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Im in a wheelchair. R9k is my second home by now.

Got to school like a normal fag, but at the age 16 the bullying was too much for me, i couldn't even punch them, or fuck them up with pranks. I couldn't do shit, all these soul dead chads let their hatred for them selves out on me.

Just because nature decided that my legs should be fucked up for ever.


Well, i lived the neet life.

I am 21 now, i couldn't even really understand or write in english at the time that i got out of HS ( Im from germany)

I know my english is not the best, i learned it from TV shows with subtitles.

As you can imagine, i fucking hate humans by now.
Some social workers offered me retard jobs, where i should work with downies and other mentally retarded people.

They literaly put you along with those kind of people, even if you are blind, or can't walk like me, they all put you in the same box.

I obviously didn't want that.


Is there any way to make money from sitting on my numb ass at home?


I thought about writing books, but there are so many people like me that did this, i don't think it would be anything new or fresh.
Maybe i could come up with some spiritual bullshit or fantasy shit, but im just too dumb for this, didn't really try tho.

I ran a wow private server for a time, had alot of fun, just did it as a hobby.
But after that i got so depressed that i just watched tv shows all day.

I was too depressed to even go play a fucking game.
I literally just sat there, for 3 years, googling, reading, and watching tv shows.
I also wanted to open up a website or YT channel, to teach people about my suffering, but i think that's just weird, they would laugh at me like everyone else.


Is there anyway to support myself when my family dies?

I don't want to end up in an asylum for retards for the rest of my life.

God damn, how i fucking hate everything.