When you have 2 weeks left in college and realized you haven't made any friends or prepared for the real world in any way
Time to NEET
>>28417009
just write about anime you fucking weeb
>only taking the last two classes I need to graduate with my history degree after almost 8 years of on and off attendance (10 actual semesters)
>still fail one class due to laziness and apathy.
>Have to tell mom I won't be graduating after all.
JUST
>>28417932
depends on what u need done
>do well in coursework
>professors expect me to do well in exams
>actually gonna get a borderline pass at best
>>28418389
pretty much this
only replace 4 years with 7. I've let it slack. A lot.
Low energy: The thread
>>28417235
Can't you ask your supervisor for a topic?
>>28419971
PA reporting in. Haven't seen anyone else on here.
>Somehow got through bachelors
>No friends, no connections, anxiety even worse than in school
>doing masters now
>don't have any energy to study
>can't go back to the department I did my bachelor thesis in
>too scared to go to lectures
>one of the classes has group homework
>had to join a group of complete normies
>see people that started studying with me having full time positions at university
>don't have any job skills
>don't even have a driver's license
>even my dad doesn't talk to me anymore
I don't know what to do tbqh. I would an hero but I don't want to hurt my little brother. We are really close and it would ruin his life.
I just want to get a fucking job and move out but I literally can't do anything that would be worth any money.
I also tried to go to a psychiatrist last year but antidepressants are a fucking meme and only made me tired.
None of you seniors know the real pain.
>graduate
>feel an intense emptiness
>have no more goals
>don't know what to do next
>spam applications and get rejected over and over
>rethink entire life
>question my passion
>feel regret from not living life to the fullest during university
it only gets worse from here.
>tfw you fuckup on the final and have to retake the course in summer
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug
>dissertation handed in
>no exams
>final year
>only got 2 more essays to do, totalling 6500 words
>just one final hurdle
>can't be arsed to jump it
>>28416866
just write to NYU senpai, I've mailed a prof about some game theory&econometrics shit there and he responded. I don't even live in america
>>28415522
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8WNP8U4euY
day well spent
FUCK
I have a seriously hard probability course (probability theory, book: statistical inference by casella&berger) + finance assignment due tuesday. Haven't even started because I'm still catching up with finance.
Also have a Macro resit which is considerable work, and I have to do a bunch of assignments because I skipped lots of classes....
I do have an easy as fuck analysis II course though
Oh yeah if I fail any, I will be kicked out of school.
Any tips? I really don't wanna fail fampai
>>28414216
>Parents forced me into Uni.
>Nothing interests me so I chose a random field: economics.
>First homework I turned in in eco and math courses got me an A.
>Didn't study for almost a whole month now.
>Didn't submit the 2nd homework in eco.
>Math homework is due tommorow and I didn't even start.
>No energy whatsoever to study.
>I just started uni and I already want out.
I just wanted to be a car mechanic.
