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why are you pissed/depressed/wanttodie as fuck robots? heres mine
>friends betrayed me
>oneitis pretends to care even when i can see she doesnt
>sad music makes me sadder but its my fav
>dreams being crushed
>slipping in life
>i was a normie until i moved Freshman year, i now want to die and despise all types of people
how have you been?
>>28408094
Friends all moved away and most now live together.
Sperglord and can't make new friends or interact with females.
Dead end job, no father, no skills and no money for training of any kind.
Just smart enough to know im pretty stupid.
>just be yourself
>no girls all life
>finally find girl
>can't get hard cause I'm addicted to masturbation
I'm trying to calculate if porn has done more right or wrong to my life.
>i'm here every day
>every day, there are the same threads
>every day, people are sad
>every day, people talk about mental institutions
>every day, people say bigoted things
>every day, people talk about school shootings
>i'm just here for the good times
>i'm here for the offhand fun threads
>it's the only off topic board safe from net tourists
>but i listen to men whine
>and women act spoiled
>and i feel like i'm surrounded by children
>i've been here since 2008
>my heart goes out to khvs but i can't help anyone
>your helplessness only makes you more undesirable
>you are perpetuating your own despair every time you exclaim your desire for companionship
>i'm just as unhappy as you, i don't cry
>it doesn't matter at all to me
>life is principally unfair
>five year olds understand that
>i have to look at the dicks of men, pictures they take themselves
>their minds and hearts are distorted from being in your lonely hell
>i can't do anything for you
>you're digging your own grave
>i'm just here to make gbp jokes and tell tard stories
>i'm in this cesspool where i have to look at your dick
>anywhere else that would be better is pay for membership or too obscure to not be invite only
>and i have to take on all of your bad karma
>>28408341
filter your board then
>>28408094
There are three ways your parents can raise you:
1) teaching you healthy habits
2) not teaching you anything, good or bad
3) teaching you actively harmful habits, that effectively cripple you for life
My parents did 3. I can't be mad at them because they just didn't know better. But my life is in shambles because they fucked up the basics.
I hope you guys are having a good day/night btw
To further shitpost, I finished college 1 year ago tomorrow. But after 5 years in school (and 1 year off in between), I learned no useful skills. I don't have debt, but my youth and prime were wasted.
I have about 2.5 years of work experience in IT, but I'm incompetent and I hate it. Obviously both of those things cause a bit of a feedback loop, if that makes sense.
I'm about to quit my job as a programmer at a huge tech company. Even though I "made it," I'm miserable there, and I don't even contribute anything really. I barely get anything done.
I know a lot of you guys have worse problems, but I'm really depressed because my brain is too fucked up from burn out/depression to get any work done. And I can't continue in the field I dedicated years to while everyone else was partying.
The people who partied are all getting married and have good jobs now.
>>28408094
>Always socially awkward
>Overprotected only son
>Parents with barely detectable personality disorder
>Few friends on school
>Straight As
>Only liked one girl in school
>Never able to get close to her
>Sad when she got a boyfriend
>Never though of a girl in a year
>Meet german exchange qt
>Not payed too much attention to me
>Even gave her a gift
>Moved to another city and found a Chad
>Sad again
>Finished school
>9 months in Germany
>Everyone like 4-6 years older than me
>Felt anxious on social events
>Rarely left my dorm
>Alone all of the time
>Weather gets colder and colder
>Afraid of snow
>Had to wear like an armor to go outside
>Even more isolated
>Person I knew from the Student residence committed suicide
>Bored as fuck of Germany
>Started listening to Pink Floyd
>First signs of real depression
>>28409087
>Returned back home
>Felt alleviated
>Started University
>Best College in the country
>Also the hardest
>Average grades
>Everyone was a nerd but normie enough
>Try to fit in
>Stressing but could carry on
>2 years later meet a exchange qt from Estonia
>She was living with an Aunt
>Aunt wants me to go out with her
>I wasnt thinking on a relationship
>Good first go out
>Going out many other times as well
>Started liking her
>Not sure if she liked me
>Started daydreaming
>Oneitis
>Invited her to vacations in my hometown
>She accepted
>Personality disorder kicks in
>Weird behavior while close to her
>Couldnt make a closer connection
>Her year finished
>Wouldnt answer my messages
>She left
>Shattered
>Try to stand up
>Cant
>Disliked everyone
>Couldnt handle College anymore
>Still I kept it secret
>Started suffering from medical conditions
>Isolated again
>Stopped talking to the last friends I had
>Im fine.jpeg
>Cancelled semester
>Felt worse everyday
>Thinking on suicide
>Look for help
>Psychiatrist
>Started taking meds
>Returned hometown
>Uncle and Granny help me
>Felt better just after 8 months
>>28408094
MY LlFE
>have amazing friend that is a girl and single
>don't want to make a move and have it not work and lose someone this amazing
What do I do
>manager pulls me aside today
>"anon, you need to step up your game. You're never getting things done right, etc..."
>"you've been here quite a while and I expect you to be able to stay on top of things...."
>"I mean, your coworker, he's much newer than you are, but he's been performing much better."
>coworker is literally Chad, extremely charismatic, fast learner, good worker, etc.
>manager recruits veteran coworkers to show me how to do the things I already know how, shits humiliating
And that was my day.
Also it's a shitty minimum wage job too.Im so fucking pathetic
>>28409341
You'll probably regret it if you don't, fuck it man
>love of life an hero
>i want to do the same but too much of a coward
>now live a life of complete isolation, either fantasizing that she's still alive or that i'll finally end it all
>>28409554
Overdose on black tar, you don't need courage and it's painless.
>House caught on fire so family has been bouncing from hotel to hotel
>Schizophrenic homeless uncle got picked up by the police and is in hospital stirring up even more trouble
> Ruined my favorite shirt yesterday by leaning on a freshly painted wall
>Broke my finger in lacrosse practice last week so I'm gonna have to miss a playoff game, I'm first string goalie and our backup got busted for drugs a few weeks ago so were basically fucked
>I'm still weeks away from graduating even though I've finished all the big requirements I needed for graduation a month ago.
Everything is just going to shit and im tired but I'm the one that everyone in my family depends on so im not allowed to just give up.
>sad music makes me sadder but its my fav
why anon
